(this is kinda long and jumbled, so ask if u have any questions, thanks)
Some of you might remmeber when I posted about this a little while ago, but if you didnt read it here it is: http://forums.steroid.com/showthread.php?t=104419. Anyway, I took everyones advice and shut her out of my life. I was doing really well and hadnt even thought about her for about 4 days, which was a big step for me. Then on thursday night, I got a call from my friend, and all of a sudden she grabs the phone from him and say "Hey do you know who this is?". I was like awwwwww PHUCK!!!!! BTW one of my good friends since high school is now dating one of her friends, so thats how she got a hold of me. Anyway, she was all drunk and she started talking like we were friends, then all of a sudden she starts telling me how much I hurt her and she is crying and $hit. She finally asks me why I did what I did and I explained to her about the pills and how I dont remmeber anything, and we are both upset and whatnot. Then I tell her how sorry I am for what happened, and she says she totally forgives me and so forth and so on. Then she says she will call me back and hangs up. She called me back last night and starts talking like we are friends again. The conversation is going pretty well, then we started talking about that stuff again and she tells me she is still mad at me. Then I wrote her an email asking her what she is trying to get out of contacting me, and she wrote back saying that it would be too hard to be friends, and I dont think that she wants to get back together. She was also giving me some bull**** about "closure" when she was drunk. She was also seeing this other guy that left for OCS or whatever it is for the summer, but I also know that she doesnt even like him. I know she has really been wanting to talk to me, but it seemed like she was just trying to make me jealous the whole time. So I wrote her another email last night telling her that it wouldnt be fair to me or the other guy to talk to me, and since I dont know what her intentions are that it is best we dont talk. What do u guys think is going on here? Do you think she wants to get back together or what? I am way confused and all that **** I went through right after it happened is coming back again. Any advice or comments would help greatly, thanks.
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Originally Posted by SwoleCat
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BTW, I had no idea it was a joke, joke or not, I wouldn't identify w/that even jokingly since you were so upset about the phrase at an earlier moment in time, many weeks ago. 