depressed from CYCLE # 2....

**AustrianOAK14** · 08-13-2004, 08:58 AM

hey bros just finished my cycle about 3 weeks ago good gains...im just soo ****ing pissed off at the acne on my face i finished my nolvadex therapy today. I dont even like going out in public because of the side of my face is horrible at least i think it is(maybe im thinking thats its worse bc of the steroids i took) anyway usually in pct i brake out its been about a month since last shot and 5 weeks since last test cypionate shot. Anyway, ill be 21 next month and its going to be embarrassing when girls want to give me a kiss on my cheek and its going to look like a pizza. THing is i only have acne on my face never on my back, shoulders, or chest. I fucckkkkking hate it bros i was thinking of getting back on accutane(took it 4 years ago) i dont wanna go back to my derm all swole hell know i was taking steroids. thing is this **** is getting me sad like a lil bitch. people make fun of my face and girls think im cute but i dont have the confidence to ask them out, i really dont like it and there this one girl at work that likes me and i like her but dont have enough balls to ask her out bc of my acne filled face, heres what im doing now:

16grams of b5/day
1 chemical peel every 3 weeks just had one done so far
160 ounces of water each day
6 meals a day to maintain my weight
2 showers a day

help me out bros need your insights im dieing here LITERALLY i feel depressed

**co2boi** · 08-13-2004, 09:04 AM

I had a similar problem,though it doesn't sound like it was as bad. I used Nutrogena Oil cleansing soap in the morning and night and Biore warming pore cleaner (it's great). Cleared up pretty fast. Not to sound gay or anything, but you can try some makeup until you get it cleared up. Girls do it all the time.

Good luck bro.

**MotoLifter** · 08-13-2004, 09:09 AM

Originally Posted by AustrianOAK14

there this one girl at work that likes me and i like her but dont have enough balls to ask her out bc of my acne filled face,

its a pct thing some clomid will bring those balls right back!!! J/k bro. I went though somthing like this. Who cares if your derm knows you are on AS. Also some sources have acsess to acutane maybe yours does that way you dont have to deal w/ your DR. It will pass bro, keep your head up!

**fitnessNY** · 08-13-2004, 09:20 AM

Try to get a script for benzaclin -- it helped me out a lot. I also take an antibiotic called doryx 100mg ed

**TheOak182** · 08-13-2004, 09:23 AM

The same exact thing happened to my room mate. He had just finished his 4th cycle, and i mean his back just exploded!!! He has always had a little bit of acne from taking AS before but nothing like this. He has tried a lot a $hit and i am sorry to say none of it has worked. Good Luck bro and try and be more confident!!!

**bluethunder** · 08-13-2004, 09:58 AM

Just ask a girl who also has some acne!! j/k Yup kinda bad when you worked hard for that sexy body but have no looks to go with it. Just be yourself, bring your personality out as now is the time to show woman you are a gentlemen. Look if a nice girl still will go out with you, she is precious not shallow. Just think what will happen in a few months when she see's your face clearing up. Hang in there and think positive..

**AustrianOAK14** · 08-13-2004, 10:10 AM

thanks for all your encouragement guys yeah my face usually looks bad during and a lil after pct im going to try that biore pore cleanser sounds good thanks again guys and best of luck to you guys

**AustrianOAK14** · 08-13-2004, 10:24 AM

Originally Posted by bluethunder

Just ask a girl who also has some acne!! j/k Yup kinda bad when you worked hard for that sexy body but have no looks to go with it. Just be yourself, bring your personality out as now is the time to show woman you are a gentlemen. Look if a nice girl still will go out with you, she is precious not shallow. Just think what will happen in a few months when she see's your face clearing up. Hang in there and think positive..

thanks bro , and all you guys gave me sum confidence i guess i just felt like i was the only one this happend too thanks big guys

**AustrianOAK14** · 08-15-2004, 10:06 PM

i know accutane will help clear it but if i get on accutane you guys think its a bad idea to get on a test cycle again in the future???

**DoctaBig** · 08-16-2004, 02:47 PM

accutane is rough stuff. Only use it as a last measure. As far as cycling again, i would say if you are depressed enough to "emotionally" need accutane then NO stop cycling until you get your life together.

Accutane has been inconclusivly "linked" to depression. A senator's kid commited suicide while on it, i forget the name of the guy. Regardless, this depression has been added to the package insert of the drug.

We all also know that coming down from a cycle can be very depressing, which is only potentiated by clomid during pct.

All this together could lead to a pretty bad post-cycle crash. I'd hate to see a bro go through that. My suggestion is if your gonna go the accutane route hold off on the sauce until you get everything completely together

**AustrianOAK14** · 08-17-2004, 05:21 PM

cool yeah ill be seeing a dermatologist in about a month what do i tell him so i can get a script for accutane

**DoctaBig** · 08-17-2004, 07:29 PM

you will have to be place into a severity class, when he concludes a diagnosis of your severity then there is a order by which they prescribe medications. Accutane is the last call and only standard of care on classes 3 and 4. Basically, nagg the crap out of him or you wont get anywhere...

**AustrianOAK14** · 08-22-2004, 07:32 PM

what should i tell him?? i was thinking"look doc i wont settle for anything less than accutane ive tried b5, topical creams from mexico, and my diet is clean, so please hook me up i took it in hs i dont mind signing the papers and all the bull**** tests

**Da Bull** · 08-22-2004, 07:43 PM

Originally Posted by AustrianOAK14

hey bros just finished my cycle about 3 weeks ago good gains...im just soo ****ing pissed off at the acne on my face i finished my nolvadex therapy today. I dont even like going out in public because of the side of my face is horrible at least i think it is(maybe im thinking thats its worse bc of the steroids i took) anyway usually in pct i brake out its been about a month since last shot and 5 weeks since last test cypionate shot. Anyway, ill be 21 next month and its going to be embarrassing when girls want to give me a kiss on my cheek and its going to look like a pizza. THing is i only have acne on my face never on my back, shoulders, or chest. I fucckkkkking hate it bros i was thinking of getting back on accutane(took it 4 years ago) i dont wanna go back to my derm all swole hell know i was taking steroids. thing is this **** is getting me sad like a lil bitch. people make fun of my face and girls think im cute but i dont have the confidence to ask them out, i really dont like it and there this one girl at work that likes me and i like her but dont have enough balls to ask her out bc of my acne filled face, heres what im doing now:

16grams of b5/day
1 chemical peel every 3 weeks just had one done so far
160 ounces of water each day
6 meals a day to maintain my weight
2 showers a day

help me out bros need your insights im dieing here LITERALLY i feel depressed

How can you be depressed after cycle 2 ,when you stated in another thread you already ran 3 cycles....go bullsh!t elsewhere...no synpathy from me since you can't even lie properly.I doubt you evr ran a cycle.Your out for attentiion because your mommy neglects you.

**AustrianOAK14** · 08-22-2004, 07:58 PM

Originally Posted by Da Bull

How can you be depressed after cycle 2 ,when you stated in another thread you already ran 3 cycles....go bullsh!t elsewhere...no synpathy from me since you can't even lie properly.I doubt you evr ran a cycle.Your out for attentiion because your mommy neglects you.

You talk alot for an old man im asking for people help and seeking advice old tymer

**Da Bull** · 08-22-2004, 08:00 PM

Originally Posted by AustrianOAK14

You talk alot for an old man im asking for people help and seeking advice old tymer

Go away little boy,your mommy is calling you...time for beddie bye.

**Hazard** · 08-22-2004, 08:03 PM

Originally Posted by AustrianOAK14

You talk alot for an old man im asking for people help and seeking advice old tymer

I have respect for all members on this board.... and i've just lost it for you. get the f*ck off the boards..... What gives you any right to talk like that? He's knows more about this stuff than you probably ever will.

Not only is he a well respected member among the boards and other boards but he's a friend to some people also..... Don't show any disrespect.

BTW - he has a point..... whats up with your posts.... you never answered..... has it been 2 or 3 cycles? or possibly none?

**Physical_Specimen** · 08-22-2004, 10:01 PM

sounds like its really getting to ya man, keep ya head up, it will clear up eventually. Maybe going to the doctor and seeing if he can prescribe you any antibiotics would be a good thing. That Cypionate is ****, I did a bunch of bottles of Test E. then did one 10ml bottle of Cyp. and broke out . . I blamed the acne on my back from the Cyp, or it may have just been because of the sudden transition from Test. E to Test C. dont know . . But I wont touch the stuff nemore . . . .

On a more important note, I hope everything clears up for ya, im sure you are just thinking more of it then it really is . . See ya doctor and get on antibiotics, a buddy of mine did the same . . . . . good luck

**Physical_Specimen** · 08-22-2004, 10:03 PM

Drama, time to hit the gym boys

**AustrianOAK14** · 08-22-2004, 10:26 PM

Originally Posted by Physical_Specimen

sounds like its really getting to ya man, keep ya head up, it will clear up eventually. Maybe going to the doctor and seeing if he can prescribe you any antibiotics would be a good thing. That Cypionate is ****, I did a bunch of bottles of Test E. then did one 10ml bottle of Cyp. and broke out . . I blamed the acne on my back from the Cyp, or it may have just been because of the sudden transition from Test. E to Test C. dont know . . But I wont touch the stuff nemore . . . .

On a more important note, I hope everything clears up for ya, im sure you are just thinking more of it then it really is . . See ya doctor and get on antibiotics, a buddy of mine did the same . . . . . good luck

finally thank you positive feedback and useful information nothing like hazard and his boyfriend

**Latimus** · 08-23-2004, 12:48 AM

caught in a lie...brutal

**shorty33** · 08-23-2004, 02:48 AM

keep your head up

PT · 08-23-2004, 03:05 AM

dabulls right, you are talking about having strech marks after your 3rd cycle. whats up with the lying. now if i told you how many cycles i did it would be a made up number and a estimate, because honestly i dont know for sure. but its way more them3. i wouldnt forget that number. so why do you have to come here to try to get help for your acne, go to your dermatoligist. like dabull said, i bet you never touched a roid. explain the situation and prove us wrong and ill appologize. but ill bet you dont.

**Sledge** · 08-23-2004, 07:24 AM

My advice is, questions are ok, but lies aren't. Because then you'll get lying answers.

**AustrianOAK14** · 08-23-2004, 12:30 PM

Da Bull isnt god dont know why you guys respect him so much im sure hes a good guy but doesnt need to talk probably mad bc of all the roids hes been on....anyway i have been on 2 cycles first was Sustanon 250 and deca400 for 12 weeks and the second was test cyp,dbol ,deca , and winny at the end to harden my gains cycle was 15 weeks anyway my current stats are 6'7 260 19" bis, 17" calves, 25" thighs previous i was at 235 before going on anabolics so Da Bull dont talk **** to me old tymer ill knock you out son talk is cheap thats y im not going to talk all this bs to you but if we did met in person you talked about my mom like you did you would end up with a fat lip Viagra man

**Britguy** · 08-23-2004, 12:55 PM

i think Da Bull is being a bit harsh here, the guys got a problem thats makin him feel like **** and all you can do is come across as a real silly ****,
Maybe try tea tree oil, its very good at clearing up your skin but overall maybe its time to seek medical advice (DERMO) if the problem is really that bad, b/c if not it will start diggin away at you inside,

**max-it** · 08-23-2004, 01:02 PM

Originally Posted by AustrianOAK14

You talk alot for an old man im asking for people help and seeking advice old tymer

talk about a bro like that again and i can think of something else thats gonna be wrong with your face...

**AustrianOAK14** · 08-23-2004, 01:03 PM

Originally Posted by Britguy

i think Da Bull is being a bit harsh here, the guys got a problem thats makin him feel like **** and all you can do is come across as a real silly ****,
Maybe try tea tree oil, its very good at clearing up your skin but overall maybe its time to seek medical advice (DERMO) if the problem is really that bad, b/c if not it will start diggin away at you inside,

thanks for your advice i will be seeing a derm in 3 weeks should be a cool guy from what i hear also i havent seen a derm in 4 years since i took accutane in hs i was 17 once again thank and finally sumone who agrees with me you guys making me look like im the bad guy here and yes its only been 2 cycles sorry for putting three i thought it would get better responses obviously it did but not ones that i wanted to hear once agian thank you bros for all the info as i will seek a profesisonals help

PT · 08-23-2004, 01:20 PM

i bet my life your stats are more like this 5'4" 145lbs 12"arms 29"chest

PT · 08-23-2004, 01:22 PM

ps. i dont think da bull is god whatsoever but i do know that he has been here for a long time and helped alot of people. and you just got caught in a lie.

**Britguy** · 08-23-2004, 01:38 PM

lie or no lie, this kid could REALLY have the problem hes describing, is it really worth replying just to flame?? my advice to austrianoak is that maybe you should give gear a few years off because you are still quite young, in a couple of yrs or so your acne will probably be cleared and i think you will get less of a reaction to maybe you are now, just my thoughts, but please just leave the guy alone, he seems pretty sincere, just because he said 2 cycles instead of 3, fuk me whats the world comin to....short tempers flying around this post gents

**AustrianOAK14** · 08-23-2004, 04:14 PM

who cares if dabull has been here longer what kind of 44 year old man should be online trying to give worthless advice shouldnt he be at home taking care of his grandchildren.....andpietro75 those are my stats guy dont even open your mouth if you dont even know me bro...heres an idea y dont you, hazard, max-it i didnt know you all were in love with dabull. maybe you all should start the www.ijockDaBullsnuts.com fan website homos y would i lie about stats im pretty proud of them quite honestly but dont like stretch marks or acne

**AustrianOAK14** · 08-23-2004, 04:23 PM

im not going to bother to write any more negative things its worthless and useless and thank you to all the bros who replied positive i thank you guys im sorry im on my part and look forward to getting clear again i know accutane will get me cleared up