I mean I've been workin out for over 13 years, since I was a lil pup weighting in at 120 pounds ... 6 foot tall. After many many years and countless pairs of workout gloves... I got to my heaviest naturally 240 at 6 3.
Im now floating between 235 and 230 and in that last year I've done 2 cycles of tren ace and test prop. First time around I put on about 15 pounds of mostly water... a whole crapload of strength ran clomid/nolva/clen pct and still lost all of it. I should have used some trib and some other things but I didnt....and I drank every weekend like a fukin meathead, wastin it ALL away.
My second time around which I just finished up was some homemade gear that was seemingly half as effective as the "store bought" personally I think the tren was fake/underdosed/garbage the prop well, as cheap as it was, it put another 15 pounds on me, again mostly water. I didn't drink as much and my diet was not bang on so AGAIN, I fukked up the whole dam thing.
Plainly and simply I know NOW, that if your gonna do the sauce, for the love of gawd, do it right, do it soooo fukin right its not even funny.
I wish I could of listened to my own advice and did it properly the first/second time. You'd figure I woulda learnt from the first time. But, I didn't and ran another dumbass cycle and put on water and will again lose most of it.
What bothers me tho, is that I have ended up where I have started and don't look any better imo. I abused the livin hell outta my body for nothing all in all.
So, to all the newbs out there, if you thinkin of doin some, like I said do it right... or not at all, because the benefit of water weight is just that, NOTHING.
I probably won't ever do juice again, only because the "hunger"(Irish name for booze) is just too damn strong in me, I have to drink at least once every 2 weeks.....who am I kidding? once a week more likely ....TOPS, once every 2 weeks.
I know its horrible, but its the plain truth and juice is not right in that situation.
Maybe I should sit down and write everything out, write a diet up perfectly and stick to it....I can do it. I know I can.
FUK IT, IM DOIN IT ONCE MORE....this time its gonna be right....
nah, fuk it, who am I kidding, its summer, I HAVE to go to patios and bars and get hammed, I HAVE TO.
ohhh well.....
dammit
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