I will take AGIANT SHIT on you

[Obs]

I been here a bit.
I hate popular culture.
I can't deny some.

"I'm a baad guuuy... Duh."

Love that song.

Fact though, some people see me as something I am not.
I am not a leader. I am no one to get safe advice off of.

I am 100% bullshitter and 100% the real deal.
I got no real friends, (real as in day to day...yes I have one) other than the online ones.
Seems better and more honest that way.

I am not some great thing.
I am a shithead but when I care it is genuine.
If I accidentally tell someone I will do "x" I will follow through with it.

I dont like followers or parrots. The shit I say comes from my experience. My experince tells me people will inevitably talk shit behind my back (even brothers). Its simply human nature.

Thats ok though.
Let me put it this way...

You can't hurt me.
I been alone.
Most will never actually get to experience that.
I have had no friends or family with the world on my shoulders and I survived like a goddam roach.

That being said I love a lotta guys here because I see myself in them.

I never wanted to be popular or something I am not.
I am a contractor specializing in trees of all things. I am not rich or successful or anyone to be idolized.

I saw how fake people were around y2k.
In my day to day my best bud hasn't spoken to me in a year. He is a man of integrity. I love the fucker because he literally endangered his livelyhood for me, because he saw me in trouble and knew I meant no harm.

Thats some real shit.
Thats a real brother.

Here I have many real brothers and if you doubt my integrity I will see you at yoir doorstep and talk about it.

I am not what someone wants me to be.
I am real.
I thought videos might exponentiate this impact I intended but it seems to have caused a problem.

I am blue.
Just a regular member.
There are conversations on this board I can't see, because that is not who I associate with.

I am a grunt.
Here for the hackers like myself and can't stand the non-hackers.

It's simple.
In my day to day I hear someone has a problem with me and I am right there looking them dead in the eye. Sadly though, many keep their disdain under wraps.

So my point...

If you got issue step up.
Dont be a backstabbing bitch.
I want to know your concerns.

Unlessyou are euro in which case eat the fat end of my D.

[Obs]

If you actually knew me and knew how fucked up I was... If you saw the scars on my hands and raced that check to the bank to feed my family... You would know the hurt that got me to the painless place I am.

I am not putting on a god damned show here. This is real blood and unless you can match shut the fuck about me.

I stand for lots of things unto death.
Do you actually stand for anything or just against things?

Obs is right here.
Take a shot.

[Obs]

Still here.

[Capebuffalo]

What’s going on Obs?

[Rawdata01]

Brother, in my experiences, the people that come here aren’t the whit collar daddy’s dick choking fools that work a 9-5 or collect on pops retirement funds.

We are, or at least I am, just a fuck up who made it through flames and didn’t get too badly burned.

That’s something, that IS worth something in and of itself. Pain has always been and will always be a motivator for me and most of us here.

I guess what I’m saying is, welcome home man. To the land of misfits where we belong.

[Obs]

What’s going on Obs?

Possibly nothing but I like to confront problems before they compound.
Just acting off something a bird told me.

[kelkel]

I am not rich or successful

You may not be rich, but you are successful. Surviving day to day and supporting your family is the equivalent of being successful.

[Obs]

You may not be rich, but you are successful. Surviving day to day and supporting your family is the equivalent of being successful.

Thanks kel and yes I forget that sometimes and worry that it will be taken from me.
I try to focus on the idea it can all be gone tomorrow, but get arrogant when things are going well.

I live for the rush of adrenaline most days and it can be hard to turn off. Makes it easy to lose sight of everything.

Hope you have a great day

[Obs]

Brother, in my experiences, the people that come here aren’t the whit collar daddy’s dick choking fools that work a 9-5 or collect on pops retirement funds.

We are, or at least I am, just a fuck up who made it through flames and didn’t get too badly burned.

That’s something, that IS worth something in and of itself. Pain has always been and will always be a motivator for me and most of us here.

I guess what I’m saying is, welcome home man. To the land of misfits where we belong.

Lot of like minds here for sure

[Capebuffalo]

Thanks kel and yes I forget that sometimes and worry that it will be taken from me.
I try to focus on the idea it can all be gone tomorrow, but get arrogant when things are going well.

I live for the rush of adrenaline most days and it can be hard to turn off. Makes it easy to lose sight of everything.

Hope you have a great day

I don’t know how to perform if the stress level isn’t high.

[Fluidic Kimbo]

I haven't seen my family since the spring of 2015. Cutting them out of my life is one of the most important things I've done.

Finding a way forward in life isn't always intuitive.

[Obs]

I don’t know how to perform if the stress level isn’t high.

You don't.
You wake up groggy and the groggy never leaves. Depression anxiety sets in.
Pretty soon you create trouble so you have stress.

[Capebuffalo]

You don't.
You wake up groggy and the groggy never leaves. Depression anxiety sets in.
Pretty soon you create trouble so you have stress.

Yup. Why didn’t yo pay your taxes?
I don’t know.
Issuing a FIFA
Better work harder and longer to pay it.

That kinda shit.

Tell a customer 3-5 weeks
Don’t start until 4.5 weeks in
Have to bust ass

That kinda shit

[Fiskevatten]

Obs, please make a Ytb channel!

But wait until you don't wanna kill someone, otherwise it will be one of those "Leave Britney alone!" - The AAS version

[Obs]

I have one. How the hell did you miss that lol

Obs, please make a Ytb channel!

But wait until you don't wanna kill someone, otherwise it will be one of those "Leave Britney alone!" - The AAS version

[Fiskevatten]

Because you don't share anything with me anymore, I don't even know you!
This relationship lacks communication.... worst of all, you don't even look me in the eyes when we make LOVE

[Obs]

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCG7...ivQwSWkn21_KOw

Because you don't share anything with me anymore, I don't even know you!
This relationship lacks communication.... worst of all, you don't even look me in the eyes when we make LOVE

This is why I wanted to tape a picture of charger onto your forehead but you got offended

[Obs]

Also... Youtube likes to pick and choose what videos are shared even with subscribers which is annoying. I have a lotta uploads. A lot more than it shows when I follow the link.

Gopro7 coming soon.

[Fiskevatten]

Damn bro! I can truly see you as an army sergeant, and not just in movies!
Love the animals!

[Obs]

Damn bro! I can truly see you as an army sergeant, and not just in movies!
Love the animals!

I am more of a stubborn shithead but thx.