I just want the show done with, I'm so out of it lately!!!
Man, this shit sucks. My diet and training is really kicking my ass lately. I havent been acting like myself, its almost like I'm retarded acting or something. Last night I was cooking some steak,there were 2 in the pack, I cook 1 and wrapped the other back up.......but instead of puttign it back in the fridge I put it in the cupboard. Thank God I found it today before it got really rotten and smelling. I'm like a walking zombie lately, cannot seem to get enough sleep, even if its 10 hours a night. I feel totally lethargic throughout the day, miserable. This is just horrible. But god damn I'm looking ripped up, and in less than 6 weeks I'm gonna win!!!!!