RANT!!!!!....sick of everyon'es BS

[RuhlFreak55]

Seems to me of late people have started having epiphanies about my personality that they should have already known.......and this is starting to......piss me off to a degree that i don't even know if i can explain... People have claimed that have known me for years that they didn't know i'm arrogant, A.) I am the most arrogant person i've ever met and it drips off of me, anyone who doesn't know that and has ever spent any time with me is a complete idiot. Now in addition to this there are some other things that are starting to make me very very angry. Oh by the way, these individuals that have had these epiphanies have also decided that they are no longer friends with me. Now i know this shouldn't anger me, but.....it does....alot. Seems that my only true friends are some select members of AR and of course my family. I will never lose them, friends for life they are. I know mom always told me it is better to be able to count your friends on one hand and know they are the best friends you could have......and yet i am still angry. Ok now.......the other things......well my so called friends not having confidence in my decisions and supporting me is also getting old, i'm bout fed up with that too......In face i'm fed up with pretty much the whole "college experience".......suffice it to say it is not fun in the least.......all anybody wants to do is drink alcohol and act like a fricken retard and that's just not me. I have goals and i don't do things that have no positive outcome like this and in addition have negative consequences on the body. So esseintially this college thing is a joke.......i would be learning more and having 10^10 more fun at home with my family......if i had internet access there too. College is truly a joke.....you can do almost nothing and pass, the whole point is to jack off and party for four years it seems. I'd rather eat right and train and be 250 ripped after these four years than end up like a washed up fat loser who doesn't konw what to do because the alcohol has eaten a substantial amount of their brain cells. Also fed up with the fact that all the girls around here it seems do not like big guys......it makes me want to put gaping holes in walls everytime i see a girl that i find beautiful and attractive with a little piece of crap skinny geek guy.....i don't know how much longer i can keep this urge under control.....keeps getting worse and worse......Oh and with respect college i am no longer motivated to do any of the school work.......i WILL NOT have a job where i sit in a cubicle for half my life and it seems that's what i'm headed toward with my current major............i'm sure i've forgotten somethings.....don't know what all i wrote now......anyway....if you read this and comment thank you......one more thing.....I'M SICK OF PEOPLE TRYING TO CHANGE WHO I AM BECAUSE THEY THINK I'D BE BETTER THAT WAY!!!!!! iam who i am leave me the **** alone!!

[Doc.Sust]

[CoreyTampa09]

Dude I know what you mean. The whole college expierience when everyone of your friends pressures you and picks at you..."Why arent you going out tonight...blah...blah...blah..Oh you dont wanna dirnk it has that many calories" Its like dude hop off my dick what does what I do with my night effect your life at all so just leave me alone. If wanna stay in on this thursday study for my test eat some ****en tuna and watch sportscenter and then call a chic at 2 to get some dome...let me ****en do that!

[audis4]

I hear ya about college...stick with it though, it will pay off as we will see.

[audis4]

too bad i know no one from AR in real life
That would be killer if we all went to college together!!

[RuhlFreak55]

yeah it would......then i wouldn't have these issues....most of them

[CoreyTampa09]

Dude when you think about it though..this issues that we all suffer from college or our peers are so minor on the large scale. The purpose of college is to gain as much knowledge as we can out of it as opposed to our peers because essentially for all competing against each other for the same thing..Its very easy to tell the difference between you or one of the morons who would be applying for the same job.

[Mizfit]

College must be pretty different in the States than it is here - or ur in the wrong school

[RuhlFreak55]

well i'm definately in the wrong school....

[CSAR]

Dude, don't worry about what other people are doing in college. Audis is right - just stick with it and concentrate on doing what you need to do. I spent 10 years in school and it wasn't easy, but I don't regret a single day of it. Hang in there bro!!

[rake922]

I read the whole thing...

Questions
What are your stats?
What is your major?

Comment
The agression about skinny guys with hot chicks is probably not warranted. My reasoning is that the guys got the chicks with their personalities. Their chicks don't really care how much they deadlift, bench or the girth of their calves etc...

[chest6]

I agree with you about college. Ppl are always saying "Class is really getting in the way of college" and crap like that. All people do is get drunk EVERY fvcking day and its so annoying. 80% of the ppl here are in Greek life and if you arent its almost like you'll have trouble making friends. Everyone has their own cliques and if you dont drink people look at you like you are from another planet. I dont know anyone here that doesnt drink besides someone that goes here that I met through AR. Its pretty ridiculous. I used to go out and be fine without drinking...but now its almost like..or it IS that no one can have fun without drinking. Give me a break. That is sad.

[RuhlFreak55]

I agree with you about college. Ppl are always saying "Class is really getting in the way of college" and crap like that. All people do is get drunk EVERY fvcking day and its so annoying. 80% of the ppl here are in Greek life and if you arent its almost like you'll have trouble making friends. Everyone has their own cliques and if you dont drink people look at you like you are from another planet. I dont know anyone here that doesnt drink besides someone that goes here that I met through AR. Its pretty ridiculous. I used to go out and be fine without drinking...but now its almost like..or it IS that no one can have fun without drinking. Give me a break. That is sad.

took the words right out of my mouth and i'm sick of it........i hate drinking and what it does to you.......there are millions of ways to have furn without it but no one wants to even try these things......and so i end up alone.......and being alone really isn't that fun

[Mizfit]

I read the whole thing...

Questions
What are your stats?
What is your major?

Comment
The agression about skinny guys with hot chicks is probably not warranted. My reasoning is that the guys got the chicks with their personalities. Their chicks don't really care how much they deadlift, bench or the girth of their calves etc...

Loks do matter to mosy women - but confidence is a dead give away..

It sounds to me like RUH might be a little self concious about his size.. not sure if im right here or not..

[RuhlFreak55]

I read the whole thing...

Questions
What are your stats?
What is your major?

Comment
The agression about skinny guys with hot chicks is probably not warranted. My reasoning is that the guys got the chicks with their personalities. Their chicks don't really care how much they deadlift, bench or the girth of their calves etc...

rofl see this is the point........i DO NOT lack personality in the least......stats??? good god don't you have them memorized by now? i'm 5'8 220 now........Mechanical engineering

[Hackamaniac]

rofl see this is the point........i DO NOT lack personality in the least......stats??? good god don't you have them memorized by now? i'm 5'8 220 now........Mechanical engineering

[Foskamink]

can i see pics u sound pretty jacked.. just take ur shirt off more often and walk arround with a half empty corona.. obviously pour the half down the sink
and let the ladies u meet finish it

[perfectbeast2001]

I agree about the chicks only liking skinny guys. Over in UK they are the same. It is only old grannies and men who like me. All the pretty girls want a BF with a body like justin ****ing timberlake. He looks like a 12 yr old boy to me.

[Foskamink]

I agree about the chicks only liking skinny guys. Over in UK they are the same. It is only old grannies and men who like me. All the pretty girls want a BF with a body like justin ****ing timberlake. He looks like a 12 yr old boy to me.

yes the slender annorexic male is back in, but we will all hold together and be strong and it will one day be our turn again and when it is we will reign for along time

[RuhlFreak55]

yes i want a reign.....i wnat to be unstoppable........i want to be god

[Foskamink]

this is a great motovation song, a few refrences that mod may not like.. but ill drop first verse tell me if u want the song. its slow hiphop

when i lay down to sleep i turn to a deep thinker
dont wanna be a whinge like a lonely binge drinker
its just that, well they dont call me suffa for nothing
im a depressed harrowing repressed suffering manic
screamin at anybody anyplace,
man i love people i just hate the human race
and i hate all my friends cos all my friends are takin drugs
they think its spiritual like a hippy makin love
but the powders power only lasts for an hour
so they take a powder shower till they burn down like mickey lauder
sour times come quicker than a drum inside a finger
what i drum before that
what i drum for my da tinka
everyday for her's the saaaaaaame
link up chin up
left foot right foot
lay down shut up
and relations get ****ed just like everyone else
man damn school ya problems im gonna focus on myself

[Mizfit]

U guys ro so wrong - my boyfrind is fat and outta shape.. so THERE..

No skinny guys for me:P

[RuhlFreak55]

nu uh......i see it EVERY FRICKEN DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Foskamink]

U guys ro so wrong - my boyfrind is fat and outta shape.. so THERE..

No skinny guys for me:P

u give us all courage and hope

[RuhlFreak55]

5. Charisma

I'VE A BREATH in minds of men
With the lies I breath
No man's ever ruled the world
Not knowing the curse of me
I'm some of the seven sins
Vanity in the lust of men
I'm the Alfa - ***** man
I'll show you who I am
Hypnotic charm, mesmerizing face
My soul has a dark embrace
doctrine that it was the destiny of the US to A magic tongue, I'll seduce
you all
expand across N America - to enslave & destroy Till I'm your king
till ya know my charisma

I'm a liar blinding your vision
Vatican Man
Preaching fear and using religion
With the bible and Koran
I wrap myself in the American Flag
And tell people I'm for which it stands
I'm coming back till you know I'm God
Till you believe, till you know my charisma

I'm a fear from a shadow land
I seduce you all
Here I come new messiah man
To bow to me, make me your God
I got them all marching to the rhythm
Believing me, oh yeah, their new religion
I'm a racist with a waving flag
Of domination with a fascist plan
I'm gonna be the new world leader
I got a lot of 9 millimeter baby eaters
I'm coming back til you know I'm God
Till you belive, till you know I'm charisma

[Foskamink]

mm not my style but nice

[UpstateTank]

U guys ro so wrong - my boyfrind is fat and outta shape.. so THERE..

No skinny guys for me:P

hes gotta have a big weiner

[rake922]

U guys ro so wrong - my boyfrind is fat and outta shape.. so THERE..

No skinny guys for me:P

actually you proved my point..

You care alot more about his personality probably rather than how much he deadlifts and appears in the mirror.

[Mizfit]

nu uh......i see it EVERY FRICKEN DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i like tubby guys - im skinny so i need some warmth!!!

Plus someone who can eat as much as me!

[Foskamink]

and god said

"they chosen one who shoult max the most on the god given exercise bench press will have all rights the brag 24/7 and never shut up and use it to pick up chicks and build his ego to the extreme way beyond any normal person"

[RuhlFreak55]

lol.....that made me smile........

[RuhlFreak55]

good shit there.....

[Mizfit]

hes gotta have a big weiner

[Mizfit]

actually you proved my point..

You care alot more about his personality probably rather than how much he deadlifts and appears in the mirror.

Well he was stronger when we meet, but let himself get chubby..

He cares about whut i say and takes an interest in my life

[RuhlFreak55]

i would never let myself get fat...........get big or die.........god i feel angry........face is all hot and shit

[RuhlFreak55]

this rant is not supposed to be predominantly about girls by the way

[Foskamink]

it is written in stone, that you must be big.. girls obviously dont watch mr o. ronnie has spread the light on the world.. its written and it is real.. and one day it will reign

[AnabolicAndre]

brother when people ask you why you arent drinking be like I CANT im on meds that I cant drink with. thats what i do.

if they ask be like im not really sure but its making my dick reallly large

[mavsluva]

Seems to me of late people have started having epiphanies about my personality that they should have already known.......and this is starting to......piss me off to a degree that i don't even know if i can explain... People have claimed that have known me for years that they didn't know i'm arrogant, A.) I am the most arrogant person i've ever met and it drips off of me, anyone who doesn't know that and has ever spent any time with me is a complete idiot. Now in addition to this there are some other things that are starting to make me very very angry. Oh by the way, these individuals that have had these epiphanies have also decided that they are no longer friends with me. Now i know this shouldn't anger me, but.....it does....alot. Seems that my only true friends are some select members of AR and of course my family. I will never lose them, friends for life they are. I know mom always told me it is better to be able to count your friends on one hand and know they are the best friends you could have......and yet i am still angry. Ok now.......the other things......well my so called friends not having confidence in my decisions and supporting me is also getting old, i'm bout fed up with that too......In face i'm fed up with pretty much the whole "college experience".......suffice it to say it is not fun in the least.......all anybody wants to do is drink alcohol and act like a fricken retard and that's just not me. I have goals and i don't do things that have no positive outcome like this and in addition have negative consequences on the body. So esseintially this college thing is a joke.......i would be learning more and having 10^10 more fun at home with my family......if i had internet access there too. College is truly a joke.....you can do almost nothing and pass, the whole point is to jack off and party for four years it seems. I'd rather eat right and train and be 250 ripped after these four years than end up like a washed up fat loser who doesn't konw what to do because the alcohol has eaten a substantial amount of their brain cells. Also fed up with the fact that all the girls around here it seems do not like big guys......it makes me want to put gaping holes in walls everytime i see a girl that i find beautiful and attractive with a little piece of crap skinny geek guy.....i don't know how much longer i can keep this urge under control.....keeps getting worse and worse......Oh and with respect college i am no longer motivated to do any of the school work.......i WILL NOT have a job where i sit in a cubicle for half my life and it seems that's what i'm headed toward with my current major............i'm sure i've forgotten somethings.....don't know what all i wrote now......anyway....if you read this and comment thank you......one more thing.....I'M SICK OF PEOPLE TRYING TO CHANGE WHO I AM BECAUSE THEY THINK I'D BE BETTER THAT WAY!!!!!! iam who i am leave me the **** alone!!

Hey Ruhl,

You're simply in a rut, man. Do realize that people have you in their interest. If you let them. One thing that most peopled begin doing is setting their expectations too high for others. Given the lifestyle that you maintain, it's very structured and based solely upon discipline. As you've noticed, there aren't too many people around that maintain this lifestyle. I'm a firm believer in that we accept people and things based upon our expectations. If you expect everyone that you interact with to win the world over for you, then you'll most likely go through life feeling as if everyone and everything has let you down.

People admire and like you for who you are. Don't change. I bet there are several people out there right now that wish that you would take them under your wings to help them live a similar lifestyle that you live. You've got to push in to those people, rather than pull away from them. They'll respond to you better than you think. Just keep the faith in yourself and in others. You like them for a reason and they probably like you for the same reason.

[JohnboyF]

Bro Mech eng... is hard but worth it. It's one field where you don't need to do an MBA or PHD etc. Its hard trust me my brother -in law is one. He pretty much said for 4 years he was nerd to the max. But now he is makes a money and was done in 25. Where doctors have to study for years beyond that to start making money... Its sucks... but think of it in long terms bro...