Ok hears the deal; im in AA been clean 10 months and counting and am getting ready to go on a cycle in about 6 weeks just getting all my info together, anyway i am not going to go out and tell people that i am taking gear but it will obveselly come up and for the most part i want to be honest depending on the mood i am in. told my sponser and he says go for it i just want some ammunition for all the idiots the will say juice gets u high, more then off course all the cigerrtes they are smoking. and other thing i have worked hard while was out there and now that i am sober in the gym, so this is not just some easy fix.