Thanks for all the advices.
I kind of realised yesterday that I have to seek help and not just keep on thinking the problems will go away by themself.
Seems like when Im decently happy its like balancin on a line or something, i just need one little push and I fall down into a depression again. Each one worse then the one before.
Have to try and not get so drunk either when Im partying because its when Im realy drunk that I hurt myself.
Now im going to do the one thing that truly makes me happy, hit the gym
