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    Apologies to All!!

    The First thing I want to say even though I already said nothing against him is apology to Phate... I never said he was not a good dude and still feel he is a good dude. I was out of line even using him as an example and I apologize! He had nothing to do with any of this and should not have been brought in!

    No one needs to comment on this post! I am apologizing! I had a very very bad day yesterday! I was poffline for an hour going through some personal shit and was already half snapped, then I come bak on to a PM that said I was being Demoted! Just set me off in the worst way! If any of you knew me personally you would know that how others view me and how I do by others is very very important to me! To feel I was not able to do a good job for the people here was like a kick in the face for me and to be honest hurt!!
    I am not going to air everything but in some ways this board was all I had keeping me sane! Just found out a few months ago I have some mental issues developing just like previus members of my family! So I am stirred about that.. as most of you dont know I have had about the worst last 4 years a person could have..
    Lost my Fiancee of 13 years to a car accident
    Lost my 8yr old Mastiff to a rare form of Cancer
    Lost my Cat to a speeding Car
    Lost my $300,000 house because without the exra income from my fiancee, I could not pay for it!
    Lost my 2005 brand new 2500HD Diesel Truck
    Lost my 2004 Limited Edition Monte Carlo SS
    Lost my Z-28 Race Car
    Had to sell all my assets to pay for the fu neral cause of no insurance...
    Moved to Vegas to get away and then found out my mom is terminal and also has Rhuemtoid Arthritis
    Lost My Grandmother
    Lost My GrandFather
    Lost My Aunt
    Doct Says I am slowly Loosing My mind

    As I said I have had a pretty rough go and helping people here was a way for me to "give back" and then to be told that I was not any help made feel even worse cause so one even bothered to tell me so I could fix the problem!
    It was childish and out of line for me to go off on here but this is one of the symptoms of my condition and is slowly getting progressivley worse as time goes on! Most of the comments I left last night and the dumb comments on those posts I did not even realized i left them until after! I am going to fix those and as I said.. this is not really an excuse but I guess it is... This is what is going to continue to happen and will end up to the point where I will need constant supervision!! it is honestly a little scry and have not spoke about it until now! I hope you 8nderstand this is really not the type of thing that you really want to speak openly about to No Disrespet.. complete strangers! I hope no one takes offense by that but we must all agree we are strangers we could all pass each other tomorrow and 99% of us would never even know it! I felt you guys deserved to know so i told you! i am not giving out any more info On my issues/Conditions than that so please do not ask! This is why I said I was going to step away for a while! It is getting hard for me to be civilized when I get flamed or someone ets on me! this is why I do not leave my house or go out to bars and can no longer work as a security gurd at clubs etc. etc.. ! I also have my New GF actually go with me to the gym just to make sure... Sorry that this is the way it is but there is not much I can do about it!! take care all! and please know as i said it really was not me!

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    Good people can have bad days .

    Good luck friend

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    Quote Originally Posted by Dont wanna be old View Post
    Good people can have bad days .

    Good luck friend
    I agree.

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    Your "condition"? what exactly would that be?

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    I AGREE AWELL . Keep in touch nine. And Id love to have you back on my list.

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    Good job ninesecz... If anything this brings peace to your own feelings. This is cliche, but to everything going on in your life these past 4 yrs, remind yourself... that which doesn't kill me, only makes me stronger. Good luck brother.

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    Best of luck to you Nine.

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    ninesecz,
    Pain comes and goes, Don't allow your pain to make you forget the great times and the love you had.. don't let pain make you feel so depressed that you forget what Love and hope truly is. Everybody can quote movies and poem's on what Love and feelings are.. But you had them, and losing the people and items that gave you fulfillment is making you sad. but as the saying goes don't cry because you lost them, smile because you had amazing people in your life to begin with. No words anybody on this board good or bad can change the way you feel. But in your heart the one thing you should know is the internet is like little infants. mad at you one moment but forever loving nomatter what... I know you have had some bad words over the past week with people. but remember we are all here for you. and we will always support you and be your friend. please don't let the people get under your skin that are too young to know what love and lose is, effect your life.. bad advice or good advice, is not my area to judge. I can only give opinion and that is all anybody on here can give you OPINION. there are very few doctors or medical people on this board, so everybody is giving advice and personal experience with some backing it up with research. But a persons body and how they will react is not a science even though we would love for it to be, If it were then only one book would ever need be written and we could all just read only that and not have another question to ask. you are a great guy that has gone through alot in a short time.. Please cheer up and lets all move on past this with new fresh and open minds.

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    Quote Originally Posted by ninesecz View Post
    Sorry that this is the way it is but there is not much I can do about it!! take care all! and please know as i said it really was not me!
    ..............

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    Ive been there, dont that so I just ignored 99% of it. I have also taken some internet forum stuff WAY to seriously and personally. It's hard to step back and take a breath sometimes because even though it's virtual it can/does effect your life.

    Good call and apologizing. Now take a step back, breath, have a beer or??? Maybe even take a day or two off and it will all be forgotten.

    Nice to have you back.

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    Just remember. Life isn't about making love, it's about ****ing.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Dont wanna be old View Post
    Good people can have bad days .

    Good luck friend
    agreed.

    and props to admin for handling it well.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Vitruvian-Man View Post
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    That was a real mature thing to post. I know you don't like the guy, but he is apologizing, and pouring his life out in the open here. He needs support, not negativity.This board means everything to him.What happened is water under the bridge, so let's everyone support Nine.Not take him down.I'm sure that ADMIN appreciates this thread also.
    It took alot to apologize, as he did.


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    Quote Originally Posted by Bojangles69 View Post
    Your "condition"? what exactly would that be?
    He said that he did not want to give out specifics.

    And what does that matter?

    Just let it go.

    Thanks T

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    ^^ I agree let this end.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Dont wanna be old View Post
    Good people can have bad days .

    Good luck friend
    Said perfectly

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    ninesecz man...as a fellow brother of the iron just know that no matter what shit will one day get real heavy and one day you wont even be alive to experience all the bad things in life...nor all the good things

    so in your darkest moments realize that it is ONLY you that goes through that because they are YOUR moments...cherish every moment you have on this earth and be strong in adverse times

    always work towards up

    respect

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    Quote Originally Posted by TITANIUM View Post
    He said that he did not want to give out specifics.

    And what does that matter?

    Just let it go.

    Thanks T
    I'm simply asking the guy not to be afraid to reveal the remaining 1% of his life to the forums.

    We're here to help him, not ostrasize the guy. And I tend to think a lot when someone has to HIGHLIGHT what they don't want to talk about, that its actually what they need to get off their chest the most.

    Thanks - Bo

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    If all the shit that happened to you in the last 4 years happened to me, the last thing i would give a shit about is what people think of me on a forum, but yeah i would have snapped big time, good luck man hopefully you get some luck in the near future being demoted on a forum is not important!

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    What a bunch of fvcking drama, seriously this board is worse than a soap opera fan site with all the shit that has been going on lately.

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    Seriously..... im going to have to start handing out maxi pads to everyone here pretty soon the way things getting.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Immortal Soldier View Post
    What a bunch of fvcking drama, seriously this board is worse than a soap opera fan site with all the shit that has been going on lately.
    x2 lol

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    Quote Originally Posted by Immortal Soldier View Post
    What a bunch of fvcking drama, seriously this board is worse than a soap opera fan site with all the shit that has been going on lately.
    baleh

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    Hey I missed the BS, but I got mad respect for you for admitting your mistake.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Bojangles69 View Post
    Your "condition"? what exactly would that be?
    My condition is called "IDONTTHINKITANYOFYOURBEESWAXCONDITION>>

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    Quote Originally Posted by Vitruvian-Man View Post
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    This is exactly what I mean about this guy!! Can he ever have a regualr answer?? Seems to me it always has to be a snide comment about something.. or even this with his little smiley face scratching iteself... Give me a break!

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    Also just found out the doctor misread my LFT results from 3 weeks ago and they were as I thought.. through the roof! Got up today and I have the prettiest Yellow Eyes ya ever did see! Gee I thought I was just having really bad back pains and was really tired and not feeling good the last few days... Now I know the extra back pain was my kidneys going and the not feeling good was from the Jaundice.. Nice of my doctor to take blood specifically for my lFTs and even after calling 3 times i still get the wrong info and now mu=ight have fu c ked my liver for good.. Add that to the pile of shit I have been through

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    Dude, how did you do that???
    I know all about jaundice. I had Hepatitis B in 1990. It sucked and almost killed me for real.
    That is what killed my working out when I was younger and also I think my test levels.

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    Quote Originally Posted by ninesecz View Post
    Also just found out the doctor misread my LFT results from 3 weeks ago and they were as I thought.. through the roof! Got up today and I have the prettiest Yellow Eyes ya ever did see! Gee I thought I was just having really bad back pains and was really tired and not feeling good the last few days... Now I know the extra back pain was my kidneys going and the not feeling good was from the Jaundice.. Nice of my doctor to take blood specifically for my lFTs and even after calling 3 times i still get the wrong info and now mu=ight have fu c ked my liver for good.. Add that to the pile of shit I have been through
    sounds like a nice lawsuit man.

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    nine what were your lft's if you dont mind

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    No offense Nine, but your starting to bitch alot bro.

    Either you have the worst luck in the world or you like to complain.

    Just chill out man, your a good guy.

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