thanks for your help

[juice_305]

im ok. life hit me hard the other day.. anyway im in the hospital on my labtop...i think i owe you all an explenation..
well my family went on a vacation i was going to go but couldent because of work..they got into a big car accident and my mother, and two brothers died..icant help but think its my falt..i know i could of done nothing. so im told but if i went with them maybe somthing..i have no buddy left no friends / family..it was just so hard to deal with. you guys are all that i have left...it strange to think the only people i know, really i dont even know you..but after i got the news i just wanted to die. well i took pills and alchol..well i thought i died because i know this is going to sound stupid but i belive that i saw my family..they told me to live and i dont know how but the doctor to me when i came to that i called the ambulance..i just dont know what to do...i feel like this is the end for me..but i want to live know that i have a secound chance...
for all the things i have said in my old threads im sorry for lying to all of you i hope i can still be an active memver of this fourm.


thanks all you guys/girls for the help. if i need to talk this is the place.

thanks juice

[RA]

tard

[anaBROLIC]

they give you internet on your laptop in the hospita? sorry bout your loss tho if this is a true story.

[305GUY]

juice305 i couldnt imagine losing my family and i know what your going through is hard.. but taking your own life is the last thing your loved ones would have wanted so stay strong and understand that everything happens for a reason. your family is in a btter place now and you will join them when god feels its your time.. keep your head up and stay strong!! PM me if you nned to talk to somebody..

[305GUY]

and if your stories are fabricated, understand that you will burn in hell for this!

[Foskamink]

good luck bro.. shoot me a pm and we can chat

[PROTEINSHAKE]

glad to hear you are ok.you had MANY people on the board SERIOUSLY worried for you-odd, considering we dont know you from a hole in the wall really. Do yourself & all of us a favor...go back & read ALL the posts that people left for you...read them again & again & let it be a reminder that you effect peoples lives in more ways than you may think as a human being. Based on your track record here, I SERIOUSLY hope that this isnt another fabrication on your part.Many people took time & effort for you & it would be a shame if you decieved them once again. I am glad you are back on the board & wish you well & am terribly sorry for your losses. Let this NEW thread be an opportunity for you to re-gain the trust of the board,many have doubts about your stories now.time to earn the trust back if you want it...god bless

GnJ

[STYLE74]

glad to hear you are ok.you had MANY people on the board SERIOUSLY worried for you-odd, considering we dont know you from a hole in the wall really. Do yourself & all of us a favor...go back & read ALL the posts that people left for you...read them again & again & let it be a reminder that you effect peoples lives in more ways than you may think as a human being. Based on your track record here, I SERIOUSLY hope that this isnt another fabrication on your part.Many people took time & effort for you & it would be a shame if you decieved them once again. I am glad you are back on the board & wish you well & am terribly sorry for your losses. Let this NEW thread be an opportunity for you to re-gain the trust of the board,many have doubts about your stories now.time to earn the trust back if you want it...god bless

GnJ

Very nice post getnjakked!!! Glad you are ok Juice305, many people here were worried.

[juice_305]

and if your stories are fabricated, understand that you will burn in hell for this!

burn in hell that would be a good day now. i cant even sleep and when i do i have horrible nightmares. hells is being told that everyone you know just died. thats what im going thru.

and the hospital im at is a suicied recovery so im a alowed a labtop.

thanks for the nice words everybody.

[305GUY]

burn in hell that would be a good day now. i cant even sleep and when i do i have horrible nightmares. hells is being told that everyone you know just died. thats what im going thru.

and the hospital im at is a suicied recovery so im a alowed a labtop.

thanks for the nice words everybody.

whoops, didnt mean for it to sound like that.. just meant it would be a creul joke to play if you arent serious. hope everything works out and you can PM just about anyone if you need to talk to somebody..stay strong juice

[NOREGRETS]

Glad your ok bro. You can always find someone here to talk to if needed.

[SMAN12b]

Well I am glad you are OK.. well we know you are not OK but you are better than dead. Very sorry for your loss, but I hope you can understand why we would be a bit skeptical.
That being said,

You now know you got "family" here, so you will ALWAYS have someone to talk to .

Just take it one day at a time, and if that is too hard, then start with one hour at a time. I know , I been there and still struggle with it daily, but this place has got me through a lot of low times.....

[Kale]

im ok. life hit me hard the other day.. anyway im in the hospital on my labtop...i think i owe you all an explenation..
well my family went on a vacation i was going to go but couldent because of work..they got into a big car accident and my mother, and two brothers died..icant help but think its my falt..i know i could of done nothing. so im told but if i went with them maybe somthing..i have no buddy left no friends / family..it was just so hard to deal with. you guys are all that i have left...it strange to think the only people i know, really i dont even know you..but after i got the news i just wanted to die. well i took pills and alchol..well i thought i died because i know this is going to sound stupid but i belive that i saw my family..they told me to live and i dont know how but the doctor to me when i came to that i called the ambulance..i just dont know what to do...i feel like this is the end for me..but i want to live know that i have a secound chance...
for all the things i have said in my old threads im sorry for lying to all of you i hope i can still be an active memver of this fourm.


thanks all you guys/girls for the help. if i need to talk this is the place.

thanks juice

Mate I am seriously sorry for your loss. As I stated in the other thread you started, my daughter died in my arms from cancer when she was three years old, I know what you are going through. PM me if you want to talk about it. I will even call you at my expense if you want

[305GUY]

*group hug*






i love this board

[SMAN12b]

Mate I am seriously sorry for your loss. As I stated in the other thread you started, my daughter died in my arms from cancer when she was three years old, I know what you are going through. PM me if you want to talk about it. I will even call you at my expense if you want

KALE, You are one hell of a stand up guy !!!!!

[juice_305]

305guy i know you dident mean it like that. sorry i toke it the wrong way.

sman12b thanks for that. i can understand why people would think this i s a lie aswell but i wish i could make this into a lie.

kale- thanks bro

i mean this thanks to all
i have to get off the internet im told. well thanks again

[1819]

bro, nothing anyone says can make you feel any better but we only get so many years here and, for whatever reason, you're still here. bottom line is we dont make the calls. they are what they are. it is always better to be alive and for that you have to be thankful. very sad to hear about your mom and brothers. they're in a better place than us and i'm sure they are happy you're alive. prayers are with you and your family bro...1819.

[cfiler]

Wow, sorry bud. I feel bad for your loss. I'm sorry about my reply in your other post. I thought your post was either fake, or just a cry for attention.

Good luck with recovery, and in the future. Dealing with the loss of a family is not an easy task to undertake. I hope that you are able to get counceling for it. Group theropy works extreamly well also.

[kman]

Truly sorry for your loss.

[BlInDsIdE]

stay strong bro- very srry 4 ur loss. if u ever need neone 2 talk 2 please feel free 2 pm me

[chest6]

Wow..what terrible news. I cannot imagine what you are going through right now. Like the others have said, PM me if you want to talk...I'll listen. I hope things start turning out better for you.

[auslifta]

deeply sorry for your loss,im glad you pulled through,i hope you can come out of this a stronger better person.dont make their loss a waste do something to honour their lives.
wish you the best of luck for the future,im sure you wont leave this place,there is some really good people here

[CSAR]

Juice, you have my most sincere condolences for your loss. I cannot imagine what you're going through, but I know that other AR members who have had similar experiences do understand. Plus, we all want to help if possible. It never hurts to talk - that's one of the reasons why a forum exists, so keep typing bro!

[big L 17]

i am sorry about ur losse glad u are here

[*Narkissos*]

I dunno what to believe.

"Once a liar... "

Whatever the case.. i hope you get help.
Good luck

[*Narkissos*]

[Hackamaniac]

Nark, I'm surprised your encouraging this retard!

[*Narkissos*]

Bad.. Nark...Bad

[paulzane]

mmmmmmmmmm I am suspicious of this guy juice 305!!!

[*Narkissos*]

mmmmmmmmmm I am suspicious of this guy juice 305!!!

you too?

[PROTEINSHAKE]

i think we are all sceptical of juice305...but I think no matter what the case may be.....this response is WAYYYY out of line....I would hope that a warning or suspension would be in order...

[goodcents]

I say give us some proof, he owes it to us for what we went through and the memories he hatched up for some of us. Which hospital?etc. Bs or not, lets just get it out in the open Lets see a clip from the paper about the deaths, police report showing the accident, funeral arrangements etc. We all went through feelings and had visions of people we knew that committed suicide slapped back in out face, so lets see something or give us details and we can look up the reports online. If not, I say ban him just like the soldier that so called got killed in action but was a hoax!

[Hackamaniac]

I hope you enjoy your vacation!

[SMAN12b]

D bol junkASS, time for you to go away....bye bye now

[SMAN12b]

ignore him, His IP will be checked and he will be banned AGAIN

[Carlos_E]

I see he has been busy flaming himself.

d_boljunkie 216.232.78.174
juice_305 216.232.78.174
kjpython 216.232.78.174
tunafish 216.232.78.174
vol_ume 216.232.78.174

[shifty_git]

I see he has been busy flaming himself.

d_boljunkie 216.232.78.174
juice_305 216.232.78.174
kjpython 216.232.78.174
tunafish 216.232.78.174
vol_ume 216.232.78.174

now thats very interesting...........

[Timm1704]

I see he has been busy flaming himself.

d_boljunkie 216.232.78.174
juice_305 216.232.78.174
kjpython 216.232.78.174
tunafish 216.232.78.174
vol_ume 216.232.78.174

lol

[shifty_git]

did i say interesting?

... sorry, meant to say fu<ked up!

a lot of people gave such heart-felt support for that guy and his story!

now means when people do have an actualy problem and come here 4 support people will flame them hard!!

[1819]

i have more than enough free time. i might just pay this penis a visit. those ip addys are a good start and if he thinks he's smart enough to reroute and hide? guess again.