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    Fuck Cancer

    Went in to have a cyst removed from my back...had another one I thought was a hemorrhoid. Well found out yesterday they were carcinomas. As of now I have rectal cancer. Spent 3 hours with an oncologist yesterday.
    Not sure why Iím telling you guys, just need to vent I guess. Feels a bit cathartic.
    Have a PET scan next week, pelvic MRI and a colonoscopy. Praying it isnít anywhere else, wonít know until after the PET scan.
    45 fucking years old, eat clean as a whistle. Donít smoke, rarely drink and no family history. Iím crushed.
    8 weeks of radiation and chemo as it stands. Will know more after the PET scan.
    Canít bring myself to tell my kids yet.

    I give two fucks about corona virus, least of my worries. My attitude on a lot of shit has changed in just 24 hours. Iím not sweating the small stuff anymore. Making sure Iím more patient and Iím gonna smile more.

    Kiss your loved ones, call an old buddy youíve been meaning to and embrace your health. Also make sure and do your god damn checkups.

    Not sure how Iíll feel once treatments start, guess I wonít be starting that DHB cycle for a while now.
    Fuck traveling for work for a bit.

    Hope Iíll have it in me to get some semblance of a workout in. Iíll check in when I know more, and when I can. I get itís an Internet forum, but fuck if I wonít share my story. Not gonna be another statistic. I got hit a god damn bus on a HD, ainít going out like this. Not my ending.

    Be strong, be kind. Appreciate the good ones.

    My best to you all

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    Kick it’s mother fucking ass!
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    Take your time to be mad, then regroup and do what you have to do...

    It is never easy but, the goal is set and then you achieve it! prayers for the best.
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    Fuck man. What else is there to say? There’s no words. I can’t imagine what you’re going through right now. Don’t lose your admirable optimism, you’re one hell of a strong man and this isn’t going to stop you. I’ll be keeping you and your family in my thoughts.

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    I am not in your shoes but I have some advice. Relax and donít you dare give up. We are here for you. You vent all you want and donít let it build up inside.
    I know cancer very well and know that the odds of me getting it are close to 100%. My mother and sister are both gone due to it. My father had it and beat it I. He presently has issues I. His throat and we feel that it may be cancer.
    My mother in law had it and beat it also.

    I am sure it is way too soon to make a good prognosis. I handle things like this by keeping busy and not letting my mind focus on it.
    Your in my prayers brother.

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    Fuck

    Thatís all I can say rn

    Life is such bitch at times, shit gets so real & on a fucking dime


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    Just remember the Lord is with you

    Isaiah 41:10 King James Version

    10 Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness

    Its tragic news for sure but definitely not the end. I had good power lifting buddy several years back contract cancer. He did lose weight, he felt shitty, and looked horrible but he STILL came to the gym even on his chemo treatment and alas he BEAT it!

    I know with your strong will and mindset you can do the same brother. You have an entire community here to listen and comfort you. I believe sincerely you will have no problem beating this big man! Just remember to stay strong minded through the tough times, you will bounce back quicker than a lightning bolt...

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    Quote Originally Posted by SampsonandDelilah View Post
    Went in to have a cyst removed from my back...had another one I thought was a hemorrhoid. Well found out yesterday they were carcinomas. As of now I have rectal cancer. Spent 3 hours with an oncologist yesterday.
    Not sure why I’m telling you guys, just need to vent I guess. Feels a bit cathartic.
    Have a PET scan next week, pelvic MRI and a colonoscopy. Praying it isn’t anywhere else, won’t know until after the PET scan.
    45 fucking years old, eat clean as a whistle. Don’t smoke, rarely drink and no family history. I’m crushed.
    8 weeks of radiation and chemo as it stands. Will know more after the PET scan.
    Can’t bring myself to tell my kids yet.

    I give two fucks about corona virus, least of my worries. My attitude on a lot of shit has changed in just 24 hours. I’m not sweating the small stuff anymore. Making sure I’m more patient and I’m gonna smile more.

    Kiss your loved ones, call an old buddy you’ve been meaning to and embrace your health. Also make sure and do your god damn checkups.

    Not sure how I’ll feel once treatments start, guess I won’t be starting that DHB cycle for a while now.
    Fuck traveling for work for a bit.

    Hope I’ll have it in me to get some semblance of a workout in. I’ll check in when I know more, and when I can. I get it’s an Internet forum, but fuck if I won’t share my story. Not gonna be another statistic. I got hit a god damn bus on a HD, ain’t going out like this. Not my ending.

    Be strong, be kind. Appreciate the good ones.

    My best to you all
    God...
    Sorry man.
    Love you and I hope shit turns out ok.
    There isnt much I can say other than you are bad ass

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    I know brother, fucking crazy. Stunned

    Feeling the love, appreciate you and appreciate this crew.

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    God...
    Sorry man.
    Love you and I hope shit turns out ok.
    There isnt much I can say other than you are bad ass
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    I hope you know what you have done for me and others. Its no light shit. You are a good man and I hooe you focus on recovery and positivity only.

    No room for weakness in our world brother.
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    I am so sorry to hear this. If you need anything do not hesitate to reach out.
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    You are a tough mfer and always positive.
    I hope this rolls right off you.
    You are one of the best I ever met here. .

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    Nothing else we could do besides giving you mental support, keep tour head up I know you will come out of this as a winner.

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    I'm feeling at a loss for words and really angry at life right now. Just.. hoping for a fast recovery. I firmly believe you've got the strength to beat this!
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    I wish I had some inspiring words right now but im blown away by this news...you don’t deserve this...I’m praying for you brother please stay strong, you got this...

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    I will be praying for you brother,stay strong

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    Quote Originally Posted by SampsonandDelilah View Post
    As of now I have rectal cancer.
    Are you a Christian? The chemo will be a lot easier if you start and finish your day like this guy:

    Fuck Cancer-screenshot_20200315-163322_chrome.jpg

    Back when my expartner died 4 years ago, I started my day saying the Lord's prayer with my forehead down on the ground like that, and then a second time at nighttime right before bed. I think most Christians think it's a little extreme to bow down like that for prayer, but I like to remind myself that God is big and I am small.
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    ^ this fuck stick


    Words of reality - hit it, and do your best & hope for the same


    I been on this real life mission for a bit now, talking to folk of different ages & how they feel about things like this -


    Your case, your age - well, of course it’s all u. . . . But, if I had to b in those shoes - fuck it, fight it & give it hell . . At 45 I see “us” having about 2 decades to go. . . Serious shit, GL man - we all need it sometimes more than others


    And considering what it is - I have seen one guy walk away from this like it was a bad flu - dude was about 49, got the same(give or take) ran the treatment cycle - then jumped on gear for the first time in his life
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    I'm so very sorry you have to deal with this shit... I wish I had something inspiring and helpful to say, but this is just so unfair.

    I don't pray much, but I'll be thinking about you brother.

    I sincerely wish you and your family the best,
    C-

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    Quote Originally Posted by < <Samson> > View Post
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    Been just a roller coaster of emotions, can’t even eloquently express what a ride I’m on. What I can express though is coming here, opening this thread and smiling with each and every note and well wish. There’s true power in that. Trying not to get too worried until I get that PET scan, the next 7 day’s of uncertainty is gonna be tough, but I’m up for it. After 3/24 I’ll truly know what kind of fight I can expect. I appreciate you all more than you know. Until then, I’ll be pumping iron and eating, worked too damn hard for these gains

    Stay well

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    Fuck Cancer-photo_talks_1584294455706.jpg

    I haven't had an aquarium in about a year since I moved out on my own, but I picked these two little guys up from the pet shop earlier today. White one is Sampson, fiery one is Delilah.
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    Quote Originally Posted by SampsonandDelilah View Post
    Been just a roller coaster of emotions, canít even eloquently express what a ride Iím on. What I can express though is coming here, opening this thread and smiling with each and every note and well wish. Thereís true power in that. Trying not to get too worried until I get that PET scan, the next 7 dayís of uncertainty is gonna be tough, but Iím up for it. After 3/24 Iíll truly know what kind of fight I can expect. I appreciate you all more than you know. Until then, Iíll be pumping iron and eating, worked too damn hard for these gains

    Stay well
    Hang tough, man. Maintaining your normal routine as best as you can will help you keep your balance.

    Remember it isn't the fight that the condition brings, it's the fight you bring to the the condition.

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    I will be praying for you.
    I am here to listen or whatever may help.


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    Very sorry. Send me a pm with your real first name so we can pray for you. Stay positive and keep your head up.

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    So sorry to hear your news. Prayers for you and your family.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Fluidic Cameron View Post
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    Cancer gets KO Ď d like this!

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    Iím so sorry!!! Iím praying for several ppl with cancer and added you.

    Iíve learned from patients the hardest thing is dealing with uncertainty and donot allow your thoughts to get away from you....on day at a time....ODAAT

    Advocate for yourself.
    Become informed.
    Find oncology team you trust and are comfortable with.
    Not all clinics are the same. Trust your gut and instincts. Close isnít always the best choice.
    An NEVER give up.

    Since you are eating healthy your immune system is better than most!!!!

    I wouldnít know what to do with informing kids...I would likely wait until I knew more with the screenings....

    Lifting you and your family up in prayer!

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    You can beat this brother! Step by step, day by day. Just be strong.

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    Sharing some awesome news with you...one of the ladies I mentioned was reporting to be remission. Hereís the info got just this morning from her sister.


    ďThe regular medical industry gave up on my sister went she developed the 7 lung tumors. She reversed those with her integrative oncologist, that opened eyes and doors to this last treatment. The IO cost her $42000 but he saved her life to be able to tackle this last battle plan. Fight scream and claw!

    Before sister started her clinical trial I had found the IO, she met him, started the trial, decided she wasn't getting the additive, so she went back to him. He literally saved her life.

    He sends blood to Greece to test for most effective chemo, doses chemo at about 1/3 using glucose controls, and they teach nutrition and mind over body.Ē

    My friend says Ďfight scream and clawí. Her sister is thriving bc she trusted her gut and took an alternative path.

    My friend told me IO has patient consume Refined sugar before chemo bc cancer likes sugar and the chemo then tracks directly to the cancer therefore patient not overburdened with harsh treatment throughout the body!!! Innovative Glucose
    Controls.

    You stay positive.
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    How u been?

    I’ve had this in the back of my mind as I watch this Corona crap go on & on


    We(the sheeple) have no idea until real hits us upside the head

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    Sorry to hear this man, wish you well with this.

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    Quote Originally Posted by < <Samson> > View Post
    How u been?

    I’ve had this in the back of my mind as I watch this Corona crap go on & on


    We(the sheeple) have no idea until real hits us upside the head
    Hanging tough man....big week coming up.
    MRI, colonoscopy and an appointment with my oncologist on Thursday to go over the results along with my PET scan. Fingers crossed!
    I’ll update after Thursday.

    Appreciate you and hope everybody is safe and sound!

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    Quote Originally Posted by SampsonandDelilah View Post
    Hanging tough man....

    Best you can do & just hope for the best



    Shit sure gets real when something happens directly to ourselves - everything else seems so small & damn near meaningless

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    Waiting on positive results. Stay strong brother!
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    Sending up some prayers for you on your dr visit big man

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    Damn man, just saw this..From what I've seen of you, your a warrior, you'll beat this and laugh after..makes you think though, and slow down and appreciate the little things..thank you for telling us and the message..


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