my journey with aas and my conclusions...
i guess i just wanna ramble on today (took an adderal lol)
well anyways, i worked out naturally for 3 years and then decded to do my first cycle. my first one was anavar alone (qv) @ 40mg a day. i did this for 7 weeks. i didnt notice any side effects, but then again i didnt notice along of lbm gains... but i loved the vascularity (never had been a vascular person). from there i went on and tried testosterone and npp (fast acting deca). the test was also fast (prop). i decided on these because i was uncertain of the side effects i might get as i had never done a real cycle, and liked the idea of being able to discontinue the drugs and stop the sides quick. my dosage was low, 400mg of npp per week and 300 of test. i knew about always running the deca lower than the test for libido perpices, but also wanted to see how i would handle the libido thing. well sides were minimum with some acne on the face (not alot at all, but i never had acne). i dide get one huge ass pimple on my nose that never went away until 3 weeks after i stopped the cycle. anyways, i loved it, i gained around 27lbs in 6 weeks, which was remarkable. i did notice a ton of bloat especially in my face (lookled like a watermelon was in my mouth). more irritable than usual. libido was actually better than normal. i kept about 20lbs after i finished pct. i did miss the harness than the var gave me. i went on to do that cycle again, and gained about 12lbs. i think i might have done a var cycle after that as well. anyways, i started looking into trenbolone alot and loved what i read... kinda got a little greedy jumping onto the tren, but it just sounded like a wonder drug. so i did tren acetate and prop for 10 weeks. i like the short esters, cause i couldnt imagine using a longer ester of test and having even more bloat! well my dosage was 100mg eod of tren and 125-150 eod of test. eveything they had said about tren was true, i gained 33 lbs and lost bf while getting more vascular and strong as hell! what more could you ask for right? now for the sides, i noticed i got that same damn huge pimple on my nose in the same place i had twice before with the deca. i was really irritable, controllable but just annoyed so much. and halfway through i noticed.... shit! i got fking limp dick!!! never thought it would happen to me! so i used cialis and that helped things out. i came off and the weight just started goin down... and down.... and down... even though i used the pefect pct that had always worked for me, including hcg, nolva, clomid, adex. i noticed that my libido was almost none exsistant, and i had a limp sausage... i squeezed my nipple one night and noticed i was lactating!!! shit now i know im prone to that shit and had to get my proclin levels back. well i wont bore you with the struggle, but b6 @ 600mg/day cured the lactating, and i ended up with a struggle that was hardly worth it. i also gained fat and lost almost everything i gained!
got my natty test up to 680 and then planned my next cycle.... i just wanted a simple mild one after going through all that. i chose btg oxandrin (anavar) and test prop. i loved it, i gained about 15 lbs and lost body fat and got ROCK hard, this stuff blew the qv crap away!
so ive decided that from my journey i just wanna stick to mild drugs such as oxandrin and gain slowly with no headaces. i will look into insulin and might try that, but it will be in maybe 2 years or so. moral is that everything works diffrently for everyone, and everyone reacts diffrent from aas. you have to find out how your own body ticks and just remember that. when you know how your body handles everything, then you can then decide whats good for you and whats worth while. btw, i got awsome results and the one thing i can say is that my diet was spot on almost everytime, and i cannot stress how important it is... read up on that twice as much as your do with just wanting to take aas. i feel bloodwork is also crucial, and if your going to take the pluge of starting aas, its the least you could do for your own selfsake.
i think im done.... i also have been using gh on and off, but can honestly say it didnt do much... maybe when im older... but for now, it i had to pay for my own gh, i simply wouldnt. just thought id share some experiances and view points, and i would love to read some of these things from other bros on here.
