my daughter has 2 days left then we leave to portland to get her heart surgery. I havent been nervous everybody has been asking me and i say no not at all. But today i woke up and been thinking about it all morning. Got a funny filling inside. i think finally its startin to sink in my head. uh i dont know what im trying to say but i just thought i would say something to try to get some of this stress im filling out of my head. well thanks for reading if anybody does.