I've only been here for a little bit. I've done one injectable cycle and a few Phs. In light of recent events and others people reports of infections and problems in general I have made a decision to stop. I was lying in bed last researching and hunting down a new source and finally got a lot of good reviews and even a thumbs up from a trusted vet. I went to place the order and couldn't do it. I could not justify in my heart the decision to take the risk i pictured myself lying on the hospital table with my scared wife and kids and them asking how this happened. there are risks with everything in life but my eyes have been really opened. there are risks with a ph. My first injectable cycle went well however there was a lot of guilt.... Hiding from the wife. I would never look down on anyone for using steroids. I respect the guys here and that decision. I may revisit a ph cycle later but for now I'm happy. I know I did the right thing because as soon as I made up my mind I felt better... a weight was lifted. I would still like to be a part of the forum as I've made friends here and I never say never. But I know in my heart a ph is as far as I would ever go again. I know this is long but it's a part of making my mind feel better. Thanks guys, Fc
