guys what should I do about my job ?
I hate it I hate everyone there staff & customers. I can't eat because I'm constanly busy I swear I get bitched at if I take a bathroom break. Somedays I work 15 ****ing hours and get 20 minutes for lunch. The money isn't even that good and its ****ing far it takes me like 30 minutes to get to work and I ride a sportbike. It seems like I go to the gym and workout and try to get in 5k a day but then it's time for work and I have to go at least 6 hours without food I literally stuff down 2000 calories before I get on my bike for work ...How can you make progress like that ?? Can someone recommend minimum wage jobs you think would let you eat and would be good for someone trying to bodybuild (something where you don't rly burn that many calories) I think I'm gonna get fired anyways. The problem is if I quit or get fired I will have no $$$ for gym membership, supplements, "supplements" or food
*edit* it's so ****ing frustrating to be doing shit like not having a girlfriend because I can't afford to take her out anywhere because my money is going towards lifting expenses and never going out to socialize (not that I want to anyways) cause I never have money for that either. I don't mind doing this but at least I should be looking like I do this instead of looking like some ****ing skinny little bitch all cause of this ****ing job thats ****ing me up but keeps me going at the same time I'm at a plateau at 180lbs and it could be fixed so easily if I could just ****ING EAT!!!
oh and just so you know my other coworker works out too and he is 145lbs and he is taller than me !!! the other coworkers are even skinnier that should tell you something about this ****ing shit I need to get a new job I just realized by typing this all out