Those where my very symptoms for the whole of my life, and my T scored 159 ng/dl at 24. "Luckily", I had no problem getting prescribed TRT, but thing got only worse since.
Was really thinking of going HCG only as a base for TRT then stack 19-nors atop that, but this means long-term (largely unknown) implications.
Or I can just use HCG and a bit of test in order to get ratios straight, ie enough E2 at physiological levels of T.
Can't you use your knowledge to help me sort this out? A knowledge check? Firstly I understand the issue to be completely in the CNS. Given how fast the symptoms develop, my suspect go to neurosteroids able to induce rapid changes in neuromodulation - either fluctuation in E2 or DHT derived -diols, which are potent GABA-A allosteric agonist. It's like my brain can't adapt to these how it should, hence the symptoms, which sounds like serious anxiety issues but if I were THAT anxious then I guess I would be panicking, and my BP through the roof, where it's normal. In fact, I used to experience both hypotension and bradycardia (40-45bpm). When I did gels this was so strong I was unable to move. Eventually, after correcting hypothyroidism, this subsided. It much sounds like and imbalance between inhibitory and excitatory factors... I've experimented with many compounds and the only ones able to reverse symptoms are those that concomitantly enhance both DA and NE.
Does this reasoning makes any sense to you?