So this year has been ****ed for me. Ive been ****ed over by life and friends and my GF(ex). its hit me hard. Im still going but Ive really lost sight of everything. Im just going through the motions. Unmotivated, uncaring, heartless.

If you guys could share some stories of moments where you didn't see the point or were ready to give up. And what you did, or what happened to get you through it. Would you say you made it back to being as happy? more happy? happy enough?

I know talking about shit like this can be depressing or whatever. But I could really use some stories, to help me realize, think or just relate to.

Today I received a Jareds (Diamond and ring seller) flier in the mail. Obviously they sent me the flier because I had shopped there before. (I purchased a ring for my GF but never gave it to her because of events) Just hit me hard for some reason. I haven't got my dick wet since the break up, which I know I need to do bad, but every time I am about to something bugs me about the girl(my ex was exactly what I like and about a 10/10 on the hotness, hygiene, and genetics scale) and I end up telling them to basically **** off. I feel like if I don't **** some one just as hot then she won. You know?

Any ways anything would help. Im going to bed now but some replies will go miles in the morning. Found out more shit tonight and Im too drunk to care but tomorrow Ill be blue for sure. Thanks fellas.