Think my relationship of 4 years is ending, been thru a lot with my fiancee and it appears she isn't going to be able to get back to that place where you have a connection worth a lifetime with someone. Bittersweet, I've been unhappy too but it's strange to see it ending. Told her if she hasn't figured it out in a year then I'll figure it out for you, we should end it, she cried but didn't try to stop me. Sucks cuz I will have to live in my freaking dad's basement, so if I want to see my son I'll have to not have him spend the night. I guess nothing is set in stone yet but, I feel like I've wasted my time. Loss of sleep and stress definitely affected my cycle too :/ guess I just needed a place to put this, can't do it in Facebook lol