hey... everyone needs some lovin... HAHA... you get yours from a bed post... he gets his from me.. Dont bash.. :lol:Quote:
Originally Posted by LuvMyRoids
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hey... everyone needs some lovin... HAHA... you get yours from a bed post... he gets his from me.. Dont bash.. :lol:Quote:
Originally Posted by LuvMyRoids
Oh this is sad!!!
Im sorry for jacking this thread CB... :(
I was more talking about the non-hetro love going on in this thread. Sigh...my heart is broken.Quote:
Originally Posted by bigol'legs
You been sniffing my bed post again bigs?Quote:
Originally Posted by bigol'legs
really good friend..jack dan..... :cheers:for the gir who made this topic..that was my life for a year...weird...i was like that 'cause i lost a few good friends...i was really anti soacial....but now i'm ok again...try to do the same thing that i did....reflect...thinq how you family care about you but you can't see it 'cause you're depressive and it make you sad and sad every day...go out and try to meet people...it will make you fell better...don't be in home doing nothing and waiting better days to knock on your door......well...i don't know if i did i good comment or what..but my intentions was good...take care sweetQuote:
Originally Posted by hoss827
wierd. everytime you talk to me on AIM you seem happy and energetic. we all feel like a horse's turd sometimes. just part of life. just realize that there's probably plenty of people who actually do like you, you just havent realized it yet. hell, i havent met you in person but ya seem like you'd be a good friend. hope that helps.Quote:
Originally Posted by peam
Awww, peamie you know you can always count out chica or Hitman to rub your tush when you've had a rough day. But you have to say baaaaaaaa.....
chica... if only it were sex that I needed... I'm sure I'd be happy by now
LMFAO.Quote:
Originally Posted by Da Bull
Im glad I cant relate to stuff like this. The depression and such. Thoughts of suicide. Everyone gets depressed. The strong person just keeps pushing through it.
Sorry to say but none of this is cause for depression or suicide.
Depression or suicide is for those people who lost their families in a plane crash, and then find out that their wife or husband has been cheating on them for years with their best freind. Then just when you get over it, another tradegy happens followed by another.
None of this is even close to depression. GET OVER IT and find something to entertain you other than OTHER PEOPLE.
Can you be happy by yourself with nothing else around you. No TV, no music, no people, no cell phone. Just sit alone and enjoy the silence.
Most of you need reassurance from someone else.
peam:
cheer up. high school was a stephen king nightmare for me, but now I moved and everything is working out. i don't know u but i know how u feel.
i'm glad you posted to this board. any other board would have some assholes being rude. that's why i like this board.
I'm glad you can't relate to it either Bermich. I realize my life isn't terrible... still hard to find anything worth living for. There's always someone worse...and someone better. I know there are situations much worse.
Thanks for listening everybody...
One of your best posts ever berm!Quote:
Originally Posted by bermich
I remember times when I would just feel sorry for myself and think of ALL the bad things that were going on in my life. Half of them were just in my head, such as people not liking me or people talking bad behind my back, or a girl cheatng on me, etc. Sometimes it feels good to imagine ALL the bad stuff that is going on because when you go back to reality, you find out that most of the stuff was exagertated.Quote:
Originally Posted by peam
PEAM. What do you think should be jumping out in front of you for you to live for? A surprise party, a pony, a new tv? Im confused. Why do you feel there is nothing to live for, nothing to look forward to?
I don't know so much right now. I'm more calmed down than I was earlier when I made this thread. Just seemed as if nothing was going right. My family loves me... and I have good friends.... even if there aren't many of them. My feeling like I can't talk to them is my fault. I'm sure they would understand if I tried to talk to them. Maybe I get so bored I exaggerate things in my head. But.... I'm going to go to class for however many more days until I'm done. Then take some more classes. Find somewhere to go out and someone to go out with at least one weekend day. Suppose I should stop sitting on my computer so much too. I do look forward to college.... feel I can change a lot when I go there.... and changes would be good, I'd be happier. I'm good now though... got a roof over my head... people who love me. I just need to get my ass a job so I can spend a week in SoCal at the end of May..... I'm going to go surfing.
but I wouldn't mind having a pony
i got your pony ;)
are you a cowboy 50? cuz... you did notice my new avatar... did you not?
my offer is still open peamie.
college WILL change you, college makes you socialise with other people (well over here they do) so you'll have no choice but to have fun, there is a lot more variation in college aswell, lots of different groups of people to experience, highschool is too closed, only a few hundred people for 4-5 years of your life.. pfft college is 20,000 people+
Life can be ****ty but i find that looking for little things that make you happy is a really good way to cheer up. Every day is a blessing, we should always feel fortuanate that we are alive and healthy, you'll cheer up try smiling more around people, it will cause them to react postitively towards you, its friendly and warm, just my 2 cents
lol i'm sure there would be a lot of takers on this boardQuote:
Originally Posted by mass junkie
Speaking of Cowboys. Me and my friends have been going to PBR and NFR for years. Know plenty of ropers and riders. I grew up with horses. Can ride and tack and all that. Most of the guys in the group all go to the cowboy bars and dress up like wanna be cowboys and have those stickers on their trucks " cowboy up" etc. I still go in wearing vans and kakis and I still got more game than the cowboy hat wearin wanna bees. They still had game just due to the fact that the cowgirl wanna bees were attracted to anything in ranglers. Kinda pathetic but the atmoshpere was fun.
NFR in Vegas is off the hook. National Finals Rodeo. You have never seen so many cowboy hats in Vegas at one time. We'd walk into a casino all decked out, half the guys were all in black with dusters and the other half looked like the marlboro mans family. We'd walk by and the whole casino literally became quiet cause they thought the casino was about to hijacked old west style. A mob of about 35 guys all in black.
Funny ****. Ok. Back to you PEAM.
I felt like talking about me again. Typical Bermich post
But we all love your posts Bermich... as self-centered as they may be. :) Can we go back to saying....
I LOVE YOU! to eachother in posts?
and **** it yesterday I delete my signature... now I want it back :( CYCLEON! HELP ME OUT!!!
nah, I aint a cowboy, I got your bologna pony though ;) :eek:Quote:
Originally Posted by peam
I love you Peam. Only cause you give good blowies and dont stop until I am finished. That is very unselfish of you, and for that, I love you. Even if you do spit it out afterwards. As long as you take it all in, thats what counts.
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Originally Posted by bermich
:lol: :lol: :lol:
just for you baby ;)
peams life... dicey
wow, this is kinda an old thread...any reason 4 da x's bump?
ooooh 50 knows 50 knows! he's just making fun of me 50... no worries :)
Just for using that word, you are now my buddy.Quote:
Originally Posted by CrazyRussian
As for my input on this thread, all I can say is secure yourself a future. Whether that be military, university, professional surfer, model, or whatever.
Personally, I would say college is the best bet for not only securing a future, but also meeting people: life-long friends, potential lovers, etc.
You can even get really stressed out and turn to drugs and graduate with a degree in astrophysics whereafter you can work at a Kwiki-Mart and as a bouncer and do incredibly large amounts of really cool mind-altering drugs especially pot and then go on the boards and for some drug-induced reason think that chimera's can fly and stuff. I think that would be really cool.