Just got back in the gym afte 2 months off. Did a Var only cycle and dont think my body was used to lifting all the xtra weight. messed up my shoulder to the point i couldn't really do anything. Its finally back to normal. Anyway, I am so pathetic now, it's embarrassing. I lost 12 pounds and I feel like I've never lifted before. Please tell me my strength and size will come back soon.