Well I'll still be around.
Looks like I can still post from time to time here from work. I just don't have the time afterward. I recently promised to set a few people up with diets through pm's and I haven't forgotten about ya'll. I just don't have the time right now. I appreciate all the kind words from you guys.... and gals. ;) I took the wife in Monday and have spent every visiting hour possible with her. The f'ing place only allows visiting from 5pm-7pm so that really hurts that I can only see her for 2 hours. It's only been a couple of days but I can already tell a big difference in her when we talk. She is slowly coming toterms with her demons and she says she can really see how much I care about her and she never realized she was so needed before. She still is having some thoughts of anting to hurt herself but it is getting better. Once she hits a level 2 she can see the kids. Next week on the 22nd is our 5 year wedding anniversary. She's setting a goal to be better and be home by that date. I hope she can do it but made her promise to not lie or anything like that just to get out by than. Thanks again for all the support and I am glad that I don't have to give up AR completely during this time.... because you guys are the ones helping me through this. Thanks again all of you.