relationship advice needed....

**bulldawg_28** · 06-29-2006, 09:46 PM

I appreciate it man. I really do.

You guys and girls have been a great help to me buy just listening, giving me advice, and by sharing your experiences.

I guess the reason why this has been so hard on me is because I really never had a real girlfriend. She'd always dated guys that were assholes, and used her for sex. She'd never really dated a nice guy. So I thought were were a match made in Heaven. I guess that shows how much I know.

When I do get over this, I'll definetly be a changed person. Maybe not for the better, but I'll be a lot stronger.

**bulldawg_28** · 07-01-2006, 12:18 AM

Thought I'd give another update. She's with Luke now. I'm not suprised. I knew it would eventually happen. Even though I knew this would happen, I'm still hurt inside. Tonight, I played some cards with some friends. At first I was alright, but then like always, at night the pain really sets in. Every little thing reminds me of her, and the wonderful times we had.

I know, I'm ****ing up by thinking about her. This experience makes me wish I was a cold hearted asshole.

**Timm1704** · 07-01-2006, 05:10 AM

Originally Posted by bulldawg_28

Thought I'd give another update. She's with Luke now. I'm not suprised. I knew it would eventually happen. Even though I knew this would happen, I'm still hurt inside. Tonight, I played some cards with some friends. At first I was alright, but then like always, at night the pain really sets in. Every little thing reminds me of her, and the wonderful times we had.

I know, I'm ****ing up by thinking about her. This experience makes me wish I was a cold hearted asshole.

ah dude, i knew it. sorry bro

**bulldawg_28** · 07-03-2006, 11:05 AM

Another update. She called me lastnight and decided to explain about her situation with Luke. She was intoxicated when he asked her out, but she said yes. Now, she's told me that she doesn't know what to do. She's debating on whether to give Luke a chance, or think some more. She also revealed that she's still not over me. I was kinda suprised about that.

I also apologized for the times that I upset her. The reason she wasn't happy with me was because we started fighting, then I'd walk out because I was afraid I'd say something that I would regret. I even did that on her birthday, which was a very BIG mistake. We'd fight because she spent a lot of time with Luke, which they both thought was fine. But I thought that it was a tad inappropriate since we've been together for a long time. She just didn't believe that he wanted more than a friendship. Now she knows.

I don't know. I'm still not over her. I may be making a mistake, but I still want to be with her.