Desperate need of HELP!!! // Flying to Europe
Hey guys, I am in need of some ideas on how I can make this work. I am 26 years old and I have to fly to Germany and back in December. The flight is 8 hours each way. My problem is I am absolutly horrified of flying since the first time I went there two years ago when my plane hit wind sheer and dropped about 10,000 feet in what seemed like 2 minutes of free fall. People and drinks and everything hit the cieling of the plane as we were falling it was insane. Long story short I can barely force myself to make these extremely important business trips now. I need some ideas here.... I need someone to help me find something to help me through this because my job and lively hood is on the line...
So here is a little background. I am 6'4 275lbs and pretty solid. I had ADHD pretty bad when I was a kid but overcame it as a adult yet I still react adversely to some meds that are suppose to slow me down. I have tried going to the airport two hours early and getting sloppy drunk prior to getting on the plane. Didn't work. I sober up in about 45 minutes and go into panic mode. I have tried X**** but I took so many I thought I was going to ruin my liver and it doesn't chill me out in the least bit. Last time on the way home I took like 8mg of v***** but I was still in panic mode just not able to do as much physically when I was in the air plus every 2 hours I have to pop more to keep me the least bit calm.
Does anyone have any kind of ideas that I could try? Is there anything out there that I haven't tried yet or some magic pill that is garunteed to zonk me out for 8 hours till I get to my destination? I am willing to try anything but I have to find something because my flight is less then two months away at this point and I am already losing sleep over it.
I can honestly say I feel like I am on the brink of a heart attack everytime my flight hits the least bit of turbulance. Please someone help....