When steroids made you a different person

**hollowedzeus** · 08-06-2018, 04:23 PM

Give us a time when you feel steroids made you a different person.

Did tren cause you to pound someone into the floor?
Did being on give you the confidence to do something crazy?

The more mental the story the better

**Couchlockd** · 08-06-2018, 04:40 PM

The only thing it does to me, is I have a hard time tolerating anything sideways.

Like I almost look for opportunities to call someone out on bullshit, that normally I'd just disregard.

When guys make boisterous lewd comments to my waitresses at work, or drunks at the bar belittling and making sexist comments at them, I hear them almost in tears some days in the kitchen.

I have to go out and confront them,

Girl at work, she's a drop dead gorgeous 22 year old peurto Rican girl. No accent, no problem understanding English, as she is 3 generations American born.

Well we get these "regulars" who think they own the place and talk shit to her cuzz she's young. Criticize her bartender abilities (she's not Tom cruise in cocktails by any means, but she can make drinks)

Long story short 2 hours of this guy giving her shit about not knowing what she's doing, and "if she was as cute as my wife, she'd be able to do better at her job, weres Alicia today" (other server who's off)

Do after I had enough, I come out the back, "sir is there a problems with your service"? Weres Alicia ..? "Unfortunately shes off today, but Monica is here, and she's doing a hell of a job, don't you agree?

I been waiting 2 minutes for another beer.

"Well she's tending a bar of 16 people, you'll get it, you haven't finished your current beer"

I have cancer, I don't got time to wait till this one's empty.

That's when I lost it.

"Oh you not only have cancer, but you got tits big enough to fuck, and I see why God blessed you with cancer, he wants to rid the world of an asshole like you, sooner than later"

You can't fucking say that to me, I'm a customer,

"You're also insulting my staff, and your drunk as fuck to boot. You can finish your beer, and get the fuck out, that ones on the house, cuzz I'll be glad the beer i pay for might be the tipping point of you loosing control on the way home and dying in a firey wreck.

Following week he came back and apologized to her. Then we refused to serve him and told him to leave again.

.now this guy was a real asshole,ore went on than this very incident throughout this year's summer months.

We all had enough either him, but no one had balls to check him

Juice gives me the the feeling of wanting everything to be fair. Fair treatment fair attitude. When that is violated, I can't turn the cheek

**guitarzan** · 08-06-2018, 04:53 PM

The only life changing event I can think of is when my brother bowed up at when time, he was on a tren cycle. Things have been a little different with us every since. Luckily I wasnt on tren at the same time!

**Couchlockd** · 08-06-2018, 05:00 PM

I basically turn into Joe pesci on casino

**Capebuffalo** · 08-06-2018, 05:41 PM

If you are an asshole you’ll be a bigger asshole. Otherwise no.

**Obs** · 08-06-2018, 08:39 PM

Originally Posted by Couchlockd

I basically turn into Joe pesci on casino

That dude was so mean I almost didnt feel sorry for him when the assholes told him he was being a made man, to lure him to his death.

**Obs** · 08-06-2018, 08:41 PM

Originally Posted by Capebuffalo

If you are an asshole you’ll be a bigger asshole. Otherwise no.

Preparation H... Once I am off tren though I am not so horny and tell my gf "no" when she gets the strap on out.

**Couchlockd** · 08-06-2018, 08:59 PM

Originally Posted by Obs

That dude was so mean I almost didnt feel sorry for him when the assholes told him he was being a made man, to lure him to his death.

That was good fellas. Casino he's starts as a made guy. Then gets killed with his brother Dominic.

**Charlie67** · 08-06-2018, 08:59 PM

Originally Posted by Capebuffalo

If you are an asshole you’ll be a bigger asshole. Otherwise no.

That seems to hold true from what others have said around here.

I don't think I suffer from any temper issues, but I'm a happy guy generally. I get insomnia on tren and a little heartburn, and that's at only 100 a week. The insomnia drives me crazy, but I keep my happiness in check by WORKING at being happy. Happiness is a skill, just like deadlifts. Practice, practice, practice....

**Obs** · 08-06-2018, 09:03 PM

Originally Posted by Couchlockd

That was good fellas. Casino he's starts as a made guy. Then gets killed with his brother Dominic.

Thats right in the one they shoot him as soon as he gets in the house and the other they bury him alive

**Couchlockd** · 08-06-2018, 09:28 PM

Originally Posted by Obs

Thats right in the one they shoot him as soon as he gets in the house and the other they bury him alive

Yes.

I was exposed to that movie at age 8.

I walked around Junior high thinking I was Pauly.

**hammerheart** · 08-06-2018, 10:29 PM

Originally Posted by Charlie67

That seems to hold true from what others have said around here.

I don't think I suffer from any temper issues, but I'm a happy guy generally. I get insomnia on tren and a little heartburn, and that's at only 100 a week. The insomnia drives me crazy, but I keep my happiness in check by WORKING at being happy. Happiness is a skill, just like deadlifts. Practice, practice, practice....

I have been using 150mg weekly for more than a year by now, no sides other than good ones.

**tarmyg** · 08-06-2018, 11:16 PM

Different compounds affect me differently, and I do not, generally, agree with the idea that injecting hormones will enhance already existing tendencies. In my case, I have been able to control my selfishness and a short temper for most of my life ever since leaving my teenage years behind with all that entails. Testosterone alone works very well for me and so does Deca with barely any noticeable sides to mention. Introduce Trenbolone , and I become a self-absorbed closeminded asshole who cannot see his faults. I have allowed my wife to record some of the conversations we have had, I should say fights, and what I said while on tren made so little sense from a logical perspective I can't believe those words were coming out of my mouth. Would it not have been for those recording I could hardly remember acting in that manner as I thought, at the time, I was in the right and entirely coherent. The recorded conversations break that delusion entirely.

I do not see why it is so controversial to acknowledge that taking hormones will, in some cases, create very different human beings? We are dealing with some very delicate systems in the body and that it would have effects would only seem logical. That those effects would be different from a person to another person is also valid, just like almost everything in life.

**Obs** · 08-06-2018, 11:57 PM

Originally Posted by tarmyg

Different compounds affect me differently, and I do not, generally, agree with the idea that injecting hormones will enhance already existing tendencies. In my case, I have been able to control my selfishness and a short temper for most of my life ever since leaving my teenage years behind with all that entails. Testosterone alone works very well for me and so does Deca with barely any noticeable sides to mention. Introduce Trenbolone , and I become a self-absorbed closeminded asshole who cannot see his faults. I have allowed my wife to record some of the conversations we have had, I should say fights, and what I said while on tren made so little sense from a logical perspective I can't believe those words were coming out of my mouth. Would it not have been for those recording I could hardly remember acting in that manner as I thought, at the time, I was in the right and entirely coherent. The recorded conversations break that delusion entirely.

I do not see why it is so controversial to acknowledge that taking hormones will, in some cases, create very different human beings? We are dealing with some very delicate systems in the body and that it would have effects would only seem logical. That those effects would be different from a person to another person is also valid, just like almost everything in life.

Most male mammals with a mating season experience elevated testosterone levels for the duration and screwing and fighting ensues.
Pms, mennopause, hrt... Simply having low test... What is the worst side effect in all instances?
Mental sides are real on bothe ends of the spectrum (high and low) of natural hormones.

To say it can't affect one mentally is to look every guy on trt in the eyes and say, "Low test doesn't effect you."

We are all very different but fact is we all see some effect whether we act on it or not is person dependant.

I was bad on tren first time around without realizing so much. My second time I shut off. If I wasn't busy I could sit and thousand yard stare for an hour. The next couple times it was less controlling each time because I trained myself. Now it seems normal but I get horrible noise intolerance from normal conversation.

If it affects in such a way that it makes most guys horny, it will make many look for a fight or argument.
I am not near as big a prick as I was off gear in the past.
I get a ways into a tren cycle and start noticing that if a girl is in any way eligible I am trying to smell her without even noticing it. I am in no way a cheat and thats not something I would do but my first thought becomes the obvious without even meaning to.

I personally believe ot boils down to certain personality types and I do believe there is some ground with the personality enhancement.

Type A being more likely to kill and fuck
Type B more likely to have little to no effect
Type C (Tarmy I see you as a type C because of your analytical tendencies) I think could go either way
Type D already needs to be at the psychiatrist without gear.

I am a kill and fuck type A. I bury my emotion though so it does not show so much anymore and I fight it less every time.

Someone slaps a stranger on tren...

Stranger type A: Immediately kills and fucks the slap attacker. Feels good about it for a few hours, plays in the blood.

Stranger Type B: Says, "Damn... Why'd you do that?"
Immediately makes friends with slapper, hooks them up with tren.

Stranger type C: either... 1. Punches strranger and analyzes what they did and immediately feels remorse. 2. Asesses the situation figuring this individual has mistaken them for someone and demands apology, "or else...!"

Type D: Sobs... "My ex used to slap me like that."
Walks away sobbing or shoots everyone in the vicinity. (Probably blames estrogen)

**Obs** · 08-07-2018, 12:04 AM

Originally Posted by Couchlockd

The only thing it does to me, is I have a hard time tolerating anything sideways.

Like I almost look for opportunities to call someone out on bullshit, that normally I'd just disregard.

When guys make boisterous lewd comments to my waitresses at work, or drunks at the bar belittling and making sexist comments at them, I hear them almost in tears some days in the kitchen.

I have to go out and confront them,

Girl at work, she's a drop dead gorgeous 22 year old peurto Rican girl. No accent, no problem understanding English, as she is 3 generations American born.

Well we get these "regulars" who think they own the place and talk shit to her cuzz she's young. Criticize her bartender abilities (she's not Tom cruise in cocktails by any means, but she can make drinks)

Long story short 2 hours of this guy giving her shit about not knowing what she's doing, and "if she was as cute as my wife, she'd be able to do better at her job, weres Alicia today" (other server who's off)

Do after I had enough, I come out the back, "sir is there a problems with your service"? Weres Alicia ..? "Unfortunately shes off today, but Monica is here, and she's doing a hell of a job, don't you agree?

I been waiting 2 minutes for another beer.

"Well she's tending a bar of 16 people, you'll get it, you haven't finished your current beer"

I have cancer, I don't got time to wait till this one's empty.

That's when I lost it.

"Oh you not only have cancer, but you got tits big enough to fuck, and I see why God blessed you with cancer, he wants to rid the world of an asshole like you, sooner than later"

You can't fucking say that to me, I'm a customer,

"You're also insulting my staff, and your drunk as fuck to boot. You can finish your beer, and get the fuck out, that ones on the house, cuzz I'll be glad the beer i pay for might be the tipping point of you loosing control on the way home and dying in a firey wreck.

Following week he came back and apologized to her. Then we refused to serve him and told him to leave again.

.now this guy was a real asshole,ore went on than this very incident throughout this year's summer months.

We all had enough either him, but no one had balls to check him

Juice gives me the the feeling of wanting everything to be fair. Fair treatment fair attitude. When that is violated, I can't turn the cheek

GF is a bartender. She kids with everyone but if anything becomes a problem she tells them she is gonna give me a call.
There has been one instance where she didn't call me because she knew I would literally have killed a dumbass that pulled a knlfe out trying to make her feel threatened in an indirect way he thought.

I try to stay out of there at nights. I dont want to go to prison. Dont like alcohol anyway.

**marcus300** · 08-07-2018, 01:06 AM

In my younger day it was the sexual sides what were uncontrollable, it was immense and extremely hard to cope with infact I didn't cope I just let go and in those days with how gyms were back then it was a great time. The sexual drive was out of control and it did change me

the aggression side of things I channelled into the training session because this was far more productive and the more results I saw the more control I had for this aggression.

**guitarzan** · 08-07-2018, 05:02 AM

Originally Posted by marcus300

In my younger day it was the sexual sides what were uncontrollable, it was immense and extremely hard to cope with infact I didn't cope I just let go and in those days with how gyms were back then it was a great time. The sexual drive was out of control and it did change me

the aggression side of things I channelled into the training session because this was far more productive and the more results I saw the more control I had for this aggression.

That sounds like my band days, fun times

**Capebuffalo** · 08-07-2018, 05:06 AM

Originally Posted by guitarzan

That sounds like my band days, fun times

One time at band camp you put a flute up you pussy? ;:

**guitarzan** · 08-07-2018, 05:40 AM

Originally Posted by Capebuffalo

One time at band camp you put a flute up you pussy? ;:

Nope, my ass. Couldn't carry s tune in a bucket

**diesel101** · 08-08-2018, 08:57 PM

Way out of character for me but I pinned a young punk to a bathroom wall by his throat one night.

I was in a mood and didn't want to be there that night but I was being a good husband. My wife wanted to go there after a Christmas party.

I absolutely hate bars and my shit tolerance level gets lower the older I get.

I was on test and tren ,I would say the tren contributed to it because like I mentioned it was way out of character for me.

**< <Samson> >** · 08-08-2018, 09:59 PM

The confidence has changed me into a completely different ass hole

I was the kid pushed around because I was poor & scrawny. Now, I walk in & own the place damn near anywhere. . . Part is def how I look, but the majority is caused by my "I can do anything or anyone now" attitude.

It works - damn near too well. . . Me & wives r still together. #1 is mostly gone because she knows she isn't on my level, #2 feels like I am gonna pull a John Cena any day now. . . . . . .

It kinda sucks, but it is exactly what I was aiming to do.

So, u think you're better than everyone else - well, look around & tell me I'm not