So far this year has been complete hell. I dont know why but i just cant catch a break. Lets see where do i begin.......
* Job: ive been unemployed for about 3 months now and its been very tough finding a job that will work around my school schedule. ive gone to 4 interviews, which i applied for off monster.com, and i was completely lied to about what the job really was. i was hired at home depot but i had to quit the first day because the dumbass manager scheduled my shift during class hours. so im on a daily quest for work.
* Gym: Since i havent been working i had to put a hold on my account at golds so now im lifting at my local park weight room which totally blows. i was lean bulking and went from 174 to 182lbs but i got sick and lost a ton of strength and a little muscle too. i cant afford a decent diet so its all gone to hell.
* Girlfriend: Ive been dating this gal for almost 5 months and it was absolutely great. we had so much in common it was almost scary. she loved to do cardio and i got her using weights a couple times a week. she has toned up and tans frequently and OMG she is so hot now. but she broke it off over the weekend cuz im "too self centered" which is true but i wanted to work it out but she thought othewise. im having a real hard time getting over her cuz we shared so much. someone kill me please....
* Friend: last saturday i had a friend die from a heart attack at the age of 37. i wasnt very close with him but he was always a blast to hang around. the funeral is tomorrow.
im freakin depressed and i never have any energy. just thought id share![]()