**Greatest FEARS in LIFE**

[Proximal]

If I gave you an orgasm, you would understand.

Lol. More homo-humor Obs? Is this Sil’s castle? JK, but maybe you and Cameron/Almond should start a gay sub-forum????

[kelkel]

If I gave you an orgasm, you would understand.

Well, there went lunch.....

[Obs]

Unfortunately that’s me in the avi, would’ve chosen someone with long flowing locks if I was putting someone else’s picture up

I hear you man, I tell myself the same thing...life is short! Just get scared getting caught (add that to the fear list). Getting caught! Lol

Agreed with you on the young fellas, such a great veteran presence here, maybe they actually listen, huh?

You look massive btw! Great job

[KINGKONG]

Kong, it’s a shared attitude with my wife. We are not swingers, but soul-mates that have been together for going on 37 years.

The extracurricular activity is not encouraged, but should it present itself (like an amazing desert at a restaurant that you just can’t say no to), go for it.

IMO, a loving relationship is not about sex, it’s everything but. But then again, this has to be the attitude of both parties.

I could not live without my wife & should she say no more to the extracurricular sex, then I will respect that.

Hell at my age, my days are numbered. Shit, sometimes the viagra isn’t a big help. OK, that’s a fear.

That’s great you got that man!!she sounds like a gem..I understand, it’s hard to miss desert after a big meal and maybe after I get a girl with a lil more maturity (I date in 20’s) she will understand that letting me have it makes a lot more sense then me lying about it..love to hear couples still that close after a long time..


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[clarky.]

That same guy left me a $700 christmas bonus. Not much today but it was a lot to me back then at a thinkless truck driving job.
Money he could have used to support his family while when he was gone, which was his every waking minute dedication, once indicted.

You should watch "brawl in cell block 99" GH.

Never seen it obs, looks good so ordered it, My kinda film.

[clarky.]

What are your phobias?

What are your more serious fears?

What fears hold you back?

What fears drive you?


List them.

Spiders, i fucking hate the things.

Getting old and/or dying.

Failing, i always think i will fail

[Obs]

Lol. More homo-humor Obs? Is this Sil’s castle? JK, but maybe you and Cameron/Almond should start a gay sub-forum????

Thats not even funny lol

[Obs]

Never seen it obs, looks good so ordered it, My kinda film.

Prox told me about it.
It was a famn good show. Starts off slow but picks up big time.

[Obs]

Well, there went lunch.....

I wont keep you all lunch break, it will only take a minute.

[Proximal]

Thats not even funny lol

Agreed, friend.

BTW, so glad you liked Cell Block - I thought Vince did an amazing job. In Los Angeles, Academy Award time is HUGE (every f’n day in the paper). There were quite a few critics that listed him for best actor for that movie & I agree.

[XnavyHMCS]

Kong, it’s a shared attitude with my wife. We are not swingers, but soul-mates that have been together for going on 37 years.

The extracurricular activity is not encouraged, but should it present itself (like an amazing desert at a restaurant that you just can’t say no to), go for it.

IMO, a loving relationship is not about sex, it’s everything but. But then again, this has to be the attitude of both parties.

I could not live without my wife & should she say no more to the extracurricular sex, then I will respect that.

Hell at my age, my days are numbered. Shit, sometimes the viagra isn’t a big help. OK, that’s a fear.

Well, FINALLY the truth comes out... (NOT specifying YOU Proximal)

I KNEW that I wasn't the only one in here that had an ongoing battle with libido... I guess, that I just have / had a way with words that rubbed the wrong way once...

Certainly the sex, the strange sex, is an issue that most men grapple with, throughout their productive (sexually) years. I firmly believe, seeing in myself, that when we couple this, shall I say "innate" desire with AAS, then the effect and temptation is magnified.

I have a lot (mega) respect for the man who can keep it in check...

Me, I have come to grips with my hedonism; a side of myself which obviously has given me great pleasure, but at the same time caused / inflicted pain and suffering on the majority of hapless women who have succumbed to my charms.

So, to reiterate; I knew months ago when I responded in all honesty to that guy's thread on the cheating ol'lady; I knew that I was in good company here. I knew because there was only one negative comment concerning my response, and I am certain that a lot of you guys saw the post, but I would bet that for the male species, what I wrote rang true for the vast majority of us... Fortunately or unfortunately...

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FEARS:

Disability, crippling physical handicap (quad / para).

Arrest (of any variety ie: for any offence), as stated before; this is the most demeaning treatment and feeling that I have personally experienced; that, and being wrung through the wringer of the US Justice Dept.

Long-term incarceration (anything more than 5-8 yrs for me). I don't see myself being able to ever adapt to living in a cage for any serious stretch of time. I remember staying the night in San Diego County. That fucked-up feeling when anywhere you went, you had to walk on the side of the line painted on the floor, with your hands tucked into the waistband of your pants... Fuck that shit.

A lingering, long drawn-out suffering death (cancer comes to mind...). That doesn't sound very appealing to me.

Drowning. We spent more than a few trips on submarines and although I understand what a wonderful, powerful weapons system the boat is; there was always this lingering thought in my mind of that motherfucker slowly filling up with water...

Old age, to a degree. I understand and believe that through the luck of good genetics, constantly staying in shape and active (no matter how this is inevitably going to change as the years accumulate) and liberal application of TRT, one can stave-off the aging process for some time. Yet, sadly, the Grim Reaper will ultimately prevail...

For the moment, I guess that is all of my fears.

[XnavyHMCS]

That’s great you got that man!!she sounds like a gem..I understand, it’s hard to miss desert after a big meal and maybe after I get a girl with a lil more maturity (I date in 20’s) she will understand that letting me have it makes a lot more sense then me lying about it..love to hear couples still that close after a long time..


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I hear you, loud and clear, bro!!!

Where is this woman for me...???

I wouldn't have any problem with her doing her thing either. I am an equal opportunity type of hedonist.

[Obs]

Well, FINALLY the truth comes out... (NOT specifying YOU Proximal)

I KNEW that I wasn't the only one in here that had an ongoing battle with libido... I guess, that I just have / had a way with words that rubbed the wrong way once...

Certainly the sex, the strange sex, is an issue that most men grapple with, throughout their productive (sexually) years. I firmly believe, seeing in myself, that when we couple this, shall I say "innate" desire with AAS, then the effect and temptation is magnified.

I have a lot (mega) respect for the man who can keep it in check...

Me, I have come to grips with my hedonism; a side of myself which obviously has given me great pleasure, but at the same time caused / inflicted pain and suffering on the majority of hapless women who have succumbed to my charms.

So, to reiterate; I knew months ago when I responded in all honesty to that guy's thread on the cheating ol'lady; I knew that I was in good company here. I knew because there was only one negative comment concerning my response, and I am certain that a lot of you guys saw the post, but I would bet that for the male species, what I wrote rang true for the vast majority of us... Fortunately or unfortunately...

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FEARS:

Disability, crippling physical handicap (quad / para).

Arrest (of any variety ie: for any offence), as stated before; this is the most demeaning treatment and feeling that I have personally experienced; that, and being wrung through the wringer of the US Justice Dept.

Long-term incarceration (anything more than 5-8 yrs for me). I don't see myself being able to ever adapt to living in a cage for any serious stretch of time. I remember staying the night in San Diego County. That fucked-up feeling when anywhere you went, you had to walk on the side of the line painted on the floor, with your hands tucked into the waistband of your pants... Fuck that shit.

A lingering, long drawn-out suffering death (cancer comes to mind...). That doesn't sound very appealing to me.

Drowning. We spent more than a few trips on submarines and although I understand what a wonderful, powerful weapons system the boat is; there was always this lingering thought in my mind of that motherfucker slowly filling up with water...

Old age, to a degree. I understand and believe that through the luck of good genetics, constantly staying in shape and active (no matter how this is inevitably going to change as the years accumulate) and liberal application of TRT, one can stave-off the aging process for some time. Yet, sadly, the Grim Reaper will ultimately prevail...

For the moment, I guess that is all of my fears.

Gteat post!

I am learning things!
I also forgot drowning.
I wont go kayaking again after the last incident.

Proximal knows another of ny greatest other fears, which I pm'd him.
Cant talk about it here.
Hell, maybe its number one.

[Proximal]

I hear you, loud and clear, bro!!!

Where is this woman for me...???

I wouldn't have any problem with her doing her thing either. I am an equal opportunity type of hedonist.

There was a thread on compromise which I couldn’t participate in because to make our marriage work, we both have to compromise freely & without any regret or anger.

I really think for my wife and I, that and open communication is what does it. I know that’s not saying much, but after this long, she is who I want to see when I come home, fall asleep next to & wake up every morning to. And, I know the feeling is mutual, which is incredibly comforting.

Have faith, someone is out there for you brother.

[KINGKONG]

There was a thread on compromise which I couldn’t participate in because to make our marriage work, we both have to compromise freely & without any regret or anger.

I really think for my wife and I, that and open communication is what does it. I know that’s not saying much, but after this long, she is who I want to see when I come home, fall asleep next to & wake up every morning to. And, I know the feeling is mutual, which is incredibly comforting.

Have faith, someone is out there for you brother.

Or he’ll have just keep banging randoms
It’s a tough life, but a man has to do it..


“Used to think I knew it all, then got older”

[KINGKONG]

I hear you, loud and clear, bro!!!

Where is this woman for me...???

I wouldn't have any problem with her doing her thing either. I am an equal opportunity type of hedonist.

You could get strippers who roll like that all day..It’s just hard to find quality with a good sense of herself ,and not caught up in catholic guilt bs America has always preached..one women for life..are you kidding me..we are evolved apes, we want it from every attractive girl we see..I want one best friend for life who cares enough to let me be a man..the fact guys like OB can stay with one girl says a lot of discipline.


“Used to think I knew it all, then got older”

[sv.elia]

Fear of disappointing loved ones sounds so noble, I don't have it.

I fear getting pregnant, becoming homeless or physically disabled in any way (lower back injury and wheelchairs mostly).

I don't fear heights, I live in a mountain region. I never saw the sea though, and I fear large amounts of water. Even jumping in it in a computer game freaks me out, particularly if it's muddy.

[Obs]

You could get strippers who roll like that all day..It’s just hard to find quality with a good sense of herself ,and not caught up in catholic guilt bs America has always preached..one women for life..are you kidding me..we are evolved apes, we want it from every attractive girl we see..I want one best friend for life who cares enough to let me be a man..the fact guys like OB can stay with one girl says a lot of discipline.


“Used to think I knew it all, then got older”

Long life. I could screw up.
If I did it would be bad.

[KINGKONG]

Long life. I could screw up.
If I did it would be bad.

Iam the King of screwing up..Its how you develop character and learn..The person (as flawed as I still Iam) is 100 percent different from before prison..it wasn’t the punishment, it was the time to think on all my mistakes..I still don’t feel bad for selling cannabis but, I feel bad about a lot of other things..Impulse control is tough don’t know if I’ll ever have that figured out....point is, you actually make a conscious effort not too cheat for someone you care about..shows a lot of character!
I don’t give bs compliments, you know that..


“Used to think I knew it all, then got older”

[Obs]

Iam the King of screwing up..Its how you develop character and learn..The person (as flawed as I still Iam) is 100 percent different from before prison..it wasn’t the punishment, it was the time to think on all my mistakes..I still don’t feel bad for selling cannabis but, I feel bad about a lot of other things..Impulse control is tough don’t know if I’ll ever have that figured out....point is, you actually make a conscious effort not too cheat for someone you care about..shows a lot of character!
I don’t give bs compliments, you know that..


“Used to think I knew it all, then got older”

Yes I make an effort.
She wont ever be able to say I didnt try my ass off.

[KINGKONG]

Yes I make an effort.
She wont ever be able to say I didnt try my ass off.

All you can do!!


“Used to think I knew it all, then got older”

[Proximal]

Another incredible thread Obs. You bring out the honesty & openness in us. You have a gift, TY.

[< <Samson> >]

To live forever & have a lifetime prison sentance

[Proximal]

To live forever & have a lifetime prison sentance

Thus we create our own world in our cell?

[Chark]

To live forever & have a lifetime prison sentance

Love that episode of TZ

[< <Samson> >]

Love that episode of TZ

I wear TZ 24x7x365


It's the only tat I have

[Ernst]

I don't really have much fear of anything in my life. Me and my demons came to a peace a while back.

The only thing I might fear now is for those around me who I love, I would not want anything terrible to befall them.

[Obs]

I don't really have much fear of anything in my life. Me and my demons came to a peace a while back.

The only thing I might fear now is for those around me who I love, I would not want anything terrible to befall them.

Wth is peace?

[Ernst]

Wth is peace?

It comes in a pill. They sell it at music festivals.

EDIT: my bad, I was thinking of love.

[Fiskevatten]

Nr 1: Failing to protect a loved one or seeing a loved one die.
Nr 2: Buried alive (saw a ytb clip on this where the family and 300 people had to sit and wait for a stuck kid to die before closing the hole forever)
Even the movie "Underwater" was horrible for me.
Nr 3 Falling of a sky-scraper for some reason.
Nr 4 Economic failure (I've never had money bcus bad life choices, now those choices haunt me today)
Nr 5 Libido issues (have a lot of em mentally)
Nr 6 Not have the money to see what the world has to offer, other cultures before I die (goes hand in hand with 4)
Nr 7 Getting too old where I actually count the days
Nr 8 Breakups of all kind (I'm too nice/ dumb)

In that order with 1 as worst

[Obs]

Nr 1: Failing to protect a loved one or seeing a loved one die.
Nr 2: Buried alive (saw a ytb clip on this where the family and 300 people had to sit and wait for a stuck kid to die before closing the hole forever)
Even the movie "Underwater" was horrible for me.
Nr 3 Falling of a sky-scraper for some reason.
Nr 4 Economic failure (I've never had money bcus bad life choices, now those choices haunt me today)
Nr 5 Libido issues (have a lot of em mentally)
Nr 6 Not have the money to see what the world has to offer, other cultures before I die (goes hand in hand with 4)
Nr 7 Getting too old where I actually count the days
Nr 8 Breakups of all kind (I'm too nice/ dumb)

In that order with 1 as worst

There was a father and son excavating together.
Son was in the hole. It caved off and covered him.
The father was on the backhoe and panicked.
Pulled his head off trying to get him uncovered.

[Obs]

Really wouldnt have mattered though.
Tons of dirt falling on you aint like in the movies where you swim out of a grave etc.
It crushes you to death.

[< <Samson> >]

Other would b

Become some form of vegetable. . . Since becoming much more medical focused in my life - that’s actually prob my #1 fear now


Shit - I already talked to the wife about this. If I can’t think for myself, you have the full right to pull the plug/trigger - we owe each other this

[Obs]

It comes in a pill. They sell it at music festivals.

EDIT: my bad, I was thinking of love.

Lmao

[wavefunction]

Presently, a CVA (stroke). It was a total shoulder (imminent in as little as a few years), but after talking to my wife whose recently been treating some, I’m seeing the potential to lift afterwards now, so that’s not as big a concern.

An imminent stroke? How does that work? Some kind of heart condition related to aas abuse?

[Charlie67]

Fear of disappointing loved ones sounds so noble, I don't have it.

Mine wasn't referring to anything noble... Even at 73, my mom hits like Tyson in his prime . It's fear really.

Thus we create our own world in our cell?

I often have that thought when people say they need to move, or escape, or whatever from the box they've created. Invariably however, I'd just end up building a new box in a new place. The problem isn't most people place, the problem is their box. If your box isn't comfy, do what you can to improve it.

[Proximal]

An imminent stroke? How does that work? Some kind of heart condition related to aas abuse?

The total shoulder is imminent. RC gone & already arthritic.

HBP can lead to a CVA, particularly at more advanced ages. Heart attacks? Meh, either death or surgery. BUT, a nasty stroke with paralysis, inability to speak or comprehend; that scares the f out of me.

My wife says there’s a 40 something old dude at her clinic. A new patient. Says every time that she sees him, she thinks of me (large, decent musculature, lots of ink). Do NOT want to end things like that.

[Josh577]

1. The I.R.S.
2. Being a failure
3. Getting a back injury which prevents me from being a provider for my family.
4. Looking back on my life when I’m old and being disappointed

[Fiskevatten]

There was a father and son excavating together.
Son was in the hole. It caved off and covered him.
The father was on the backhoe and panicked.
Pulled his head off trying to get him uncovered.

That sounds horrible! WTF
This is the one I saw (ugh... gives me the chills) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WaIoXN-7FjM

[Josh577]

1. The I.R.S.
2. Being a failure
3. Getting a back injury which prevents me from being a provider for my family.