it's all in your head bro... don't worry about things and don't dwell on things. one thing i know is you really don't want to become dependent on these drugs becaus ein the long run they will do nothing for you but give you more probs then you already had. i've seen alot of people go into withdrawl from xanax (anti axiety drug) it's not a pretty sight.
i used to be "depressed" and look at it as a desease, or a chemical imbalance or whatever those stupid ads told me. now, i don't look at it like that anymore i look at it as being stronger and smarter. for example i don't have alot of friends, and i don't like alot of things . for some people they think i'm depressed,but i just think i have good taste and i'm really picky.

think about it if your happy all the time then you're bubbly and dumb. no one is happy all the time nor should be it would be unnatural.
i just think the government tries to tell people that they're "depressed,have anxiety,blah blah blah" to make them weaker minded so they can control you more,because a weak minded person is easier to control. JMO
