Originally Posted by
The Baron
My fiance likes to blame my gear for every little thing. If I am so horny we have to pick up another chick to play with and I still have to masturbate a couple times a day, she blames the gear. Sometimes I am like that even off cycle so yeah she can blame the gear but it isn't always the cause. When I don't get her off (very difficult... it takes at least 45 minutes of perfect banging at the perfect tempo, depth, etc and she never lets me finish her orally) she blames the gear. When we have an argument (she likes to leave the garbage from the kitchen in the gym and move furniture she doesn't want into the gym) she blames the gear. When I say something that inadvertantly hurts her feelings she blames the gear. I am 46 and healthier than I have ever been in my life, but when I have an ache or pain or sniffle she blames the gear. Get used to it. Everybody puts down things that they don't understand or that they fear. Your ol lady will probably do the same. The only way to stop it is to get her interested in bodybuilding and maybe in a couple of years get her on maybe a light primo or deca cycle with maybe 10mg prop EOD for a few weeks and let her feel the magic. Chicks who don't juice don't understand guys who do. Meanwhile you have to put your foot down now, and let her know what you will compromise on, and what you won't. Figure out your priorities and make them perfectly clear to her. You have to learn to tolerate a certain amount of nagging and bitching and interference, but she has to learn to STFU when it reaches the point where you won't back down any further. Marriage is both a partnership and a war. It is aggression and control, and also diplomacy and magnimony. The more you understand and can look at the emotional give and take from a 3rd person view, the more likely you will be to make it succeed even if she doesn't do her part.
In the past year I have done 3 cycles, all test only dosage ranged between 600mg weekly and 1000. With the exception of my 2nd cycle that included Tren, subsequently I stopped the Tren which lasted only 3 weeks because I could not handle the sides and continued Test Cyp only. We have been dating 9 weeks (My 3rd cycle started 8 weeks ago) and she believes she has seen small and subtle changes in my personality that include me being distant and less attentive. I believe the change she is seeing is more the "newness" of our relationship wearing off. I know the love and affection that I displayed earlier is not wearing off but in fact growing stronger each day. My bio is age 42 lifting very strictly for 3 1/2 years; clean diet all that good stuff. So in short, is 900mg of Test Cyp weekly (given in 3 divided doses) enough to see changes in someone’s personality described above?
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