Today, I went out for the first time in about a year to a club with my girl. I ran into a dude I haven't seen in two years. The reason I haven't talked to him is because of some bullshit that happened two years ago. Seeing him made me miss his family and the times we went together, however, the problems that made us split up were of no fault of his own or mine, just happened to be the politics of it all.

But then on the car ride home I began to get upset, sad and frustrated at the same time and my instict and gut feeling was to hit the gym hard and heavy, including cardio. Not only that, but my drive to juice it up again was hitting the roof. I've been clean for over 2 years now and intend on staying clean, but I've never been so motivated in my life to become strict on myself.

Anyone else go through this?