Ok, I have a question for you guys lemme run down the whole ituation.
Iwent out with htis girl starting in 98. We went out for 2 years. it was a rocky relationship. good times and bad, but we loved eachother. Anyway the summer befor she left for college was great. We had fun, hung out allt he time, not one fight. She goes up to college and i start hearing form her less. he starts picking fights over dumb stuff. She comes down for thanksgiving and breaks up with me. the next week she goes back up and she is going out with someone. She says she wanted to "experience " new people.
Whatever after that it was like every now and then when she came fdown we would fol around and stuff. I weird relationship.
PRESENT:
Now shre left syracuse and is gonna be joining NYU in the fall. (i live in jersey... about 40 min from there) She comes down now for the summer and is acting all wierd like when we are together its like we are going out. But when i ask her if thats what she wants she says no. But everytime we are together, its holding hands kissing. All that crap. Now i am going to this eminem concert with my friend in july, at the Continetel arena. I find out this girl he used to be friends with along time back is oging too (my ex doesn't like her all too much) so we decide we would taill gate together. I forget to tell my ex for a day, and when i finally do she accuses me of Lying to her, and hinding stuff from her. calling me a bastard. Saying Just when her feelings were changing i go and lie to her and fuck it up. And i say Were we going out? Yah know what the fuck is the rpoblem. And its like why the hell would you be madd at anyting. 1. its not a big deal 2. We ar enot even going out. I don't think i would wanna go back out with her.
Its not liek i was ognna fuck the girl i was oging with we are firends. And i don't undertsand what is going through the mind of my ex but its pissing me off. I feel she is fucking with my head.
BUt it helped get good pumps at the gym yest squat machine i did 4 plate son each side for the last 2 sets 10 reps each. And stiff arm deadlifts i got the 70lb dumbels 10 times. lol
SOmeoine Adviece sorry for the long post. coulnd't help it. I needed ot vent
ESP any of the female memebrs. DOes she have a basis here. I mean was what i did wrong. I mean my feelings wwere changing for her too, but she made it no way clear that we were otgether. She was gonna go up to Boston last week, by herself to visit her Ex bf's best friend. yah know. need help
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Just gotta pay attention to the red flags instead of ignoring them next time.
