Hey, I've been totally depressed lately...i mean depressed. I cant stop thinking about it. Some of you may know from my previous posts that Ive been out of the game for a while (about a year). Ive done nothing (working out, eating right, tanning, basically taking care of myself). Ive been aeting like sh!t, drinking and smoking. Now, my life has always revolved around a healthy lifestyle and the gym. But it took a turn last fall. Anyways, im back at it again HARDCORE...but what the fvck...it seems like I woke up one morning and i have these hideous stretch marks around my midsection, all red and sh!t. I never had one, even weighing 250 (at about 10% bf). Im depressed, my body never looked like this before. I got retin a, i heard it was supposed to burn, it doesnt...i guess its not working. I just need to knhow that theres hope to get these mutherfawkers off me. This might need to be in the SPA, but I relly need some info...plus some words of encouragment. What the hell can I do, there big and disgustiong.Im so sad, I cant even look in the mirror without wanting to cry...I cant get this off my mind, it feels like I just did something permanent...