well i sure messed that up

I cant believe what ive done:|

the other night i was out with some friends, i wasnt drinking, got a taxi back with some girl i know who lives down my road and on the way home she startd to piss me off and i ended up getting nasty and violent:(

the thing is, ive known for prolly 7 years, this was the first time id seen her for say 2 years and i got like that, and the sad thing is, i really do like this girl, i always have, i always wanted to be with her

i cant think what i can do, i cant take it back as its done, i wish i hadnt done it, but i did :|

map

what put you in that rage ?

what do you mean by violent ?

I dont think there anything you can do. As soon as you get violent with woman then they never forget. Also since your not in a relationship and if she had any feeling for you she probley know thinks what if she were what would he do. Sorry bro forget about the whole thing

stocky, violent/nasty u know

i work the doors and im used to dealing with drunk idiots, she said something i got pissed off, and it all started there
:(

map

sorry bro but i think you blown it. I don't know meny girl's how like to be around people when thay are pissed off and by the sound's of it you lost it.
Are you on tren or something ?

no lol
just a gram of test, gh, slin and deca atm

but yea i think i have blown it, its ironic really id be the first to have sorted out any trouble if she had any, yet im the first to give her trouble, first guy i suspect

i guess itll teach me for having such a bad temper