A quick question...
When you see David Copperfield?
Do you EXPECT him to tell you the tricks?
When you BUMP into an Actor do you EXPECT them to put you on a TV Show?
Why not?
#1 - It's a Secret
#2 - You want it, get it! (By yourself)
Maybe people here will give you advice...I won't!!
As I said before.......You want it, get it YOURSELF!!!
You'll find a way, I BELIEVE in you.....