Originally Posted by
gettingthere
A lot of you guys know me around here, a hell of a lot of you have helped me and gave me some great advice. Advice that has helped me so much. Some of you have got angry and told me what i needed to hear, told me the truth and didnt glaze over the major cracks that there are.
I recently entered the Transformation challenge, and honestly got a back injury and had to pull out. Normally this would be ok, but of course GT cant just go without training, i didnt keep the diet right and i slipped back into the college life, even my housemate who asks me for advice has kept his diet pretty good. Mine has not been.
I feel ashamed of myself for this, i have let some people on here down recently and am annoyed about it. That i feel that right now....i might be the same as i was this time last year....which truly sucks. This is kinda an apology to the forum, GT screwed up.
Im really making this thread so that i can come back here and look at the mistakes i made. And not to ever go back to this way again, i need to stop and learn and not bullshit myself or others, theres absolutely no point in me coming on here and learning and even having the guts to give advice if im not putting it into practice and getting the results to prove it.
The only upside i have right now is that i have a knowledge now to build on, im not going into this as a noob....i know i gotta up my game and gain like never before, stop falling into this hole and to be honest with myself. To set a goal and stick with it, dont let others sway my patterns. Not to look at other and think damn the guy is better shape than me....i give up training for the day.
Sorry thats really the end of my rant, kinda needed to get it out there lol!!
Time to suck it up and move on
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