'Official Postwhore Thread'

[Dukkit]

but are you even trying to attract to you someone that will give that spark? or are you content to just have mistresses and such? you have to intend it to create it

yea im tryin. theres a few girls that i feel more in tune with. but i just want to make sure its right. i thought my ex fiance was the one and that didnt pan out. so i gotta be sure now

[Dukkit]

wish i'd have taken more psychology classes......i know i'm damn near a 180 from that though in terms of my background

well classes wouldnt of helped ya. i have been to so many psychs and therapists. they dont help. lol

[RuhlFreak55]

well classes wouldnt of helped ya. i have been to so many psychs and therapists. they dont help. lol

good to know people keep telling me i need to see one.....whatever, all their gonna do is try to put me on some drug that i'm sure as **** not going to take

[RuhlFreak55]

whatever's 'wrong' with me can only be because of the teasing anyway because my parents never did anything wrong or mean spirited. what's the big deal if i hate people anyway......they all hated me and made my life hell for a long long time so if i can do something back to them then why the hell shouldn't i

[Dukkit]

good to know people keep telling me i need to see one.....whatever, all their gonna do is try to put me on some drug that i'm sure as **** not going to take

thats one thing they never tried to do... put me on meds

i think its cuz they knew i am aware of how i am. and i embrace it. so drugs arent what i want.

[Dukkit]

whatever's 'wrong' with me can only be because of the teasing anyway because my parents never did anything wrong or mean spirited. what's the big deal if i hate people anyway......they all hated me and made my life hell for a long long time so if i can do something back to them then why the hell shouldn't i

i got teased too, but i still love ppl. im an asshole but i dont hate anyone or feel spite towards them

in high school i was 150 pounds at 6'3. with bad acne which cleared up in like 12th grade. and i had the cheap walmart clothes in a rich high school

so i got made fun of alot. but ppl didnt do it my face so much cuz they knew i didnt care and i would fukk someone up without hesitation. even if i was skinny, i could still fight like a mofo

[Dukkit]

i mean think about it?? why wouldnt i fight? i like to. i heal fast. i can take a hit. and its not like my dad could ground me for fighting. i didnt have a life anyway. so all he could do was beat me. and thats just another fight in my mind.

[RuhlFreak55]

well i've come to hate people and don't know how to change it.......if someone looks at me i automatically think that they're making fun of me in their heads or saying something mean.....I have honestly never rationally realized a girl checking me out.....if i do notice it i write it off as they think i'm too big or they're thinking why in hell is he carrying around a gallon of water.

[Dukkit]

i see kratos catchin up on our convos. lol

[RuhlFreak55]

my dad has even tried to point out to me in the past when there are girls looking at me and my brother and we don't believe him at all

[RuhlFreak55]

i mean think about it?? why wouldnt i fight? i like to. i heal fast. i can take a hit. and its not like my dad could ground me for fighting. i didnt have a life anyway. so all he could do was beat me. and thats just another fight in my mind.

thankfully i was almost never hit.......i remember one time mom tried to hit me after i got big and she pretty much broke her arm

[Kratos]

i see kratos catchin up on our convos. lol

haha, you caught me

ruhl: "bla bla bla, I don't get laid."
dukkit: "I just got laid"
novastep: "god knows wtf I'm talking about"
katsmeow: "uh oh, ruhl is in here and I'm a girl, I should go now."

until this page, family drama

[RuhlFreak55]

haha, you caught me

ruhl: "bla bla bla, I don't get laid."
dukkit: "I just got laid"
novastep: "god knows wtf I'm talking about"
katsmeow: "uh oh, ruhl is in here and I'm a girl, I should go now."

until this page, family drama

[RuhlFreak55]

haha, you caught me

ruhl: "bla bla bla, I don't get laid."
dukkit: "I just got laid"
novastep: "god knows wtf I'm talking about"
katsmeow: "uh oh, ruhl is in here and I'm a girl, I should go now."

until this page, family drama

[RuhlFreak55]

i can't really repel them that badly......if i do i'm doomed

[Dukkit]

haha, you caught me

ruhl: "bla bla bla, i don't get laid."
dukkit: "i just got laid"
novastep: "god knows wtf i'm talking about"
katsmeow: "uh oh, ruhl is in here and i'm a girl, i should go now."

until this page, family drama

hahahahaahahaha

[RuhlFreak55]

i'm finding it really hard to motivate myself to go do anything productive

[Dukkit]

fukkin kratos always cracks me up

whats up bro? hows your day? you see the donut chick? or bang the 19 year old lately?

[Kratos]

I was always kinda the black sheep in the family
I have 2 brothers and two sisters
I did crappy in school up til my second year of high school and that always created a division between me and my parents. They were always mad at me for something. I got into a lot of trouble. As a kid I didn't really feel any love from my parents and I think it hurt my self esteem. Other than that my childhood was cool.

[RuhlFreak55]

wish i could bang a 19 year old.....that'd be great fun

[RuhlFreak55]

self esteem.....rofl whats that? i know i don't have any

[Kratos]

no donut chick lately...yeah, I have seen the 19 year old girl recently but I don't expect to see her again until she starts school again. That's never going to go anywhere but at least she empties my balls for me.

[mex83]

Gooooooood Morning WHORES!!!!

[Kratos]

thankfully i was almost never hit.......i remember one time mom tried to hit me after i got big and she pretty much broke her arm

ever defelct/catch a slap/hit from your mom? That really pisses em' off.

[RuhlFreak55]

ever defelct/catch a slap/hit from your mom? That really pisses em' off.

that's what happened i blocked it with my arm

[mex83]

I never got hit by mom but my father is a whole different story... he was a possesive abusive father.... typical MEXICAN MACHO. I never really got to know my father he left when I was around 6. The only memory I have of him is when I asked him for a quater to buy a juice at school the next day and he just pushed me away and I fell into the center tabler of the living room. It was glass so the glass broke and I got this big cut on my right lower arm. I still have the scar to this date. Now that he comes and visits from time to time, he sees the scar and just lowers his head down. Let see him try and push me now that I am 6'0 and 304 LBS lmfao.....

[RuhlFreak55]

Gooooooood Morning WHORES!!!!

don't see much good about it but morning to you to

[Dukkit]

this is a fukkin therapy session

[mex83]

don't see much good about it but morning to you to

Well... sorry its not good morning to you man..... but it is for me.... I have air in my lungs and I did my 45 mins of intense cardio this morning ( on an empty stomach). and I took my Univera shot and feeling great...... couldnt ask for more... I my self lol.

[mex83]

this is a fukkin therapy session

Oh I just came in right now and read about moms slapping and shit... so I thought I would give you guys my two cents.... lol.

[Dukkit]

nah, its cool. join in mex. lol. its entertaing to hear about everyones upbringing

[RuhlFreak55]

better than having to pay for it

[mex83]

nah, its cool. join in mex. lol. its entertaing to hear about everyones upbringing

Of crouse my man.... (in a non gay way) its always good to hear that there is some drama to every person out there... the person that doesnt have any drama is not human.

[mex83]

better than having to pay for it

What are you talking about?

[RuhlFreak55]

interesting conundrum....i know i prolly shouldn't train today because of my injury thing and yet i know that if i don't train i'm gonna get even more depressed, and i haven't been in a good mood really since i got back to school so that could get pretty bad.....so what to do

[RuhlFreak55]

What are you talking about?

therapy

[mex83]

interesting conundrum....i know i prolly shouldn't train today because of my injury thing and yet i know that if i don't train i'm gonna get even more depressed, and i haven't been in a good mood really since i got back to school so that could get pretty bad.....so what to do

Sorry bro wont give you advise on what to do.........

[mex83]

therapy

ok makes sense now.

[RuhlFreak55]

locked you out left you naked in the front yard....burned all of your clothes now that nothing can be really hard

[RuhlFreak55]

baby now you know how much it really hurts, when i caught you in the act wearing nothing but a little smirk