Hi Everyone,
I'd like to first send my deepest gratitude to y'all that help us newbies. Since finding this site last week I have been blown away by help you guys give one another. Amazing!!
I was (ahemm-geek!!-ahem) an un athletic computer guy all through high school and college. We're talking 5'9'', 115 pounds. After college I ballooned eating fast food and donuts at the corporate job to nearly 205 (Hey - When you don't know how to pick up a softball and you eat cookies all day it happens). At 27 things started to change, I dropped the weight over one year through cardio, started eating super clean, began at the gym 4 days a week, etc. For the past two years I have looked progressively better than ever in my life. I'm now a stable 165 lbs with decent size muscles. I do cardio a lot, and lift strong. I still however, look a bit 'soft'.
Your comments about understanding your body before you start is critical. People with histories like me I suspect aren't good at getting hard, toned bodies and understanding fully the importance of rest, diet, etc. I believe you have 'fat memory' just like 'muscle memory'. I am STILL trying to undertsand how to gain weight without gaining fat. Here are my stats:
Age: 31
Weight: 165
Height: 5' 9"
BF: 16-17%
Goal: BF to 12%-13%, weight up 10, maybe 15 lbs. I want a natural, hard look more than size.
I did one cycle last year with no results which I attribute to lack of education and typical newbie mistakes - I was on 250 Sus and 100 Primo per week and used only a 1" pin. Nothing else. I have only one source and he sells me what he has so to speak. I have been studying your cycles on line and this is what I am planning to do:
Wk 1-12 350mg Test E
Wk 1-12 200mg Deca-Durabolin
Wk 10-15 50mg Winstrol daily
Wk 1-4 40mg Dianabol daily
Wk 1-20 2 to 3iu HGH 5on/2off
The growth I am most excited about - Because I think it will lean me out.
Thoughts?
Also, I have not been able to get Winstrol and last week (before I found this forum;() tried ordering 12 amps of Winstrol through two international shops as a test (Dough!!). After I found this site and read up I realized I probably threw my money away and haven't received anything. Worse, I'm a bit paranoid about seizure letters and knocks on the door! This is I suspect neurosis...I guess I'm trying to gage if I should reject the packages when and if they arrive or not. Forgive if this questions sounds crazy paranoid but like I said I am completely novice and am really psyched to find a community to help guide me. I'm pretty much flying solo!
Thanks Y'all!