I am so pissed. It's happened again..... I lost another girl 'cause I'm too nice. I figure on the juice, I will at least get some edginess to me so I don't come off as a "sweet" or "nice" guy....
Anyways, I'm 19, about 200 pounds, pretty lean, not single digit body fat or anything, but I've done pretty well. When I first got into lifting I always trained for strength, and about 7 months ago I topped out my bench at 405 at 192 pounds. Only problem was my chest was small for how strong it was compared to the rest of my body. I've since changed to like 5 second reps at high rep sets, and have done pretty well, and am more into the bodybuilding and aesthetics of weight lifting now. I had more of a "freakish" physique, like large arms, really wide lat spread, and girls weren't really attracted to it, so even though I lift for myself, I found bodybuilding more my calling.
Anyways, I'm going to compete this year, and since I'm still 19 and natural everyone's been telling me I have a good chance of top 3 in pretty much any show if I cut up, 'cause I don't know about where you guys live, but there's like no natural teens that are worth a #%^t. I'm actually really modest, and by no means am I in the best shape, but the actual teens that are natural and compete are nothing to really be worried about hehe.
Anyways, after I compete naturally, I'm going for the gear. As I said above I'm really really good-natured, so the "roid rage" will be of absolute no concern to me, as me "raged" isn't all that mean haha. But anyways, my only concern is acne.... a couple years ago I had it so bad I had to take accutane, and I don't want it coming back..... But then again, who cares if I'm ugly, girls always screw me over anyways.....
and in case you couldn't tell.... I don't have a moral or reason or point to this post, I thought it would but it didn't turn out that way..... just a heads up that I'm going to be asking for advice
