
Originally Posted by
SwoleCat
I had a prob. with this when I finished shows and began to do shoots, take pics for my site, etc. When I have a definitive date for a show or an event in which I KNOW I have to look my best, then the "night eating" is not a problem for me because I zone out. My personality changes so much that I am not fun to be around, but I have to change or else I'm eating and being the "normal" Chris, not the product "SwoleCat" that I want to produce.
Even up to recently, I can diet extremely easy all day, eat only what I need and drink water like mad, etc., and it's no issue at all. Seems that once the sun goes down, something else happens. I'll go to sleep, then wake up to pee and the next thing you know I'm on my 2nd bowl of Peanut Butter Cookie Crisp or some whack shit like that.
It leads to depression because it's a cycle. You say, "I'm gonna start tomorrow for real beacuse I can't do this shit anymore", and you feel better kind of. Then, you screw up again, make a new start date, and do it again. You continually do this over and over to the point where you aren't getting fat (because you are on point all day w/diet and exercise) but you aren't getting cut either (because you are then gorging at night nullifying all of the hard work you have done that day).
For me, it's similar to anorexia as far as the mental thing and it being depressing goes. If I can only eat what I need to and not cheat at night, it feels great!!!! When I cheat and gorge and say "I'll do double cardio tomorrow to make up for this", I start to question my dedication and if I can do this anymore.
The ONLY thing that helps me, is having a DEFINITIVE goal. There has to be a date set in which I know a lot of other people will be seeing me, and I have to know exactly what that date is. If I don't, and I just cutting to get lean and I don't have an exact date of when I need to be ripped, then I fall of w/out a doubt because you really don't have anyone else to impress, and you also don't have to impress yourself because you KNOW how you look when you are ripped.
So, I've tried to book/make actual dates so that I have a definitive goal. W/out a goal to reach for, there are just too many exits on that highway to rippedness.
~SC~