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    Angry I am one ill son of a bitch

    Between the godam job and relationship..that is failing...yep bout to go off the deep end boys. Just one androgen bomb waiting to explode. Can't seem to focus there's always some bullshit in my way. I've never been so agravated and pissed off ever. I just want to destroy everything and crush it. Too bad I'm not training. ..I think I could pretty much move anything right now.

    Hope shit gets better. Hope everyone is having a powerful saturday night too. Rant over I'm out.

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    Hang in there brother!

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    I'm scared to ask what went wrong? How long have you had this relationship? But you got to realize some couples just aren't compatible. Guys like their d*ck sucked and some girls just wont do it and that causes a problem. And the list goes on. And certain illicit drugs cause your libido to go through the roof causing you to want to try some mighty kinky things you normally wouldn't do. Same with your spouse/G/F/B/F. So beware those issues as well. You might want a dildo stuck up your spot and she may think your sick unless you both are on that illicit drug that I warned you about. And then if both of your are on it she will be the one wanting to wear a strap on to bang you and since this drug breaks down your common sense barriers where it comes to sex boundaries, you will be happy to let her do it to you. But then the next morning you will freak over what you did the night before. And she will think your a super freak and want to leave you. Just sayin. Actually I read this in a pitch sex article titled ask dan savage. So in a way maybe your issues aren't that bad in the scheme of things. And there might be hope for your relationship after all.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Shol'va
    I'm scared to ask what went wrong? How long have you had this relationship? But you got to realize some couples just aren't compatible. Guys like their d*ck sucked and some girls just wont do it and that causes a problem. And the list goes on. And certain illicit drugs cause your libido to go through the roof causing you to want to try some mighty kinky things you normally wouldn't do. Same with your spouse/G/F/B/F. So beware those issues as well. You might want a dildo stuck up your spot and she may think your sick unless you both are on that illicit drug that I warned you about. And then if both of your are on it she will be the one wanting to wear a strap on to bang you and since this drug breaks down your common sense barriers where it comes to sex boundaries, you will be happy to let her do it to you. But then the next morning you will freak over what you did the night before. And she will think your a super freak and want to leave you. Just sayin. Actually I read this in a pitch sex article titled ask dan savage. So in a way maybe your issues aren't that bad in the scheme of things. And there might be hope for your relationship after all.
    That was some gay shit
    Man. Lol.

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    be careful.

    prisons are full of blokes that were/are in a similar situation and lost control over their impulses....

    Quote Originally Posted by chadcuz1985 View Post
    Between the godam job and relationship..that is failing...yep bout to go off the deep end boys. Just one androgen bomb waiting to explode. Can't seem to focus there's always some bullshit in my way. I've never been so agravated and pissed off ever. I just want to destroy everything and crush it. Too bad I'm not training. ..I think I could pretty much move anything right now.

    Hope shit gets better. Hope everyone is having a powerful saturday night too. Rant over I'm out.

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    Time to find a way to walk away for a while and take a break. Take on one problem/issue at a time and dont lump them all together.

    Work on the relationship or finish it, whichever you think is most beneficial. Then work on the job and either make it better or find a new one.

    Take life one day at a time, find a good friend to vent to, it also helps.

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    you can vent to us we will always listen.

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    is your cycle messing with your head?

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    Quote Originally Posted by austinite View Post
    Somebody tell me what's in this link. I'm afraid to open it.
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    Quote Originally Posted by kelkel View Post

    Somebody tell me what's in this link. I'm afraid to open it.
    Lmao I was too but had to open it....its aust feel good stack

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    Supplement music and exercise. stay strong

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    Quote Originally Posted by shol'va View Post
    i'm scared to ask what went wrong? How long have you had this relationship? But you got to realize some couples just aren't compatible. Guys like their d*ck sucked and some girls just wont do it and that causes a problem. And the list goes on. And certain illicit drugs cause your libido to go through the roof causing you to want to try some mighty kinky things you normally wouldn't do. Same with your spouse/g/f/b/f. So beware those issues as well. You might want a dildo stuck up your spot and she may think your sick unless you both are on that illicit drug that i warned you about. And then if both of your are on it she will be the one wanting to wear a strap on to bang you and since this drug breaks down your common sense barriers where it comes to sex boundaries, you will be happy to let her do it to you. But then the next morning you will freak over what you did the night before. And she will think your a super freak and want to leave you. Just sayin. Actually i read this in a pitch sex article titled ask dan savage. So in a way maybe your issues aren't that bad in the scheme of things. And there might be hope for your relationship after all.
    tmi...............

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    Quote Originally Posted by chadcuz1985 View Post
    Between the godam job and relationship..that is failing...yep bout to go off the deep end boys. Just one androgen bomb waiting to explode. Can't seem to focus there's always some bullshit in my way. I've never been so agravated and pissed off ever. I just want to destroy everything and crush it. Too bad I'm not training. ..I think I could pretty much move anything right now.

    Hope shit gets better. Hope everyone is having a powerful saturday night too. Rant over I'm out.
    Lay your head down, and go to sleep. It's amazing what a good night's sleep will do.

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    Quote Originally Posted by kelkel View Post
    Somebody tell me what's in this link. I'm afraid to open it.
    Man up!
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    Sorry to here champ. Best thing to do is to live for your self. Do what you want to do. Dont compromise for no one!!!!!! Get back in the gym and use that anger mate. You will prob reach a new PB

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    Quote Originally Posted by lovbyts View Post
    Time to find a way to walk away for a while and take a break. Take on one problem/issue at a time and dont lump them all together.

    Work on the relationship or finish it, whichever you think is most beneficial. Then work on the job and either make it better or find a new one.

    Take life one day at a time, find a good friend to vent to, it also helps.
    Sounds like LB wants to be Friends! =)

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    you can vent to us we will always listen.
    100% agree....

    wait! what did you say? I wasn't listening

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    Quote Originally Posted by Times Roman View Post
    Sounds like LB wants to be Friends! =)



    100% agree....

    wait! what did you say? I wasn't listening
    I already have one friend. He doesn't have any...

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    Quote Originally Posted by lovbyts View Post
    I already have one friend. He doesn't have any...
    would you consider being his friend for a fee?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Times Roman View Post
    would you consider being his friend for a fee?
    I need to see the job description first. Hopefully it doesn't involve having to go to Disney movies.

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    Sounds like there are a few things making you feel like this. Everything will be highlighted due to the amount of androgens floating around at this present time. Break each situation down and try and look at it at all angles and also the consequences of your actions if you do something daft. Situations can change and you can do that if you control your anger and attack each problen head on. I don't know what the problems are but think before you react and remember you won't always feel this way and the situation will change for the better if you control it. Inner strength and self talk will make you more in control of your emotions. Ideal time to train and release

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    Quote Originally Posted by Trevtrev View Post
    Hang in there brother!
    Thanks bro
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    Time to find a way to walk away for a while and take a break. Take on one problem/issue at a time and dont lump them all together.

    Work on the relationship or finish it, whichever you think is most beneficial. Then work on the job and either make it better or find a new one.

    Take life one day at a time, find a good friend to vent to, it also helps.
    Good advice LB will definitely take this into consideration
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    you can vent to us we will always listen.
    Appreciate it man
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    is your cycle messing with your head?
    Probably just a bit, my surrounding situations are really impacting my outcomes. Much more elaborated than being off cycle. CNS maybe?
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    Thanks man. It does help if its the right stuff
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    Lay your head down, and go to sleep. It's amazing what a good night's sleep will do.
    I have found this helps the most. Thanks big guy
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    Sorry to here champ. Best thing to do is to live for your self. Do what you want to do. Dont compromise for no one!!!!!! Get back in the gym and use that anger mate. You will prob reach a new PB
    Probably right Euro. Time to destroy some weights soon.


    I usually don't start threads about bullshit life problems but it just overcame me I can usually handle it on my own. My job keeps fukin with my paycheck for bullshit reasons it really stress me out last week I only made half they tryin to say I didn't make a deposit but I did called and got my money back on this pay period. Wife has quit smoking which she is ill as hell now I'm glad she quit but godamit she can be a ruthless bitch sometimes. I appreciate everyone's feedback.

    Ps Times Roman I don't think ill land in prison buddy lol surely I won't go nuts haha. Got a level head but a low tolerance for bs lmao.

    Oh and Austinite...I was scared to open the link..hope you ain't mad at me buddy lol

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    Quote Originally Posted by marcus300 View Post
    Sounds like there are a few things making you feel like this. Everything will be highlighted due to the amount of androgens floating around at this present time. Break each situation down and try and look at it at all angles and also the consequences of your actions if you do something daft. Situations can change and you can do that if you control your anger and attack each problen head on. I don't know what the problems are but think before you react and remember you won't always feel this way and the situation will change for the better if you control it. Inner strength and self talk will make you more in control of your emotions. Ideal time to train and release
    Exactly Marcus. I think the higher androgen levels are increasing and intensifying my moods. When its good its great and when its bad its horrible. Self control is key like u say. Your input always appreciated big man...ahh if I could have only got to train when I erupted last night lmao I'm pretty mellow headed this morning.
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    Quote Originally Posted by chadcuz1985 View Post
    Exactly Marcus. I think the higher androgen levels are increasing and intensifying my moods. When its good its great and when its bad its horrible. Self control is key like u say. Your input always appreciated big man...ahh if I could have only got to train when I erupted last night lmao I'm pretty mellow headed this morning.
    Feeling better today?

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    Quote Originally Posted by AshopRep View Post
    Feeling better today?
    Yeah actually I am bro thanks. I've just set the problems aside out of my way and not worried about it and looked straight ahead. Not lookin back. Its been a pretty good day I got a good hard training session in felt pumped noticed some small gains that helped boost the confidence and stay positive. Getting used to this anabolic /androgenic levels has been quite a challenge lol but I'm settling into my groove. Its gonna be ok I think.
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    Good to hear you are feeling better and have your head back on straight.

    In regards to the link, it's all good. It's a local post by Aust in regards to what supplements will help hood. Not a bad read and should probably be another sticky.
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    Quote Originally Posted by chadcuz1985 View Post
    Yeah actually I am bro thanks. I've just set the problems aside out of my way and not worried about it and looked straight ahead. Not lookin back. Its been a pretty good day I got a good hard training session in felt pumped noticed some small gains that helped boost the confidence and stay positive. Getting used to this anabolic/androgenic levels has been quite a challenge lol but I'm settling into my groove. Its gonna be ok I think.
    It's amazing how high/good you feel after a solid training session. When I am growing and making gains, I tend to be happier with my life.
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    Quote Originally Posted by chadcuz1985 View Post
    Yeah actually I am bro thanks. I've just set the problems aside out of my way and not worried about it and looked straight ahead. Not lookin back. Its been a pretty good day I got a good hard training session in felt pumped noticed some small gains that helped boost the confidence and stay positive. Getting used to this anabolic/androgenic levels has been quite a challenge lol but I'm settling into my groove. Its gonna be ok I think.
    Glad to hear you have a grip of things now.
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    Well Chad after reviewing a ton of threads and posts both here and elsewhere, I've come to the conclusion you are normal just going through a phase. it will pass. One thing though is to remember this whenever you go through one of these make damned sure you stay away from friends who are negative as they will only make you feel worse during that period.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Shol'va
    I've come to the conclusion you are normal
    False.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Igifuno View Post
    False.
    Shhhhhh lets not tell him.

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    Lmao. I'd rather be abnormal any day. I think its time for some gigantic booty to show up?

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    Quote Originally Posted by chadcuz1985
    Lmao. I'd rather be abnormal any day. I think its time for some gigantic booty to show up?
    I concur
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    Godam...that is some gigantic ass...I think the first one would kill me before I ever made it to the second. Thick broads for sure lol but that's cc likes em

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