Thread: What the heck is wrong with me?
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10-04-2009, 01:07 AM #1
What the heck is wrong with me?
So this is a rant, Basically, Im getting alot more attention from women, I look better than ever, and my social skills are also at an all time high.
I have slept with 6 women this summer and could have had more, but one girl who i like but will not date doesnt want to continue to see me if im sleeping around, im not a cheater and we are not dating but i honor our agreement.
We sleep together and have lots in common music,goals,movies,intrests.
shes beautiful and i have feelings for her, but i will not date her because their is no point in my book dating someone i do not see myself having kids with or getting married. just how i feel.
I told her i would not hurt her so i will not fvck other women, unless im going to date them, she is doing the same.
But i really want to fornicate with other women, its natural i know we are hard wired to want to spread our seed around with as many females as possible even though society now says this is morally wrong even though is human and animal nature. but i wanna be with her because all the other girls would just be for sex, the one im kinda seeing now is actually cool sleeps over all the time and we talk and get along well.
so why trade that with sex with others girls, when all it is, is sex.
Tonite she didnt stay over, i took this week off lifting before i bulk, i been eating out if i want to, so i went to in and out for a milk shake and met up with this girl who wants to fvck me, i did it to stroke my ego knowing i could bang her and she hasnt been laid in a while, but i cant go through with it cuz even though the girl im kinda seeing wouldnt find out, i wud feel bad.
Sure i have climbed the mountain before so why not try another one? well i dont want to hurt her, i have gotten her to start eating better and she is about to start exercising to get into better shape.
shes not aesthetically out of shape but cardio vascular and what not.
Another thing is, all my friends. I live in a small town, i know everyone. well i went to jail for 2 years and when i got out i no longer was my oldself.
but im still very social and lvoe being around people,
but if i dont wanna go out and do drugs or get drunk, im left feeling out of place at a party like that.
or at home reading and evaluating my diet and workouts and playing on here or what not.
its just lame if i dont wanna get fvcked up i gotta do nuthing?
i dunno ill add to this later.
post any replys u want except dumb shit, this aint the whore thread
~AJ
PS-Screw proper Grammer and Punctuation
oh here another motivational for u guys too lol
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10-04-2009, 02:03 AM #2
You're trying to subconsciously sabatoge yourself cause deep inside your afraid of total commitment.
If you weren't you would not have this problem. Its natural, you're young and most likely somewhat scar'd from your time in jail, and what ever also put you there to start.
Its the process of aging and getting older. You realize being with one person is always what most people want (lots of studies have proven 90% of people want one and only one partner - you learn that in experimental psych lol)
And how long have you been out just curious?
(everything else was just a guess no more no less)
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10-04-2009, 02:31 AM #3
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10-04-2009, 03:59 AM #4
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10-04-2009, 04:47 AM #5Anabolic Member
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if shes in austrailia give me her number, ill call her, find her and tell her for you
aussie aussie lol
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10-04-2009, 04:50 AM #6
Ha once you've had Aus you never go back....
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10-04-2009, 01:22 PM #7
you guys should kill yourself, thanks for the bullshit comments
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10-04-2009, 04:09 PM #8
Lie, LIE, oh and lie some more...
So you wanna fvck other women... go on with yooo back self... Just lie...
Oh and guilty shit dont worry about it, you already said you dont see yourself with her...
So F it and F her in the pooper
The sooner you learn to lie and say F it to your guilt the better.
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10-04-2009, 04:22 PM #9
wow dont let that bitch control you. bang whoever the hell you want. if she doesnt like it, then kick her out
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10-04-2009, 07:12 PM #11Banned
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10-04-2009, 07:20 PM #12
Fvck who you want. Whether u believe it or not shes prolly sleepin around too
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10-04-2009, 08:31 PM #13
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10-04-2009, 08:48 PM #14
Not going to do that, im not a liar and she likes it in the pooper lol
We have an agreement of not sleeping with other peeps i will honor my part, if she doesnt shes done
Yes PC 451 arson of an inhabited structure
pc 707 juvinile tried as an adult, its on there for good, doesnt affect me to much though, even though u would think other wise
Hope shes not, and im not like that, if we quit boning ill get others but as of know im not gunna risk screwing it up
Yeah i had a good lawyer, the deal was 8 years then i plead to 5 years and a strike, judge let me do 2 then suspended the rest while im on probation, if i mess up, i have about 3 years left to serve
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10-04-2009, 09:07 PM #15
A2thej-
you re 21 right? you have years ahead of you to think about commitments and kids and all of that. have some fun right now! just because you re dating this chick or whatever doesnt mean you need to be tied down or make anything permanent!
i agree that you should honor the fact that yal arent gonna sleep with other people. if you re not in a serious committed relationship, then you dont necessarily have to be tied down to this girl. if another opportunity presents itself man, theres nothing saying that you cant pursue it (as long as you re honset and dont do anything behind this girls back and break things off with her 1st or whatever)
this other girl in austrailia, well if she comes back and it works out, great, if not oh well then you have options. you sound like the typical 21 year old, which is good man. you care about your physique, you have a social life, friends, and you have no problem with the ladies. so everything seems great man!
dont think about things so much! you ll screw up your mind hahaha! i have had my fun with girls in the past! up until this last year man ive only had a couple serious girlfriends, so i was able to play the field (ALOT haha), if you will, and it was great! i wouldnt take it back for anything! helps you find the right woman
enjoy yourself man, no matter by what means necessary! as long as you re happy and having fun bro. you have the rest of your life to think about commitments and all of that. but it is good that you have the mentality that you re only gonna be with a girl if you see a future with her, or however you put it. most 21 yr olds don think that way.
that says a lot about u man, you have a good head on your shoulders. you ll be good bro, keep doin what you re doin!.............dot burn down nymore houses though! haha that was great, loved reading that! might have done the same!Last edited by CHUCKYthentic; 10-04-2009 at 09:11 PM.
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10-04-2009, 09:19 PM #16
why would you make such an agreement with her? by you agreeing not to sleep with other girls is her way of controlling you
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10-04-2009, 10:16 PM #17
thanks man awesome comments
ok it was like this, Shes hot give her about an 8 and i got a tough scale, just got out of a 4 year relationship.
We could totally date tons in common awesome girl ya know, but she ****ed this one guy, so no way im datin her. shes gotta be special to me for a girlfriend title ok.
but i was like we have awesome sex, and get along. why fvck that up. she said i know u like chasin girls but i dont wanna be with u if ur fvcking other chicks so if u wanna be with other girls tell me and ill stop fvckin u, so im like ok.
but now its like why fvck up our thing, for some casual sex or what not.
when i like what i got goin with this one.
thats how it went down
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10-05-2009, 12:02 AM #18
so far im getin som decent advice from 1 guy lol rest are like bang everything u can!!!!
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10-05-2009, 12:22 AM #19
Sorry... I have no trust in girls and no faith in relationships. Everythme I go out it just gives me more reasons not to trust em. Just last night me and my two roommates were out and this really attractive girl(prolly 25 yrs old) comes up to us and starts talking to us. Perfectly normal til she asks us if we have ever done dp because she loves it. Were like yeah we've done it a time or two but there's three of us here. Her reply was "well I do have a mouth." so we go on flirting and small talking when she tells us she's here for a wedding party and she lives in Dallas. Again perfectly normal til she tells us she's married then says but we won't talk about that cuz were in a different state right. I've been with atleast 5 girls in the last few months who have told me they were married afterwards. It's really hard for me to trust women. I have met some of these girls in places other than bars aswell
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10-05-2009, 12:28 AM #20
so finish the story did u guys do it>?
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10-05-2009, 12:32 AM #21
Unfortunatley no all I got to do was make out with her and some feeling before one of the bridesmaids came out of nowhere and yelled at her. We exchanged #'s and she texted me today and told me she'll be back int stl soon minus the cockblockers so she'll get ahold of me then lol
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10-05-2009, 12:35 AM #22
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10-05-2009, 12:57 AM #23
good way to get the clap
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10-05-2009, 01:16 AM #24
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10-05-2009, 01:17 AM #25
well I use a lot of question marks see?
it looks kinda stupid after a while no?
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10-05-2009, 01:22 AM #26
just bustn chops and whorin
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10-05-2009, 01:25 AM #27
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10-05-2009, 01:26 AM #28
its cuz i yell when i talk!!!!!!!!!! thats how i express that......!
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10-05-2009, 01:26 AM #29
serious bro, this aint the whore thread, i stated that in my OP, so bounce unless u wanna throw some input in, whore it up with good input not 3 pointless irrelevant posts.
btw- i like u poodle Fvcker but serious i know u bored but this aint the whore thread
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10-05-2009, 01:44 AM #30
btw - Im doin you a favor dummy.
Im advertising your thread everytime I post whether I'm bored or not. So I'm doing YOU a favor. If you wanna bitch about nothing, go ahead, and be ungrateful.
And dont call me a poodle fvcker if you're trying to be "relevant", unless its relevant to a prick, cause thats what you sound like.
& what the fvck does a puppy have to do with this thread? That you felt neccessary to post right after you tell US not to whore? This is a free world buddy. Sorry to get your panties in a twist. But what you have is not even what I call a "problem". Did you even read your post?
It says this: "I'm fvckn this girl but I wanna fvck this girl so I fvcked this girl but I dont wanna hurt this girls feelings so Ill fvck that girl" Or something like that.
How serious did you really expect people to treat your "problem"? Sorry if I'm being an ass but please..
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10-05-2009, 01:47 AM #31
dude all im saying is this isnt the whore thread, advertising on here or not i said dont post pointless shit, its right there in OP, and if u cant figure out what the threads about sorry bud, it was more of a rant anyway bud
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10-05-2009, 01:58 AM #32
All I am saying is this.
You have 2 questions in that entire rant. Ones about climbing a mountain and another is about not getting fvcked up.
I really do not under what you want us to say, "climb mountains its cool and dont get fvcked up?" Is that better please let me know lol
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10-05-2009, 02:05 AM #33
i wanted opinions or thoughts or realtion of anyone haven simlar thoughts or problems so people could state ther mind on the matter , u gave jack shit.
like u said u wer just whoring in my thread, i dont care if you whore just keep it outta my thread, lounge or not theres threads for whoring and this isnt one of em.
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10-05-2009, 02:13 AM #34
Firstly I would say completely ignore all the "women are not to be trusted" comments. These likely come from a few insecure guys that have been prolly cheated on once and now blame the entire female population for it.
Prehaps you do have commitment issues. Would dating her really be a big deal? Remember, dating isn't some binding contract, you don't have to stay with her, so if you like her, she likes you, what's the problem? Unless you want to carry on sleeping around, in which case you shouldn't waste either you or this girls time.
Who's the aussie chick? Is this who you're refering to or is she a third part of the equation?
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10-05-2009, 02:15 AM #35
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10-05-2009, 02:26 AM #36
But you sound like you're interested in dating her? Remember, you're only 21, you have everything in front of you still. What if you end up dating someone who you think is "the one" and it doesn't work out? You don't end up being together forever? Kinda putting your eggs all in one basket wouldn't you think. By dating this girl, you'll get a feel for what the experience is like, and remember it's not a binding contract. Any time you or feel like ending it, you can. At least that way you have less expectations and less heartache later on.
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10-05-2009, 03:44 AM #37
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10-05-2009, 11:10 AM #38
^^^^fvcker
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