Anyone stressing lately for no real reason? lol

[Bojangles69]

I'm serious maybe this is why I've been so crazy around here but I have fvckn been stressed out like nothing else.

And its over nothing really. I have this huge conference I'm participating in this sat and its going to be the first research convention I have to speak at. I've given speeches a thousand times but for some reason I've been so fvckn on edge, theres going to be at least 300 in the auditorium, most I've ever spoke in front of is like 20-30 people.

Maybe its because I've been working for 3 months on this thesis but I'm losing my mind. Snapping at my brothers, being a complete a-hole to this chick, just walking around like I really wanna tackle a stranger and go postal.

Maybe its that I've been missing the gym a lot too lately. Not doing cardio for a week or 2 for some reason I start losing my mind and hating the world. G/DAMN!! My hands are shaking as I write this, my thesis isn't even finished and I need to present everything in like 2 days!!

I just wanna get this crap over and graduate, fvckn stressing over nothing. I suppose the board should at least know encase I've been acting funny lately. Which I think I have. But I really am just stressed the fvck out and keep telling myself "its gonna be fine chill" but I just can't chill. Keep shaking my legs, can't keep my head still. I guess its just the changing thats getting to me. Graduation, looking for a fulltime career, trying to stay motivated at the gym. Just has all been really driving me crazy. I've gotten nervous before speeches but use to do it a lot and got use to it, I guess the fact that is been a while since I've given one, and how large the crowds gonna be, I'm just losing it over nothing really.

If you're stressing about anything feel free to dump that shit here, I'm drinkn coffee at 9pm going back & forth between my thesis, ar, haven't had a bite of food all day and STILL have no appetite. I genuinely don't wanna eat its weird.. not to mention my left hand (the entire left side of it) has been numb for over a week easy now. Does anyone know wtf might be causing it? Its numb no matter where I am or what I'm doing, just started out of nowhere I've tried to stretch to get blood into my hands but my left hand is ALWAYS numb! wtf. Ok I gotta get back to my thesis, later fellas.

[calgarian]

every time I see ur long post it stresses me out.....

[FranciscoG]

Gotta roll with the punches.

[Bojangles69]

every time I see ur long post it stresses me out.....

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[alexISthrowed]

Smoke a blunt, play some xbox.

[Bojangles69]

Smoke a blunt, play some xbox.

I'm actually liking the sounds of the first part of that.. matter a fact next time the dog goes out I'm taking a couple puffs of the high grade stuff.

Good call. It won't take my problems away but it will at least delay them till 2mrw lmao..

[Mooseman33]

it makes everything better.....

[Bertuzzi]

You my friend just described anxiety. You're having anxiety attacks... better known as acute anxiety. This can only be cured by yourself mentally. You can get some drugs from the doctor to settle you down until all this stress in your life passes. I wish I had more to tell you but everyone deals with it in there own little way. Not to make jokes but literally like they say on Happy Gilmour.... Find your happy place.

Good luck... I know its not easy to deal with.

[gixxerboy1]

it makes everything better.....

no it doesnt. then you stress because you dont have much left

[calgarian]

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all joke aside u r the second person i know who knows how to put his prospect in writing in a way that other ppl get exactly what he wants to say without misunderstanding. u r trying too hard. dont even worry about it. just look at that way no matter what u will do fine.

[kalspic]

hey man just relax. in the 19 years i've been on this planet (which isnt long enough to be saying this) but in the end everything is always going to be ok. And on you acting weird lately, no offense but you have been crazy snapping at people for little things.

just keep your head up and stay focused on the important things. you will blow everyone away, i know you will.