perfect life

[stewie]

im going through the worst phase in my life, at least i hope its a phase
it all started going down 2 years ago, back then i didnt give it alot of thought
until today. dont u ever feel like eveything u do or have done is not worth shit and will never be.
my parents are getting a divorce (****ed up dad, destroyed the family)
got kicked out of college
my own brother that i live with doent even talk to me, its like im a ****ing ghost
i am out of money(broke), cant pay bills
i flushed my social life down the toilet, cut my freinds out
all i basicly do is work and workout and i know its a matter of time before i stop them both
i feel sad for my little brother and sister having to see this, they r still young and i dont want them to grow ****ed up.
im only 22 years old, and all this shit has happened
whats going to happen by 40

im sorry u had to read through all this shit

i didnt have anyone to talk to, and i wanted to get it off my chest so i figured i would post it here.

[LX-1]

sorry to hear that

[StoneGRMI]

Some people including myself gave you encouragement in your previous very similar thread you posted here that you never replied to.

http://forums.steroid.com/showthread.php?t=255581

[Deluge1]

maybe you deserve it.

You're a bit of a dick, eh?

[LX-1]

You're a bit of a dick, eh?

maybe im just a strong beliver in karma...

[goodcents]

I know you think you have it bad (and you do) but just to perk you up, my ford explorer is getting repoed at this very moment (luckily I have a little neon to drive) i'm on the off season at the salon and the jewelry is moving along but I had to sell almost all of my guns just to get it up and going. My girl of 21/2 years left me a few years ago and all I wanted to do was commit suicide. The whole key is to focus on one thing and I can honestly say that bodybuilding saved my life. Adderral helped perk me up too, anti-depressents just made me feel "uuhhh". All things shall pass, just focus on one thing and hit it.

[Deluge1]

maybe im just a strong beliver in karma...

Well then based on a lot of the replies you've given on this board you're in for a tough go!

[stewie]

im not looking to commit suicide
and i dont need anyones sympathy
and yes i can be a dick sometime
but iam a good person, and i just dont think good things happen to good people anymore
you might think its nothing big but try living it with all the stress

and im really sorry for posting this again, but i thought i didnt post the first one.

[Deluge1]

im not looking to commit suicide
and i dont need anyones sympathy
and yes i can be a dick sometime
but iam a good person, and i just dont think good things happen to good people anymore
you might think its nothing big but try living it with all the stress

That comment was not geared toward you...

[stewie]

i just noticed

[LX-1]

karma is a bitch...

[DamnYouMSN]

karma's not real......

[DSM4Life]

Yea i been feeling like shit myself
I am 25 in college dont even have my A.S yet been going for about 4 years (part time) and i work full time
I live at home - feel like a loser doing it but i can't afford school and to be on my own.
My girl just broke up with me - i loved this girl with all my ****ing heart (you slut)
I owe a lot of money out there as well
i gave my last two months to school only and work (no gym time) and lost about 15lbs ! feel like shit.

There are two ways to deal with this.
One be a little baby and say why can't i have what so-and-so has. Why can't i do, what can't i .... STOP THE WHY CAN'T's and just tell yourself what can i do......

I am 25 but in school working full time and paying my bills on time
I do live at home but thats for now, when i can get out i will
I am single now so i been going out with my buddies all night having a ****ing blast
i do owe money but who doesn't ?!
I will get the weight back if i work out again which i am now.


Bad shit happens to everyone but what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger. I do beileve this.

Think positive bro and you will be fine. Try not to dwell on the past too much because all that is going to do is make you feel depressed and guess what ? There is nothing you can do to change the past.

Keep your head up !

[thegodfather]

im not looking to commit suicide
and i dont need anyones sympathy
and yes i can be a dick sometime
but iam a good person, and i just dont think good things happen to good people anymore
you might think its nothing big but try living it with all the stress

and im really sorry for posting this again, but i thought i didnt post the first one.

i guess thats how life goes....my girlfriend walked out on me after 6 years and chose drugs and some drug addict skinny ****head over me...no reason for it at all, we got along like best friends and i treated her like gold....people are just self-destructive sometimes and have tendency to bring everyone else down with them. Best thing to do in those situations, cut them out of your life.

[Deluge1]

Yea i been feeling like shit myself
I am 25 in college dont even have my A.S yet been going for about 4 years (part time) and i work full time
I live at home - feel like a loser doing it but i can't afford school and to be on my own.
My girl just broke up with me - i loved this girl with all my ****ing heart (you slut)
I owe a lot of money out there as well
i gave my last two months to school only and work (no gym time) and lost about 15lbs ! feel like shit.

There are two ways to deal with this.
One be a little baby and say why can't i have what so-and-so has. Why can't i do, what can't i .... STOP THE WHY CAN'T's and just tell yourself what can i do......

I am 25 but in school working full time and paying my bills on time
I do live at home but thats for now, when i can get out i will
I am single now so i been going out with my buddies all night having a ****ing blast
i do owe money but who doesn't ?!
I will get the weight back if i work out again which i am now.


Bad shit happens to everyone but what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger. I do beileve this.

Think positive bro and you will be fine. Try not to dwell on the past too much because all that is going to do is make you feel depressed and guess what ? There is nothing you can do to change the past.

Keep your head up !

FANTASTIC post!

Prception IS reality. No one ever got anywhere feeling sorry for themselves...


Don't let pitty become an addiction.

[DamnYouMSN]

Yea i been feeling like shit myself
I am 25 in college dont even have my A.S yet been going for about 4 years (part time) and i work full time
I live at home - feel like a loser doing it but i can't afford school and to be on my own.
My girl just broke up with me - i loved this girl with all my ****ing heart (you slut)
I owe a lot of money out there as well
i gave my last two months to school only and work (no gym time) and lost about 15lbs ! feel like shit.

There are two ways to deal with this.
One be a little baby and say why can't i have what so-and-so has. Why can't i do, what can't i .... STOP THE WHY CAN'T's and just tell yourself what can i do......


I am 25 but in school working full time and paying my bills on time
I do live at home but thats for now, when i can get out i will
I am single now so i been going out with my buddies all night having a ****ing blast
i do owe money but who doesn't ?!
I will get the weight back if i work out again which i am now.


Bad shit happens to everyone but what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger. I do beileve this.

Think positive bro and you will be fine. Try not to dwell on the past too much because all that is going to do is make you feel depressed and guess what ? There is nothing you can do to change the past.

Keep your head up !

damn...thats a good way of seeing everything. much respect

[goodcents]

Damn guys you are making me feel better My explorer is getting repoed today, I only owed like $6000 more on it, but tried burrowing and every other thing and just couldn't pull it. The plus side thogh is with payments, gas etc. the damn thing was costing me over $1000 a month. So more money to do other business endeavers (hell they make new cars everyday) they do treat you like shlt when they try to collect money, hard to have diginity when you are broke, but "kick a man when he's down, if he gets up, he's a man, if not fuk him"

[stewie]

guess what
i just got a job interview, some lady called and they want me to come for an interview
thats scary
one second im broke and writing all of this and the minute after ......!!

[PROTEINSHAKE]

why did you thread this twice??

anyway...keep your head up bro. dont let the bastards get you down & stay strong.be good & kind to everyone but dont always believe what you are told.there are too many people that dont have your best interests at heart and are interested in their won gain.good things come to good people, if not sooner then later in life you will be rewarded with good things. good luck.

[stewie]

thanx

[DSM4Life]

guess what
i just got a job interview, some lady called and they want me to come for an interview
thats scary
one second im broke and writing all of this and the minute after ......!!

I told you man. Let time play its part and you will be fine. Live in the present and enjoy life.

[D3m3nt3d]

Bad sh!t happens to good people sometimes bro, going thru a hell of an ordeal myself.

Remember that everything comes back around bro, the worlds a circle.

[DSM4Life]

Bad $hit doesn't happen to good people, it happens to EVERYONE !

[Doc.Sust]

best of luck stew, keep your head up,in time this will all pass, i promise

[Carlos_E]

maybe im just a strong beliver in karma...

We've already been over this with you in another thread. You keep making smart ass posts, you will not be here long. How many warnings do you think you will get?

[stewie]

like everyone said
experience makes you stronger

[DSM4Life]

like everyone said
experience makes you stronger

Keep thinking in that manner and you will be just fine.

[Doc.Sust]

We've already been over this with you in another thread. You keep making smart ass posts, you will not be here long. How many warnings do you think you will get?

no more warnings anymore, the next step isnt a pretty one

[dedic8ed1]

karma's not real......

Bullshit

[dedic8ed1]

We've already been over this with you in another thread. You keep making smart ass posts, you will not be here long. How many warnings do you think you will get?

Maybe he's one of jamsession's boy's

[dedic8ed1]

im going through the worst phase in my life, at least i hope its a phase
it all started going down 2 years ago, back then i didnt give it alot of thought
until today. dont u ever feel like eveything u do or have done is not worth shit and will never be.
my parents are getting a divorce (****ed up dad, destroyed the family)
got kicked out of college
my own brother that i live with doent even talk to me, its like im a ****ing ghost
i am out of money(broke), cant pay bills
i flushed my social life down the toilet, cut my freinds out
all i basicly do is work and workout and i know its a matter of time before i stop them both
i feel sad for my little brother and sister having to see this, they r still young and i dont want them to grow ****ed up.
im only 22 years old, and all this shit has happened
whats going to happen by 40

im sorry u had to read through all this shit

i didnt have anyone to talk to, and i wanted to get it off my chest so i figured i would post it here.

Alot of good advice was already given bro on last thread,maybe you need to stop thinking of yourself and start thinking of you brother and sister

[Valtorian]

Mayeb this will brighten you up a bit. I don't have a bad life, but sometimes you just get sick of the normal routine, of not having enough money and not having Jessica Alba as a wife. So, when I get like this, I think about some people who have it bad and will always have it bad.

Example:

The North Koreans:

You join and have a mandatory service of like 8 years in the Army doing shit jobs. Then you can get out and work the Coal mines for the rest of your life. You never know what a protein shake is and hardly ever get laid.

Ethiopians by the Road:

These are kids who have lost their parents and just sit on the side of the road till they die because they have no food and water. I've seen it. It's sad.

1. You have running water I'm sure
2. You have a chance to go to the gym
3. Hopefully you can get laid
4. You have a chance to make money, you just need some motivation and start thinking more positive. You have alot of good things going for you I'm sure. You may just be taking them for granted.

[STYLE74]

im going through the worst phase in my life, at least i hope its a phase
it all started going down 2 years ago, back then i didnt give it alot of thought
until today. dont u ever feel like eveything u do or have done is not worth shit and will never be.
my parents are getting a divorce (****ed up dad, destroyed the family)
got kicked out of college
my own brother that i live with doent even talk to me, its like im a ****ing ghost
i am out of money(broke), cant pay bills
i flushed my social life down the toilet, cut my freinds out
all i basicly do is work and workout and i know its a matter of time before i stop them both
i feel sad for my little brother and sister having to see this, they r still young and i dont want them to grow ****ed up.
im only 22 years old, and all this shit has happened
whats going to happen by 40

im sorry u had to read through all this shit

i didnt have anyone to talk to, and i wanted to get it off my chest so i figured i would post it here.

Just be strong man and things will get better as time goes on, just like everyone has posted we all have our bad days. We need to keep going and live life the best we can, just make sure you are there for your younger brother and sister and they will be ok. Things will be fine, we are here for you!!

[Mizfit]

No ones life is perfect babe - it's the image that ppl portray.

Ideals - is something alot of ppl try to aspire to, but alot of these ideals can't be possible - perfection is a fantasy- but life is what you make it.

[Bojangles69]

karma is a bitch...

thank you to whomever got rid of this deushbag

[Bojangles69]

im going through the worst phase in my life, at least i hope its a phase
it all started going down 2 years ago, back then i didnt give it alot of thought
until today. dont u ever feel like eveything u do or have done is not worth shit and will never be.
my parents are getting a divorce (****ed up dad, destroyed the family)
got kicked out of college
my own brother that i live with doent even talk to me, its like im a ****ing ghost
i am out of money(broke), cant pay bills
i flushed my social life down the toilet, cut my freinds out
all i basicly do is work and workout and i know its a matter of time before i stop them both
i feel sad for my little brother and sister having to see this, they r still young and i dont want them to grow ****ed up.
im only 22 years old, and all this shit has happened
whats going to happen by 40

im sorry u had to read through all this shit

i didnt have anyone to talk to, and i wanted to get it off my chest so i figured i would post it here.

i can validate myself with even more intense war stories and than go on to spill some profound ways of looking at life but im just going to recommend you do one thing. Get a book called Psycho-Cybernetics by Maxwell Maltz. I read this book a little while ago and it was one of the most powerful books i ever read (up on my top 10 list)

here are reviews, read the first 10 at least.

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/cus...283155&s=books


you are 22 im am 24. I turned 20,21, and 22 in prison. Friends have been killed, died, and od'ed. i was once seriously ****ed up, addicted to meth and using 20-30 times a day. Failed a whole year at school, got fired from 3 jobs, dog died, grandparent died, gf told me to f off, was jumped and robbed, and soon sent to 7 years in prison with my brain half fried from speed.
why do i write this publically?? so other people can see you CAN literally change EVERYTHING about YOURSELF and YOUR LIFE, if you believe you can.

People who may be experiencing suicidal tendencies get me pissed off more than anything in my life, not at them, but for my inability to explain everything ive learned in my life in in a few minutes. Now, im on the deans list at my 2 year community college. just transfered to a 4 year state university with a full academic scholarship. i workout, i work, i dont go into those "dark places" in my mind anymore. I like my life and i like myself now. I look forward to meeting new mature and motivated people in life who just want to be happy.

we could always have more, but dont focus on having anything right now but happiness and peace with yourself. worry about YOU, its ok to be selfish sometimes. if you truley aspire to change your life and make things better, everystep you take today will lead you that much closer to a life you never thought was possible. but for starters go get that book, knowledge is power brotha, and good luck with shit.

[audis4]

thank you to whomever got rid of this deushbag

hahahahahhahaha, dude he was such a d!ck!! Every post was negative, he annoyed the sh!t outta me!

[Bojangles69]

hahahahahhahaha, dude he was such a d!ck!! Every post was negative, he annoyed the sh!t outta me!

not trying to turn this into a flame thread, but i seriously knew if i said anything to the guy id get banned because i wouldnt be able to stop.. made me sooo ANGRY!!! did u read some of the crap he wrote?? OMFG!!! what an evil ****

[mavsluva]

im going through the worst phase in my life, at least i hope its a phase
it all started going down 2 years ago, back then i didnt give it alot of thought
until today. dont u ever feel like eveything u do or have done is not worth shit and will never be.
my parents are getting a divorce (****ed up dad, destroyed the family)
got kicked out of college
my own brother that i live with doent even talk to me, its like im a ****ing ghost
i am out of money(broke), cant pay bills
i flushed my social life down the toilet, cut my freinds out
all i basicly do is work and workout and i know its a matter of time before i stop them both
i feel sad for my little brother and sister having to see this, they r still young and i dont want them to grow ****ed up.
im only 22 years old, and all this shit has happened
whats going to happen by 40

im sorry u had to read through all this shit

i didnt have anyone to talk to, and i wanted to get it off my chest so i figured i would post it here.

Hey man - that's some tough stuff. One thing that I noticed the most was the order in which these things occured. It first begain with your immediate family. Then it worked it's way down to everything that makes you who you are. Now you're worried about what might happen in the future as a result from everything that has already happened. You're obviously a caring person, or you would not have chosen to post this thread. If you stop and think about everything that has happened, what do you think matters most right now? I think if you begin to reach out to your immediate family members and encourage each one of them, then that will have the best immediate effect for everyone that has been affected. Having an open, warm heart usually results in success in the other areas of your life. It's so simple to turn those things away in your life that creates any sense of unhappiness. But sometimes it's a good idea to reach out to the unhappy people in an attempt to reintroduce your own happiness back into your life.

Just some food for thought.

Mavsluva

[audis4]

not trying to turn this into a flame thread, but i seriously knew if i said anything to the guy id get banned because i wouldnt be able to stop.. made me sooo ANGRY!!! did u read some of the crap he wrote?? OMFG!!! what an evil ****

Oh ya dude, he was EXTREMELY rude to everyone and that pissed me off to no end....I had to click outta the thread or I would go off on him as well!