I have read the various threads, but am a little unsure of where to look next. I have some experience (about 3 years) of using roids, and have had tremendous success (gaining almost 25 kgs in that period) using them. I have used Deca, Winstrol, Sustanon and various Testosterones. I have found that I definitely get the most amazing gains with the Testosterones, but unfortunately I get incredibly aggressive when on any form of it and have had to totally abandon the use of it in any form (short of killing my other half and boss). This effect is not psychosomatic and people have actually commented about how much calmer I am when I am off it (they are unaware of course that it is the roids). Does anyone have some suggestions for a product that can give me similar gains per milligram without the side effects ? I am currently using a stack of Deca and Winstrol and my gains while noticeable are not wonderful. Any suggestions would be appreciated.
Thanks