xX Silabolin' s HIT Castle Xx

[hammerheart]

Haha :')

How are we all today?

Bloated, too much water retention, also nervous/irritable but ironically libido is up from nowhere.

Making lot of dirty thoughts on random gals in random places and getting as many halfway boners (you don't want full boners in public ).

[hollowedzeus]

Bloated, too much water retention, also nervous/irritable but ironically libido is up from nowhere.

Making lot of dirty thoughts on random gals in random places and getting as many halfway boners (you don't want full boners in public ).

I love it! Good good man. Gym is a tricky one. Caught mirror ogling lol...


I spent all day teaching kids to kayak. However I had to do it on the grass.... hmmm


Other than that. Deadlines creeping up but today was alright

[hollowedzeus]

Love it except the top bit I mean...

[hollowedzeus]

Guys I'm eating carbs stop me.

[Euroholic]

Guys I'm eating carbs stop me.

You need carbs to grow!!!!!

[hollowedzeus]

You need carbs to grow!!!!!

I'm fat!!

[Euroholic]

I'm fat!!

Me too. But even us fatties need carbs

[hollowedzeus]

Me too. But even us fatties need carbs

Hah love it. Dunno might try cutting with carbs because drive been stagnant with my weight for over a month

[hammerheart]

Hah love it. Dunno might try cutting with carbs because drive been stagnant with my weight for over a month

Fat burns in the flame of carbs.

[hollowedzeus]

Fat burns in the flame of carbs.

I just feel like I instantly put on fat when I eat them. I may try higher carbs for a couple of weeks

[hammerheart]

I just feel like I instantly put on fat when I eat them. I may try higher carbs for a couple of weeks

You are just out of ketosis you should gradually reintroduce carbs, complex is better...

[hammerheart]

Damn my strength is trashed again. Up until some days ago I could barbell curl 80lbs, now I can't even start the lift.

[hollowedzeus]

You are just out of ketosis you should gradually reintroduce carbs, complex is better...

I will do thanks.

[hollowedzeus]

I will do thanks.

Friday night back and biceps. Mmm love not wanting to go out with friends. Tried that preworkout. Tasted awesome like gummy bears but not feeling the hit.

Thought something of this calibre would be better. Dmaa and 400mg caffeine. Hmm stims are strange with me.

Anyway had oats before I came out. If I don't see them bicep veins then I'll be disappointed!

[hollowedzeus]

Had a great workout and had a great night. Made a friend in the gym also. Felt very social. Then came home and my parents started arguing with me saying they showed nhs people that dealt with hormones my results and I'm fine and to stop worrying about it....

Pissed me off a little and shortened my fuse tonight

[hammerheart]

Had a great workout and had a great night. Made a friend in the gym also. Felt very social. Then came home and my parents started arguing with me saying they showed nhs people that dealt with hormones my results and I'm fine and to stop worrying about it....

Pissed me off a little and shortened my fuse tonight

It's not about worrying and being 18 you should commence to leave your parents out of certain matters.

Of course you are "fine" personally I am too as I don't consider myself to have any organic disease of any sort, including low T - it's more about performance, well-being and self-improvement, not strict health-related matters. Modern medicine is in fact very dysfunctional and uncaring of the individual.

You need to grow independent from the doc figure as a care-giver, rather look at him/her as you would to your electrician or mechanic, nothing more than that. He's just another professional like everyone else, providing a service to your health needs.

[hollowedzeus]

It's not about worrying and being 18 you should commence to leave your parents out of certain matters.

Of course you are "fine" personally I am too as I don't consider myself to have any organic disease of any sort, including low T - it's more about performance, well-being and self-improvement, not strict health-related matters. Modern medicine is in fact very dysfunctional and uncaring of the individual.

You need to grow independent from the doc figure as a care-giver, rather look at him/her as you would to your electrician or mechanic, nothing more than that. He's just another professional like everyone else, providing a service to your health needs.

The nhs can piss off. It's a great service yes I do agree and if I had a broken arm or burnt myself again yes I will go. However you are making a lot of sense to me.

It seems if I want to progress this and keep track of this possi me issue I will have to go private. And if an urgency ever did arise I would return to nhs and hound them. I could feel them resisting as soon as I mentioned test. And I feel the answer I will hear from now on is " your fine" " you're in range don't worry"

In a few months I will get private labs done. There is no way that nhs would ever let me get lh fsh and e2 done so that's where I am headed.

Appreciate it biz

[hammerheart]

I appreciate your attention.


This is what I had for dinner



Chicken breast, sweet potatoes and radicchio.


Damn the test feels worse at every shot.

[hollowedzeus]

Doesn't look too appetizing man. I wish o wish I liked sweet potato... love my chicken now with crushed chilli on it

[hammerheart]

I know, I'm a lousy cooker. The dark hue is because of the radicchio btw.

[hollowedzeus]

Was wondering what that was lol. I'm more of a ingredient eater than eating meals

[AR's King Silabolin]

Had a great workout and had a great night. Made a friend in the gym also. Felt very social. Then came home and my parents started arguing with me saying they showed nhs people that dealt with hormones my results and I'm fine and to stop worrying about it....

Pissed me off a little and shortened my fuse tonight

Stil live with your parents there, Teen?

[hollowedzeus]

Stil live with your parents there, Teen?

I do and I will until I finish university. I guess this is something they will just need to be left out of. It's not really something I need to be sharing l. Regardless of how close we are.... need to take control of my own life

[AR's King Silabolin]

I do and I will until I finish university. I guess this is something they will just need to be left out of. It's not really something I need to be sharing l. Regardless of how close we are.... need to take control of my own life

Man i had many discusions/arguing the last year i lived with my folks.
Actually they were pretty sure my life would be better off without BB.
Actually they were wrong. I stil love BB. Gives me lots of pleasure, i think it gave me the girl i wanted and BB way of thinking has helped me in other areas aswell.
If i was born again and couldnt make alot of money from the sport i was gifted for, i would do another BB life.

But hey. Even Ronaldo does BB even he doesnt need it so maybe i would lift for pump no matter what.

[hollowedzeus]

Man i had many discusions/arguing the last year i lived with my folks.
Actually they were pretty sure my life would be better off without BB.
Actually they were wrong. I stil love BB. Gives me lots of pleasure, i think it gave me the girl i wanted and BB way of thinking has helped me in other areas aswell.
If i was born again and couldnt make alot of money from the sport i was gifted for, i would do another BB life.

But hey. Even Ronaldo does BB even he doesnt need it so maybe i would lift for pump no matter what.

Yeah man I get you. They are concerned I am taking things too far as far as far loss too. Which as you can see by ant pictures of me... I am not. See I've not ever properly started bodybuilding yet. I've yet to start a bulk with a good diet

[*Admin*]

Ready...Set...Gooooo….

[Capebuffalo]

I’ll be damn. Castle is back. Sil Obs he court.

[Obs]

Oh sheeeeeeit

[AR's King Silabolin]

Yessssss....THIS IS MY CHURCH..THIS IS WHERE I HEAL MY HURTS...

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[Capebuffalo]

What does the King of the Castle weigh today?

[AR's King Silabolin]

What does the King of the Castle weigh today?

After my summercut, i dont dare to check it out.
I guess now..at cyclestart 110 kg.
Normal 115 kg...when i push the test 120-125 kg.

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[Capebuffalo]

After my summercut, i dont dare to check it out.
I guess now..at cyclestart 110 kg.
Normal 115 kg...when i push the test 120-125 kg.

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Flip. Damn metric system. Kilo is 2.2 lbs Carry the 3. Move the decimal point. Subtract molecular weight of hydrogen. 242 lbs.

[-Ender-]

I posted in here




Cranberries anyone?

[AR's King Silabolin]

I posted in here




Cranberries anyone?

Big words from a smal arm..17 inches bro?

[-Ender-]

That reflection up there ^ makes your arms look like a solid 28 inches Dr. Silly

Mine have to be a good 12? Hard to tell with such thick skin..

[AR's King Silabolin]

That reflection up there ^ makes your arms look like a solid 28 inches Dr. Silly

Mine have to be a good 12? Hard to tell with such thick skin..

New rules around here now buddy. And its my duty to inform that applies inside the Castle aswell.
Be positive. Forget the past. U can be a big resource if u use all those years as an experienced lifter of yours in a nice way. No need for rudeness. This is holy ground. Submit to it. Deal?

[-Ender-]

Don't misunderstand my humor Sil. I was a team player since day one. Welcome back.

[AR's King Silabolin]

Don't misunderstand my humor Sil. I was a team player since day one. Welcome back.

Thats more like it . I was bluffing though

[-Ender-]

Thats more like it . I was bluffing though

It's okay sweetie. In the US we have this handy, very important, easily misunderstood, thing called sarcasm: And the damn stuff doesn't always come through in the written word.

[Couchlockd]

I'm on board.

I'll let my upcoming blast do all things HIT castle.

I preffer high reps lighter weights at times, especially now, this damn carpal tunnel is been sidelining me.

It feels ok wrapped tight, but as soon as I go over 2 plates on bench it's a deal breaker

Plus this will give me time to heal.