were is big?

**lord henry** · 03-04-2009, 11:09 AM

is it just me or has he been away for a while

**IM708** · 03-04-2009, 11:10 AM

He's on but for some reason is now a retired mod.

**Dukkit** · 03-04-2009, 11:11 AM

Originally Posted by ironmaiden708

He's on but for some reason is now a retired mod.

what!! say it isnt so!!!

noooooo!!!

whose gonna brighten my day with his lil quips and smart replies!

BIG!!!

**Reed** · 03-04-2009, 11:27 AM

Yeah his name is no longer blue.... This is sad... no farewell party or anything....

**Deltasaurus** · 03-04-2009, 11:33 AM

......Sniff.........Sniff........

**JiGGaMaN** · 03-04-2009, 11:33 AM

big come back. please. we need you.

**MMArmour** · 03-04-2009, 11:56 AM

Man. Thats shitty! I was wondering the same thing as OP but i saw him online but didnt notice the name change.

***FireGuy*** · 03-04-2009, 11:58 AM

WTF is up with that???

**xlxBigSexyxlx** · 03-04-2009, 11:59 AM

lol, Admin, I was joking about replacing Big with Reed!

hahaha

**MMArmour** · 03-04-2009, 12:17 PM

I cant even find him on the members list.

**xlxBigSexyxlx** · 03-04-2009, 12:18 PM

If Big is out, I'm out.

And I will take down as many as I can with me

**HORSE~** · 03-04-2009, 12:21 PM

I am sure you will be able to catch him at the same site I moved on to....

Sad day at AR, WOW....

***D7M*** · 03-04-2009, 12:26 PM

Originally Posted by HORSE

I am sure you will be able to catch him at the same site I moved on to....

I haven't seen him over there yet...good to hear though!

**HORSE~** · 03-04-2009, 12:30 PM

Originally Posted by derek7m

I haven't seen him over there yet...good to hear though!

LOL, you have posted after he posted in several of the introduction threads....

**warchild** · 03-04-2009, 12:30 PM

whats the site?

***D7M*** · 03-04-2009, 12:31 PM

Originally Posted by HORSE

LOL, you have posted after he posted in several of the introduction threads....

lol

damn, I need to sleep more...

**AnimalGear** · 03-04-2009, 12:31 PM

indeed...someone pm me as well witht he forum

**HORSE~** · 03-04-2009, 12:32 PM

Can't post it, it's against the rules....

Check your pm in a minute....

**xlxBigSexyxlx** · 03-04-2009, 12:32 PM

Originally Posted by HORSE

Can't post it, it's against the rules....

Check your pm in a minute....

**warchild** · 03-04-2009, 12:33 PM

pm me too please HORSE, and tell me what is going on...

***D7M*** · 03-04-2009, 12:35 PM

you got a pm warchild

***RAGE*** · 03-04-2009, 12:59 PM

I want to know can someone pm me.......

**MMArmour** · 03-04-2009, 01:02 PM

that board isnt nearly as well set up and visually appealing as this one imo.

**Matt** · 03-04-2009, 01:03 PM

Originally Posted by derek7m

you got a pm warchild

derek could you pm me please, is there any reason why Big is no longer here as a mod, he was a popular guy and we deserve an explanation...

***RAGE*** · 03-04-2009, 01:06 PM

Originally Posted by MMArmour

that board isnt nearly as well set up and visually appealing as this one imo.

can you please pm me with the site...

thank you

**Big** · 03-04-2009, 01:08 PM

Hi guys, thanks for noticing my absence. It's a bit of a long story, but here goes:
My mom has been fighting cancer for a while now, and a week or so ago decided to stop treatments and let the illness run it's course. This hit me pretty hard, and in hindsight I was pretty harsh in some of the posts I made soon after. *Admin* took offense to some of my posts due to some complaints, and I can understand that. I didn't actually break any rules, but I was still over the line. I replied basically telling Admin that I felt they didn't want me here and perhaps I should step down. I was hoping for a response along the lines of "you are wanted here, just tighten up and don't piss off the new members" or something like that lol. Well the next chance I got to check that thread to see the responses I couldn't even access it, all my staff priveleges have been revoked. I know I was wrong but I'm dealing with a lot right now and I'm doing my best. I'm sure this is just a big misunderstanding, and wish Admin would reconsider and let me prove myself as I have in the past. You guys are pretty much family to me and now when I need that more than ever this happens

***D7M*** · 03-04-2009, 01:14 PM

Originally Posted by Big

Hi guys, thanks for noticing my absence. It's a bit of a long story, but here goes:
My mom has been fighting cancer for a while now, and a week or so ago decided to stop treatments and let the illness run it's course. This hit me pretty hard, and in hindsight I was pretty harsh in some of the posts I made soon after. *Admin* took offense to some of my posts due to some complaints, and I can understand that. I didn't actually break any rules, but I was still over the line. I replied basically telling Admin that I felt they didn't want me here and perhaps I should step down. I was hoping for a response along the lines of "you are wanted here, just tighten up and don't piss off the new members" or something like that lol. Well the next chance I got to check that thread to see the responses I couldn't even access it, all my staff priveleges have been revoked. I know I was wrong but I'm dealing with a lot right now and I'm doing my best. I'm sure this is just a big misunderstanding, and wish Admin would reconsider and let me prove myself as I have in the past. You guys are pretty much family to me and now when I need that more than ever this happens

shit, Big, really sorry to hear that.

you'll be back here, no doubt. We'll keep petitioning on this thread till you are!

**CHUCKYthentic** · 03-04-2009, 01:14 PM

blessings to you and your family man, that is too bad to here

ya hopefully admin can step back and re-evaluate the situation because u put a lot of work into here. you re one of the mods i see posting on here on a regular basis, and not to mention give solid advice. hope all works out, see you around

**HORSE~** · 03-04-2009, 01:15 PM

Originally Posted by Big

Hi guys, thanks for noticing my absence. It's a bit of a long story, but here goes:
My mom has been fighting cancer for a while now, and a week or so ago decided to stop treatments and let the illness run it's course. This hit me pretty hard, and in hindsight I was pretty harsh in some of the posts I made soon after. *Admin* took offense to some of my posts due to some complaints, and I can understand that. I didn't actually break any rules, but I was still over the line. I replied basically telling Admin that I felt they didn't want me here and perhaps I should step down. I was hoping for a response along the lines of "you are wanted here, just tighten up and don't piss off the new members" or something like that lol. Well the next chance I got to check that thread to see the responses I couldn't even access it, all my staff priveleges have been revoked. I know I was wrong but I'm dealing with a lot right now and I'm doing my best. I'm sure this is just a big misunderstanding, and wish Admin would reconsider and let me prove myself as I have in the past. You guys are pretty much family to me and now when I need that more than ever this happens

Big I hate to here that my friend you and your family will be in my prayer's!!!!

If there is anything I can do don't hesitate to let me know....

**warchild** · 03-04-2009, 01:16 PM

sorry to hear big, i lost my dad to cancer, so i hope i can help with anything man.

**Dukkit** · 03-04-2009, 01:18 PM

we are here for you BIG. to talk to. to yell at. to cry on our laptops.

you and your mother are in our thoughts

im sure admin will fix this up and youll be back to your old status in no time.

**MMArmour** · 03-04-2009, 01:19 PM

Im obviously not privy to the details but pretty ridiculous for admin to just revoke your privledges over an argument that could be resolved. Especially under these circumstances. really makes me consider moving on to another forum even tho i like the design of this one. My biggest beef with that other site is how dark the design is. Not very visually appealing to me.

Sorry to hear about your mom Big. My heart goes out to you and your family.

Hopefully with enough support from everyone, we can bring you back.

BRING. BACK. BIG.

**JiGGaMaN** · 03-04-2009, 01:21 PM

Originally Posted by Big

Hi guys, thanks for noticing my absence. It's a bit of a long story, but here goes:
My mom has been fighting cancer for a while now, and a week or so ago decided to stop treatments and let the illness run it's course. This hit me pretty hard, and in hindsight I was pretty harsh in some of the posts I made soon after. *Admin* took offense to some of my posts due to some complaints, and I can understand that. I didn't actually break any rules, but I was still over the line. I replied basically telling Admin that I felt they didn't want me here and perhaps I should step down. I was hoping for a response along the lines of "you are wanted here, just tighten up and don't piss off the new members" or something like that lol. Well the next chance I got to check that thread to see the responses I couldn't even access it, all my staff priveleges have been revoked. I know I was wrong but I'm dealing with a lot right now and I'm doing my best. I'm sure this is just a big misunderstanding, and wish Admin would reconsider and let me prove myself as I have in the past. You guys are pretty much family to me and now when I need that more than ever this happens

You are the best Big.

**HORSE~** · 03-04-2009, 01:22 PM

Originally Posted by MMArmour

Sorry to hear about your mom Big. My heart goes out to you and your family.

Hopefully with enough support from everyone, we can bring you back.

BRING. BACK. BIG.

I'll bump that....

Bring back Big!!!!!!!!

**Big** · 03-04-2009, 01:26 PM

Thanks guys. In all fairness admin was only responding to my own over reactions, so I can't blame anyone but myself. I do hope we can work around this, I'll still do what I can to help.
I had lunch with my mom today, something I should have done much more often. She is at peace with her decisions so although I don't agree I do respect her. Thanks for the support, I will keep you posted.

**10nispro** · 03-04-2009, 01:29 PM

Close family shall always come first in my life, as it has in Big's.

God Bless you and your family. I lost my Father to Cancer and it's a tough thing to understand and deal with at any level. You will always be a part on MY family no matter what happens in do time. You have helped my with lots of questions, made me laugh, and shown my respect.

May God's hands make a soft comfortable place for your mom to rest her head and begin her next life.

See you soon.

**warchild** · 03-04-2009, 01:30 PM

be strong my man

**lord henry** · 03-04-2009, 01:32 PM

i think you handle every single post you make with a great attutude , you have spent a long time looking over this forum and to toss you out just or haveing a ew bad weeks and setting newbies stright is out o order imo.

**MMArmour** · 03-04-2009, 01:35 PM

Waiting for an admin reply. This should get fun

**Matt** · 03-04-2009, 01:39 PM

Originally Posted by Big

Hi guys, thanks for noticing my absence. It's a bit of a long story, but here goes:
My mom has been fighting cancer for a while now, and a week or so ago decided to stop treatments and let the illness run it's course. This hit me pretty hard, and in hindsight I was pretty harsh in some of the posts I made soon after. *Admin* took offense to some of my posts due to some complaints, and I can understand that. I didn't actually break any rules, but I was still over the line. I replied basically telling Admin that I felt they didn't want me here and perhaps I should step down. I was hoping for a response along the lines of "you are wanted here, just tighten up and don't piss off the new members" or something like that lol. Well the next chance I got to check that thread to see the responses I couldn't even access it, all my staff priveleges have been revoked. I know I was wrong but I'm dealing with a lot right now and I'm doing my best. I'm sure this is just a big misunderstanding, and wish Admin would reconsider and let me prove myself as I have in the past. You guys are pretty much family to me and now when I need that more than ever this happens

Im so sorry to here about your mom Big, its a terrible thing to go through, my thoughts are with you and your family...
Admin have to remember the awesome advice you do give on this board, dude im often on this site for upto 18 hours and your there giving solid advice. Hell i know i couldnt do it without being banned within a couple of hours. Im sure admin will see sense and reinstate you, i know that without guys like you here it wouldnt be worth visiting this site. Ive seen you defend this site and stick your neck out for Brian on many occasions lets hope he steps in here..