Alright, I'm really starting to get irritated with my girlfriend. I love her to death, but it seems like we're drifting apart and my feeling are changing. It's not that I don't love her, because I do...but I love her more as a friend...and it's getting real akward.

To worsen things, an ex girlfriend of mine that I broke up with when I was young and idiotic because I've never connected with someone as well as I did with her, has walked back into my life. She's been talking to me through Facebook (Myspace for college kids if you don't know) and she wants me to come see her. Ironically, my good friend goes to the sae school as her, and we're planning on going out there next weekend...

What's a brother to do? I don't know if I should break up with my girl, or wait and see what happens if I can fix it...either way I'm going to see this other girl at my friends place...but what to do... what to do...I'm just stuck, and I feel like there's a big decision to be made and it's all I think about...I can't bring myself to just get rid of my girl because we've been together for so long...but she's suffocating me...she gets pissed when I go out with my friends, and even more mad when I go to work out...but I still care for her...I don't know what to do...my ex seems as though she wants to try to make things work, and to be honest, I kind of feel like trying to as well, but I don't want to hurt my girl at the same time...and christ my head is going to explode...FVCK!!