As some of you bros know, I have been off gear for almost 2 years now. Well I decided the time is soon to cycle again after getting my shyt together again after all sorts of problems and stuff. So I decide to make a new batch of test-e for my next cycle. Everything goes smooth and nice. No problems at all, and I made 80cc's of test-e at 250mgs/ml. It was all perfect. I sat back and picked up my bottles and looked at them with lust in my heart, and that true sense of satisfaction you get from making your own brew.Just as I was admiring the 4, 20cc bottles of liquid gold I had in my hand, I thought I noticed something rolling off the counter I was working on. I had enough time to see a 20cc syringe with an 18 gauge pin attached to it, falling off the counter. I never really had a chance to move out of the way. I saw it that last split second right before the 18g pin plunged right into my left calf.
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I never flinched, said a word, or anything. I must have still been in dream land from looking at my new batch of heaven. I just slowly reached down and pulled the big ass syringe and pin out of my calf. I never felt any pain. I pulled it out slowly hoping that this would avoid the flow of blood that was sure to come. Of course this did not help at all, and the blood flowed all over the floor. After a while of applying pressure and having no success at stopping the river of blood coming out of me, I decided to go to the doc.Before I left though I remember picking up my gorgeous bottles of test-e and gently placing them in my little "special" place for them. I looked at them longingly as I put them away, almost oblivious to the blood flowing from my leg. I felt almost wrong in leaving them alone so soon after they were created.
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So to make long story short. I am OK, I did not hit a vein or anything. I just kind of tore up the tissue in my calf from the angle that the pin hit it at, and the fact that the pin and syringe kind of swung around a bit after it hit. I was not a straight shot into my calf, but more of an angled hit to the outside of my calf without a lot of meat to support the plunge. So, in the end I am ok, but I think my baby fresh test-e has been traumatized because of the separation anxiety it must have felt from being left alone so soon after being created. After all, it was just so new to this world when I left. But I will make it feel better by injecting it as soon as possible. I know it will feel better then.
Anyway........I feel like a bonehead after this incident. Just a STUPID move on my part....lol.....I guess we all make em.