--- All BOUNCERS Read ---
So i bounce at a club/stage/bar and lastnight almost was the end of me. These's dudes wouldn't take no for an answer, i just wouldn't let them in without any tickets. So they procede to call me a fucker and then run out the door. Now you all know how it is, you can't chase someone outside, so i'm just sitting there steaming. They are outside just pounding on the windows, and then somehow get through the backdoor. I forcefully kick them out again. This goes on for hours, and i'm really pissed off.
Now here's my question, i'm on a cycle of d-bol, deca, sus, does this cycle cause much roid rage? I'm pretty sure most of you (who are bouncers) have been in the same situation i was in, how do you calm yourself down, and not rip off their head and get fired? I'm still pissed about it and i need to find a way to control my temper.
Anyways, just venting a little bit, responses would be appreciated though.
LATE
Take an SSRI(Prozac, Zoloft) while on a heavy cycle
My cycle was 40amps SUS, 20cc ttokkyo EQ, 10cc 200mg CYP, 30cc of fina over 8 weeks and iflipped out if someone looked at me funny. I scared everyone around me. Prozac or 150mg/day Zoloft are the best solutions to keep you chill. Prozac was my saving grace.