Re: Now Im hella Scared.....
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Originally posted by boatyj
By the way, Im 17 . . . Give me some thoughts.. tips, advice. My main concern is not getting big any more, but I want to be safe and make sure when I get off the stuff.. I am more or less back to normal.
"Hella Scared?" Sounds like a character in The Catcher in the Rye. But seriously, boatyj, you're late for class. Take a seat anywhere, and welcome.
Assuming you're reading this, you've already got the good news. You woke up, and you're not dead. And you've already got some solid answers here, the biggest of which is to stop your cycle and chalk the cost of the gear you have up to experience. It may be an expensive lesson, but if you've learned it well, it was worth the cost.
Now kick back, chill out, take your time, and read the many, many posts on this forum. I won't bother to explain why you shouldn't do AS at this point - you'll discover that in your reading, at which point your body will continue to do it's nifty, magical growth thing on its own for a while longer. One comment I will add to the mix, however, is that you shouldn't do AS until you are very comfortable with the notion of doing them. Sure, there's always gonna be some trepidation when it comes to sticking a needle into yourself - that's normal. But it sounds like your anxiety level was higher than usual.
bigkev and Kaz both gave youn sound answers. The only thing with which I would disagree (cordially, since we're really cool people and we always disagree cordially around here) is the notion of telling your doctor. If you are going back to normal and if you are convinced of the wisdom of holding off until you know more, I wouldn't bother telling your doc at this point. As I said, just chalk this up to experience and use it as a catalyst for doing some real research for the future.
Again, boatyJ, a big welcome - you've come to the right place, bro.
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