Itching getting stronger

[doxmaster]

So lately all I can think of is getting up and leaving my house in the middle of the the night and running off to california its been a lifes dream of mine to get out of this shlt hole depressing town without leaving any info for anyone friends family eetc etc and starting over moving to california and becoming a union construction worker. I have no ged or even a liscense for that matter I've had a horrible two years and havent been in the right mental state to get either I have only only a few hundred bucks and a 12 ounces of silver. I mean I hate living here alot and my mind keeps telling me go for it just pick up and leave hitch a ride and don't look back I have one or 2 things holding me here but I can get around them if I try hard enough.


Anyone think I should follow this urge or have advice I could use it because everyday I keep itching to get away but then I just think of the what ifs and then I sit back down.

[vBRAH]

Why don't you get your license?

[t-gunz]

sometimes leaving doesnt always solve problems

i think leaving without telling your faimly is just selfish

if you wanna go fine but tell your faimly

[doxmaster]

Why don't you get your license?

been thinking on it lately probably in the spring learning to drive in the weather we have been having wouldn't be smart

[doxmaster]

Its not as much as leaving to solve a problem I've just always wanted to pack up and move to california do construction and live life and I've told my folks for years that one day im just gonna be gone and leave no adress and they understand its just my nature.

[vBRAH]

Well theres always a reason not to do something - how old are you? I'd be out of a job and probably out of school if I didn't have a car man, you must live in a small town?

[doxmaster]

true true im 18 and hell yes small backwater town

[vBRAH]

Sounds like if you moved to Cali you'd be in for a huge smack in the face when you got there, have heard its not a kind city - I mean how would you set yourself up without money for a place to live etc? Here its extremely hard to find someone who will lease an apartment to anyone under 25yo let alone 18yo. I'd say find work, work as much as you can, save as much as you can, then take your experience and savings with you - atleast then you've got some $$ to build your new foundation on.

[doxmaster]

yeah I know thats part of the what ifs that make me sit back down its jut been on my mind alot if you know what I mean the main plan is to eventually joiin the union do construction for a year or so save every penny then dissapear. It' there lingering in my mind one of those dreams that you want to jump into but the end result would 99/100 be a huge smack in the face .

[vBRAH]

What are you doing now? School? Whats good about joining the union? Think things work a bit different here.

[doxmaster]

being a bum I guess , gonna try to get into ged classes which start in january, I love doing carpentry and construction I've been sheetrocking, tiling and painting since I was 15 also have alot of connections in the union family friends of family that taught me everything.

[vBRAH]

Cali has enough bums bro lol

[doxmaster]

so I've heard I'll get there one day till then I'll just have to keep my thoughts under control for awhile maybe take that part time job at the gym I live there for a good chunk of the day anyways.